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in retrospect, no wonder i'm so unhinged about ocean stories, this is the shit they were feeding us in Denmark
#ze.txt#samson og sally exist in my brain in that space where i do not remember it but also i do#like the vague building stones of my personality and interests. or something#was it even good i can't fucking remember#maybe i should watch it... that'd be funny#liveblog reliving childhood trauma :]
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Yamato cradling the illusion of his dead mom as she dies in front of him again is horrifying but unfortunately I cannot get over the villain who caused said dead mom illusion being named fucking Bunglay
#ck rambles#doubutsu sentai zyuohger#zyuoh liveblog#you'll pay for making me relive my childhood trauma bunghole!!#love sentai its so dumb
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Go check out my liveblog if u like MyStreet cause I’m reliving my childhood trauma one episode at a time
Also why was the voice cast for this post-credit scene so stacked???????
Full Emerald Secret post-credits scene cause IT’S SO GOOD THO???
#welp now I have Be With You stuck in my head#genuinely a great and enjoyable season finale tho. this post credit scene has so many implications what the hell
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NOW I KNOW WHO TO BLAME FOR THIS
MILES LUNA AND KERRY SHAWCROSS I’M COMING FOR YOUR SHINS
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Now that that’s out of the way, I freaking loved this episode. I mean there wasn’t really a single happy thing that happened in it, but I still loved it.The show’s taken a shift after the Fall of Beacon, and I really admire the writers for sticking to their guns
These kids are grieving. They’re traumatized. Weiss is back trapped with her abusive father, and even though she’s gained some autonomy, Jacques still holds the power in the house. Ren and Nora (mostly Ren) seem like they’re on the brink of reliving some trauma from WAY back in their childhood related to Grimm/bandits attacking their village
And then there’s our two leaders Ruby and Jaune. Neither of them are dealing well with their grief, guilt, and trauma. While Jaune is certainly showing his more outwardly, I don’t think Ruby is handling hers any better. She’s just had more practice keeping up the hopeful/happy facade since she’s had people close to her die before
They’re both just keeping up a front for Nora and Ren, we saw it when they were joking around on the walk with the map and what not. But then as soon as the village happened... the mask dropped away. Ruby went some level of shut down and apathetic, while still trying to comfort Jaune. Meanwhile Jaune almost entirely broke down
The scene in the woods was especially telling. When nobody was around, Jaune REALLY broke down. He was listening to Pyrrha’s message on loop and didn’t feel the need to keep up the strong front since nobody was around to ask him if he was alright. So he’s screaming out his emotions, outright sobbing, and torturing himself with the what-ifs by listening to her almost confession over and over
Of course Ruby was around, but I doubt she’s going to call him on it. After all, when Jaune wasn’t looking, she looked just as exhausted, just as broken as he was
My kids be going through it, and I hate it. But also I love it
But yeah, that’s it for this episode! Recap got pretty long, because I’ve got emotions :)
Thank you to everyone on Patreon for your continued support, it really means so much and helps to keep this liveblog going! I’ll be back with episode three next Thursday at the same time with another song on the Discord the Monday before then
But until then, thanks everyone for reading along! :D
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tua episodes 7 & 8 liveblog!! (that’s just as long if not longer than the previous 3-episode ones because holy shit, these episodes had a lot going on,,)
episode 7:
- poor lila :(
- the “auf wiedersehen” i’ve been worried about for a year and a half was said by d o t 😐
- jesus christ the handler is toxic,, we been knew but i forgot just how bad she was
- drummer lila <3
- not reginald singing along to like. a rap song. that’s so out of character.
- jesus christ reggie you’re making him relive his childhood trauma
- “congratulations you’re both mildly terrible parents.”
- “sentient stds” “giving a mummy a hand job” “diego may be 90% moron and 10% pelvic thrusts” i love the dialogue in this show so fucking much
- “bitch this is our home.”
- “you’re a dark little dude sometimes.”
- “the testosterone twins”
- ALLISON YOU FUCK
- this is very angsty but i’m obsessed with ben sitting next to five with a giant bucket of cheese puffs going “twenty bucks on the little one”
- i mean. allison’s making some points.
- holy shit she doesn’t have to say i heard a rumor anymore ??
- allison crossed a line with the “we should have kept you in the basement” bit and i love that diego was the one who stood up for viktor
- aww diego’s “we don’t fight like this” made me very sad :,(
- holy shit is ben an artist ?? 🥺🥺🥺
- no but genuinely who the fuck is jennifer?!
- “put the dick in dictator”
- hhmmm i don’t like that klaus calls viktor reginald’s daughter :////
- but also FUCK yeah klaus finally getting to stand up to some version of reggie
- klaus babe it feels like maybe you should have better reflexes seeing as you’re. y’know. a vietnam vet.
- this is SO fucked up but also kinda iconic
- okay but who are all these cars just willingly running over klaus
- N O W he’s ready?!?
- grace. grace what the fuck.
- jfc sloane is SMART
- “should i be finding this hot?” “NO!” -says luther, definitely finding this hot
- “stop crying on my bedsheets, emo. it’s gross.” i hate him but i love him
- “obi-wang”
- allison’s the only one having an reasonable reaction to their fucked up life ngl
- allison and lila bonding :,)
- “have you ever moved a nest of bees?” “no, because that’s weird.”
- shit grace istg
- me watching the trailer: haha flamethrower nun grace i wonder what that’s about!! me now: FUCK.
- okay but the onward christian soldiers bit was genuinely terrifying
- “inside that overly manicured exterior you are a warrior”
- POWERFUL KLAUS LETS FUCKING GOOOO
- yayyyy christopher trapped the kugelblitz let’s go you funky little cube !!
- queen being on the soundtrack >>>
- this party scene is adorable
- diego with a sword… he’s bisexual your honor
- oh so the world is like. ENDING ending.
- luther IS a fucking nerd, thank you sloane
- luther hargreeves you are the sweetest man alive holy shit,, he MADE the ring out of MOON ROCK 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
- hshakdhshshhsksjhh she’s floating to be taller than him :,,)
- marcus, alphonso, jayme, stan, and harlan all being dead is. fucking devastating.
- i love lila and diego so much :,) they’re so cute <3
- viktor, genuinely: “hey that was really nice of you to kill mom so diego didn’t have to :)” five, horrified: “my god we are a weird family, aren’t we?”
- five saying “sometimes we step on ants”….. klaus in season one saying viktor would cry as a kid when he stepped on ants…. much to think about…..
- five is out here with some DAMN good lines
- ben you fucker >:/
- OH WAIT OH SHIT FUCK NO
- of COURSE things couldn’t go that well for them of fucking COURSE
- FEI 😭😭😭😭 they really just killed off every sparrow but sloane and ben 😩😩
episode 8:
- the word enigma was invented to describe reginald hargreeves
- oh SHIT he built the hotel
- hmm. well that was. horrifying.
- NOT THE FUCKING COCKROACH
- thank you luther for asking about klaus!!
- hhHhHhHh diego,,,, arms,,,,, he,,,, 😳👀
- diego you dumb man i love you
- i love the accidental rhyming with “it’s hadron, not hard-on, ya moron!”
- ben arguing in korean while diego argues back at him in spanish >>>>
- “we made some friends along the way :)”
- the umbrella academy season three: the one where the hargreeves become self aware
- oh my GOD,, luther and sloane…. i love you, but,,,, your timing
- somewhat obsessed with ben’s reaction to luther and sloane’s engagement being “kill me jesus”
- i’ve been worried about what the wedding at the end of the world was gonna be for a long time,, i’m a bit sad it’s not one of the ships i *really* care about, but also i’m just so fucking relieved that it’s not allison and luther
- oh GOD the secondhand embarrassment 😩
- chet’s just been chillin,, good for him
- awhwhhhhhhhmygod,, reginald just called him “klaus” for probably the first time ever 😭 and you can see that klaus caught that too,, i’m not okay 😭😭
- okay but no matter how fucked up the circumstances are,, i love that klaus is FINALLY getting some fucking appreciation, even if it’s from reginald of all people
- five has anyone told you lately that you’re very badass? because you are.
- yess luther standing up to reginald we love to see it!!
- “that’s not the kind of erection we’re driving for here”
- aww klaus actually being happy for luther and sloane :,) i’m glad someone is (even though sloane barely knows klaus lol)
- ohhhhh my god holy shit luther asking viktor to be his best man!!!!!!! their relationship growth!!!!! the trans rights!!!!!!! just!! all of it!!!!!!
- “a human rubik’s cube” was,,, was christopher human? would we really call him that??
- awwwwww “he met a crazy lady”
- lila saying i love you to diego :,)
- aksksajdkskskhhshh,, the bracelet, the “i choose you,” the leaping into his arms,, i love them!! so fucking much!!!
- we love klaus being the most emotionally intelligent one BY FAR but no one giving him credit for it :/
- i’m gonna lose it over reginald’s go-to compliment being “you have a well proportioned forehead”
- holy fucking shit the bachelor party,, the karaoke
- tfw your bachelor party is just you and your brothers, and only two of those brothers are actually being supportive—
- i love the visual of luther marrying viktor’s action figures in third grade :,,)
-holy shit i’m.. the time of my life scene is genuinely THE cutest fucking thing i’ve seen in my life oh my fucking god i’m smiling like an idiot right now i love these dumbasses and their growth so goddamn much,, five’s growth especially because holy shit!! anyways, this is my new all-time comfort scene <3
- re: the above scene,, it does make me sad that allison and ben weren’t there :/
- oh the hotel really is gonna be ALL that’s left of the universe, huh?
- ohh ben 🥺 i’ve hated you most of this season but now i just want to give you a hug
- oh they all look SO good i am. incredibly bi.
- i love five being in the exact same outfit he’s always in for the wedding
- me: oh i wonder who’s gonna officiate the wedding? me, not even a minute later: of fucking course.
- not the ‘love and cherish this man for the next 24-48 hours’ 😩😩😭
- “i pronounce you married as shit! viva la apocalypse!!!” klaus sir i love you so much
- chet the dj 😌
- “this is officially worse than the apocalypse.”
- *tries very hard not to think about the fact that klaus is dancing alone* *fails* (listen,, i know that a lot of them were dancing alone, but it just hit different with him, okay??)
- well that was. the cutest shit ever.
- ohhhh not the cockroach 😩😩,, can’t we just ignore all the plot shit and keep the domestic fluffiness going?!!
- klaus: “cinco, mi hermano!” five, with genuine terror in his voice: “oh god.”
- today on: is klaus jewish or is he just Like That?! or did he just spend so much time around dave that he picked up on certain things
- klaus calling luther ‘lulu’ 🥺
- klaus covering his ears and whimpering at the sound of loud yelling :’( this bad boy can fit so much ptsd in it :,,(
- luther kissing klaus’ well proportioned forehead :,)
- obsessed with reginald just. eating an entire plate full of grapes.
- “is he eating a deviled egg with a knife and fork?” “that’s sad. that’s making me sad.”
- ajskdkdks not lila and reginald bonding over being british!!
- “you’d have made a superb father” 😭😭😭
- “my ben” :,,(
- “he just called luther adequate!” “that’s the nicest thing he’s ever said to him.”
- allison’s on thin ice right now but GOD does she look hot !
- alisonnnnnnnnn ://// and ma’am regardless of whatever else happened, you can’t just say you did nothing wrong,, you fully murdered a man,,,,
- ben dancing with them 🥺
- NONE of them can dance i love them so much
- how dare drunk!five looking disheveled and singing make me attracted to him >:/ it has been a proud point of mine to never have been attracted to five ://
- i love diego and lila. so goddamn much.
- SINGING!FIVE. YOU. NEED. TO. STOP. BEING. CUTE.
- there’s something so personal about klaus being the first one to reconnect with sparrow ben
- BEN AND KLAUS CUDDLING :,)
- oh shit oh fuck oh god what’s reginald doing,, who’s he making a deal with,,,
- okay i paused to write this: my money is on allison, ben, or chet, in that order. i’m gonna unpause now…
- well. they didn’t tell us, so.. that was anticlimactic. :/
- man,,,, i miss s2 allison :/ bring her back to me </3
- i also miss dave so much holy fuck :// at the very least they could TALK about him :(
#only two episodes left………….#i’m gonna try to watch them tonight…. i’ve managed to avoid spoilers which is great but it also means that i’m T E R R I F I E D#the umbrella academy#tua#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy spoilers#tua s3#long post#eli.posts
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Waking up to see how I dealt with and liveblogged the results of reliving childhood trauma concerns and somehow it ended in the SCP Foundation saving the day once again
#this has been a self related post#trauma /#scp /#'saving the day once again' is of course a debatable sentence as some people would argue they do not save the day#but yknow
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