#little!hueningkai

[lullabytaeyong]

Masterlist ~ 🍓🐝

Tomorrow x Together ✧.*

Series! Hugs & Kisses - 1 2 3 4 5

Sweet Dreams - R!Beomgyu

Team Avatar - R!Soobin

Found Me - R!Taehyun (sick)

Not Bad - R!Yeonjun (angst)

Pretty Boy - R!Hueningkai (angst)

Sleepyhead - R!Hueningkai

Txt as littles

Yeonjun 🦊

Beomgyu 🐻

Taehyun 🐿️

Hyuka 🐧

Txt Ageretober

Nct ༊*·˚

Nightmares - R!Jaehyun

Snack Time - R!Mark

Nct as littles

Taeyong 🌹

Ateez ૢ

I spy - R!Mingi

Ateez as littles

Seonghwa ⭐️

Hongjoong 🌼

[yeonjune]

TOMORROW X TOGETHER Official Character 'PPULBATU' Introduction Film

[daddldee]

⤷　if you come at four in the afternoon　⋯　📬　∿

　⭒　🌹　⋯　i'll begin to be happy from three.　⟢

[binniebakery]

ʚ thinking about emo bf kai who shyly asks you to go to concerts with him despite your different tastes in music but ofc you'll go with him so he's not alone<3 ʚ emo bf kai who blushes immensely when he sees you dressed up in all black and studs, even spraying your hair to give you that fresh scene look. he's never been more in love ʚ emo bf kai who has that secret of collecting stuffed animals but you don't mind at all, even naming them all with him <333 ʚ watching him headbang to his favorite bands has you staring in awe. and when you join him it has the both of you giggling until you're laying on the floor of his dark bedroom ʚ emo bf kai who runs his fingers through your hair, his dangly bracelets getting stuck in it every now and then but you don't mind at all. nothing is better to him than seeing you enjoy his hobbies more than he does~~ ʚ emo bf kai who sits alone at school since he has no friends, but there you are sliding into the seat next to him with your lunch. you're completely oblivious to the stares everyone gives you both but as long as you don't mind, neither does kai :) ʚ you both have opposite aesthetics but kai can't help but feel so intrigued by your interests and you feel the same way about his! you both exchange music recommendations all the time and find yourselves enjoying each other's interests :( so cute ʚ when its time to introduce him to your parents/friends he's internally freaking out, contemplating if he should dress "normal" for the occasion but you reassure him that he's perfectly fine just the way he is <3 ʚ your parents are skeptical at first from his quirky appearance but the second he speaks they immediately fall in love with him. then again who wouldn't? ʚ you've never felt so lucky to be with someone so kind and open-minded as him (,,>﹏<,,)

[horangslay]

he's actually made of sugar, spice, everything nice, rainbows, glitter, sunshine, & love

[kuliscocoa]

sorry! kuliscocoa is closing for good... for similar moodboards please follow our independent accounts

　⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀　kuro　⠀⠀　soul

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[itshyuka]

SOOBIN x AKMU 'Love Lee' challenge when?

[pink-tea]

THE SUB TXT AGENDA IS SO DRY!! i need to know about how txt with a noona partner so bad 💔

sorry for how late this ended up being! school haunts everybody at some point, but i wanted to say hello and thanks for being my first ask!! i was so excited to see this because literally all of txt would crumple at the hands of an older woman. i hope this was ok cause writing for all 5 for the first time was a little intimidating- <3

☆minors dni

☆ rating: 18+, nsfw

☆ warnings: dom! reader, sub! txt, older! reader, yeonjun: wall sex, soobin: consensual(?) slut shaming, implied thigh riding, beomgyu: riding, hair pulling, minor choking, taehyun: dry humping, hueningkai: little bit of a sexual crisis, comfort

yeonjun

ღ when it comes to having an older partner, i don't think it would be that obvious for yeonjun in the sense that he's mature enough to keep up

ღ the two of you would feel like a really put together couple, just cause even with his astounding amounts of energy, yeonjun isn't as immature as he may seem

ღ however, his partner would have the ability to reign him in a sense

ღ those times where the members tease him to the point where his brows furrow and his lips jut out into a pout, that's where you step in

ღ a small rub of your thumb on the back of his hand or on his shoulder, smiling softly before pressing a finger gently on the crease between his brows ("you'll get wrinkles")

ღ yeonjun's old enough to where he knows how to take care of himself and act like the oldest, but it's those times where he wants to feel cared for that make him adore his noona

ღ especially in the bedroom, where you have all the power over txt's oldest member

ღ pinning him to wall because he just couldn't wait for you to toss him on the bed, his whines and mewls reaching your ears as you kiss and suck at his neck

ღ in my hierarchy of who's the type to say "noona" in the bedroom, yeonjun comes in at solid number 2

ღ "noona please, i need more," he's pleading with you, gasping as you grab one of his legs to hike up on your waist, pressing him further against the cold wall of your apartment

ღ "more? my yeonjun thinks he deserves more for how hard he worked today, needs a de-stresser before he has to stay away from his noona again?" you hum, yeonjun's arms coming to wrap around your shoulders

ღ he tugs you closer to him, nodding into your shoulder as he desperately grinds his hips up into yours

ღ "i'm gonna miss you so much tomorrow, i want to be with you now," he admits softly, his words melting down any intention of being mean to him into a giant gooey puddle

ღ "yeah?" you ask, dropping yeonjun's leg in favor of sliding a hand down to palm at him through his jeans, your other grabbing at his wrists to hold over his head

ღ he likes the way you make him feel cared for in both his emotional and sexual needs, he doesn't have to always keep it together because his noona will be there to fix it for him and tell him how good of a job he did trying

ღ so now, head thrown back, with his wrists pinned above his head and tears threatening to slip cause he just wants to be inside of you soo bad, yeonjun feels the most at bliss (at your mercy)

ღ "guess i'll just have to make sure your body remembers me while you're gone," you smile, swallowing his moans with a kiss as your hand slips in underneath his pants

soobin

ღ if someone asked me to declare only one member in txt as a sub, it would be soobin

ღ if someone asked me who would use the word "noona" the most in the bedroom, it would be soobin

ღ he's so big and tall that it's just a little comical that he isn't the one taking control of your relationship, but we all know that it just fits his nature so well

ღ his dynamic with yeonjun makes me think of him being cheeky with his older partner, teasing and appealing with his cute side (cause lord knows how embarrassing it is when he purposefully tries to appeal with his sexy side)

ღ but my thing is that he probably messes up on accident, making you have to punish him while he tears up and swears to you "no no i didn't mean it!"

ღ "what? you didn't mean to give those "fuck me" eyes to everyone? are you sure? cause maybe you just like seducing older women with how easy you are," you mock, looking down at soobin from the cushioned chair he's currently sitting on

ღ he looks so guilty, his eyes are so big and watery and he just looks so panicked

ღ it's good that you know how much he loves to beg for it

ღ "noona, no, i promise, i wasn't trying to make you mad!" he cries, leaning forward in an attempt to reach you

ღ "you weren't trying to make me mad? but you still knew you were doing something wrong, didn't you?" you huff, watching the gears in soobin's head desperately try to figure out what to do

ღ you grab his chin before he can figure out what to say, putting pressure on the sides of his face as you grab him

ღ "you know i don't like being mad at you, but i didn't plan on having to deal with you telling everybody how much you'd love to spread your legs open for them," you scold him, knowing damn well that all he did was give people his natural puppy eyed look, you were just possessive

ღ but he loves it, doing his best to shake his head in your hand

ღ "nonono, i'm yours, i'd only open my legs for noona!" he insists, tears finally starting to slip down and land in your palm

ღ "is that so?" you coo, watching him nod and look up at you oh so desperately

ღ you force his legs open with yours, sneaking your thigh to press right up against his already noticeable arousal

ღ "then show noona how good you can get off with just her thigh," you smile prettily, forcing a high pitched whine from the man's throat

beomgyu

ღ acts on the age difference as much as possible

ღ constantly teasing you, playing up his childish nature to a point that sometimes it gives you headaches

ღ prone to falling into sub space, just wanting you to take care of him, tell him that he’s perfect, that he’s all you’ve ever wanted

ღ as his noona you take care of him and make him feel safe, you have the ability to take the power from him when he just can’t handle it, and because of that he trusts you with his heart more than himself

ღ however, this also means that you have to punish him when he misbehaves

ღ beomgyu who flutters his lashes and pouts his lips at other people, making their eyes wander and their words get stuck in their throat as he shamelessly flirts with them in front of you

ღ if beomgyu wanted your attention, he could've just asked for it, but now he has to learn the hard way that your attention doesn't come without consequences when he misbehaves

ღ "fuck! fuck, noona, please! please i'll behave now, i'll be good," he cries, borderline screaming as you gyrate your hips down into his

ღ "that's the thing, pretty boy," you sigh, reaching to grab fistfuls of beomgyu's hair as you ride him relentlessly, cruelly

ღ "you need to learn to listen the first time i tell you to do something," you tut, yanking the man's head back to expose his prominent adam's apple

ღ he sobs at the motion, palms grabbing and clawing at your hips as you chase your own pleasure on his dripping cock

ღ he's lost how many times he's cum now, all he knows is that it hurts, but fuck it hurts so good

ღ "so since you don't want to listen to me after the second time, or the third, or even the seventh," you hiss, slowing your speed in order to fuck him slow and hard

ღ beomgyu's squirming in your hold, gasping and whining as your warm cunt swallows him in and holds him, a punishment disguised as heaven

ღ "then maybe i just have to fuck you so dumb that you won't make the same mistake after the seventh, maybe even tenth orgasm, you understand?" you ask, placing open mouth kisses along his throat as his nails claw at your back

ღ you take a hand from his hair to place it right under his chin, lightly grabbing his throat and pushing his head back into the mattress, forcing his eyes to snap open as they stare up at you all glossy and fucked out

ღ "do you understand?" you repeated, beomgyu shakily trying to nod in your hold

ღ "yes noona, yes!" he groans, feeling his nth orgasm climb up on him as you use the grip on his throat and hair for leverage

ღ his noona has to know when to take charge and let him know that he can't just do whatever he wants, while still making sure that he knows just how much he's loved (even if you have to punish him) <3

taehyun

ღ ahhh so difficult! honestly i didn't think age would matter too much when it came to a relationship with taehyun, but then i remembered him and yeonjun's dynamic

ღ so cute, god he's so so so cute

ღ he's not the type to call you noona in bed as much, but when you two are walking around, window shopping and tasting whatever sweet treat is sold by vendors, he loves to use it

ღ you don't mind it either, even if it does mean your wallet gets lighter and lighter every time taehyun looks at you with eager eyes and a cheery smile

ღ it feels like taehyun lets himself be relaxed, just a little more childish around you

ღ you just adore him, which is why he melts into your palm as you hold his face, swiping your thumbs under his eyes in a soothing gesture as the two of you sit on the couch

ღ there's a movie long discarded as you press your lips sweetly against his, the two of you biting lips and swiping tongues in a teasing mess of saliva

ღ it's meant to be fun and sweet but soon you're pinning taehyun against the cushions, hearing his whines and his groans as you trail your kisses along the sensitive skin of his shoulder and neck

ღ "you're so pretty, tae, you know that?" you hum, feeling the man shiver underneath the vibration of your voice

ღ you're feeling up his biceps, feeling them flex underneath you, feeling the power that he possesses but chooses to relinquish under your lead

ღ "you make me feel pretty," he admits, smiling up at you breathlessly in a way that makes both your heart and your clit throb

ღ soon, you're grinding down on him, feeling those arms wrap around you and desperately pull you closer

ღ whispers of "please please, feels so good, you make me feel so good"

ღ he's clingy during sex, wanting to feel warm and safe and protected under your touch, whether you choose to be gentle like now or mean and harsh like when he spends all your money knowing you can't say no to him

ღ he's cumming underneath you, untouched besides the friction of his jeans against your sweatpants, and as you lean back to try and get a better angle for your own pleasure, a hand wraps around your wrist

ღ soon you're looking down a taehyun's cheeky smile as his hand starts to slide down your stomach to where his thumb can press shyly against your clothed clit

ღ "i want to make nonna feel good too"

ღ he’s looking up at you through the dyed fringe of his bangs, his fingers moving up to tug lightly at the band of your sweatpants, as if asking for permission

ღ and it's so fucking hot but the little ":D" of his smile is too cute in contrast

hueningkai

ღ hueningkai literally makes up the oxygen i breathe oml

ღ but anyways, with his noona i feel like he'd want to overcompensate just a little bit

ღ yes he's cute and he's fun, but sometimes he tries a little too hard to appear manly and dependable around you just because of what people have drilled into his head

ღ you don't notice until he's flushing red and leaning back away from one of your more forward touches in public, something that makes you tilt your head in curiosity

ღ you don't address it then, simply hanging onto his arm as you two navigate the busy streets

ღ but then you're undressing him in the doorway of your shared apartment, sucking hickeys into the sweet skin of his neck as you practically tear apart the buttons of his shirt

ღ his hands are gripping all over you as he whines, trying to anchor himself by holding onto your shoulders as he lets himself get pushed back into the bedroom

ღ it's not until you're on top of him, heart eyed and salivating at the sight of his flushed cheeks, fucked out look, and bruised lips that he finally acts on what he's been thinking about all day

ღ "noona..." you almost have to strain your ears to hear him but soon enough you're freezing your hands and listening to what he has to say

ღ "i want to try to lead," he finally admits, brown eyes big and full of hesitation as he waits for your response

ღ all those small signs that have piled up throughout the day suddenly make sense, and after a few moments of consideration, you nod

ღ you try to calm down his worries with a smile, and maneuver your position to where hueningkai's hovering above you as you sink into the cushions

ღ "go ahead then, beautiful," you giggle, reaching up to play with a few loose strands of his hair as he tries not to let the nickname go straight to his dick

ღ nervously, he begins to fumble with your clothes, hands shaking lightly as he wrestles with the buttons of your top

ღ his frustration is evident and soon enough there's tears welling up in his eyes and he whines out a tangle of "i'm sorry" "i don't know what i'm doing" "i'm sorry, noona"

ღ it's heartbreaking to see him cry outside of pleasure, and gently you return to your previous position, cradling his face between your palms as you straddle his waist

ღ "it's ok," you coo, wiping away any stray tears

ღ "who told you that you had to lead?" you asked the elephant in room, the feeling of him flinching underneath you telling you that he himself had been digging his own mental grave this entire day

ღ "i don't know," he mumbles miserably, suddenly gasping as your hand sweetly cups his still growing hard-on

ღ "if you don't know, then i guess i'll just have to make sure you don't know the answer to anything else, kay'? i'll make you forget all about wanting to lead, since you''ll be too busy getting fucked good to even think about anything else," you smile, rendering hueningkai speechless and wide eyed before your touch sends him squirming and moaning in your hold all over again

ღ he's still young and getting used to the fact that him being a sub is completely fine, just be there to guide him and swallow up his broken moans of "noona, please, touch me, touch me please!" when the time comes when he comes

[silvergyus]

Ari, I've fallen into txt's kids head cannons and I can't get up!

Imagine Hyuka’s kids, a boy and a girl a year or two apart, following their dad around a theme park, the girl's pigtails which Kai did himself, bobbing as she walks 😭 Their dad's hands are full of things he's bought for them at the gift shop, so the two little Huenings hold hands so they won't lose each other. Being so similar in age, they're very close siblings and are very affectionate with each other and hold hands a lot, but it warms Kai's heart when he turns around to check on them and finds them trailing after him hand in hand and pointing things out to each other with excitement.

hi cee! sorry this took so long to get to

first of all, this devastated me as an eldest daughter with two younger brothers so I *will* be assuming the girl is the oldest because brothers are supposed to be younger than you, duh

Kai's daughter, dressed in her overalls and pigtails, holding onto her little brother's hand because she doesn't want him to get lost at the theme park. she knows that their daddy would never let them get lost for real but she still doesn't want to lose him :( she doesn't yet know that daddy is easy to find in crowds since he's so tall, since she's small enough that everyone is still tall to her :( and her brother is easy to lose in crowds since he's a few inches shorter than her and his little legs get tired sometimes so he takes lots of breaks.

so they hold hands and they make up stories about the plushies in their hands- what sounds they would make and who would win in a fight and which magic powers they would have. Kai looks back when he hears a pair of roars and a fit of giggles behind him. his two kids laughing at their own jokes, trodding along immersed in their own world, imaginations even bigger than the wonders of the theme park.

his smile grows when he sees his son's eyes light up, eagerly pointing out an attraction they haven't been to yet. his daughter's head whips in the direction of his tiny, chubby finger, her pigtails- the ones that Kai struggled to get even this morning- bouncing as they fly through the air.

he knows that they're already headed over to that attraction, smiling to himself when his kids' turn and race to him, grasps tightening around their stash of plushies and half-eaten candy as they pick up speed, eagerly running to pull at his pant leg, asking "daddy pleeaase can we go over there!" "can we go on that ride? dad, dad dad dad, please can we!?!"

and how could he ever say no?

[moonstxffs]

"You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed."

. ✨️🥀 .

txt minisode3: tomorrow moodboard

[dido-reblogs]

"now repeat." he said sternly. "i am huening's property. you own me. i belong to you." he leaved a satisfied groan before making you repeat again. "huening owns me and he decides. no one else should even bet an eye on me." the younger one smiled darkly. "being such a good obedient slut, noona. should i reward you?~" unlike his words promised his grip on your neck thightens cutting the air from your lungs. your panicked expression being no use in helping you as kai seemed not in touch with reality as his eyes darkened with pleasure. his thrusts making you jump every single time, a scream managed to leave your throat. his hands left you neck as he used one to balance himself while the other slapped your face harder than he ever did. "you slutty little body begging for my cock, is that why you never listen? how ironic" kai said with the intention of pointing out you clenching cunt around his cock. wet slapping sounds as he contunied fucking you to the oblivion. "no! i am being a good girl. please. please!" he manhandled you into mating press as he never stoped his thrusts. "i guess you are right, noona. but is doing things other than your purpose bad? you know you are only good for being my fuck toy." tearry eyed, you nodded. "i am sorry. i will do whatever you want." he chuckled devilishly. "even dropping out and being my full time fucktoy?" he asked and you wanted to acceptso bad. one probably thought you agreed to this with the moment heat yet his desire to have full control over you was something you also wished for. "good inferior whore. this time i should really reward you." with that he pulled out. as you whined with empty feeling he brought his cock over your lips. "shallow all of it, okay? don't want your reward to go waste, do you?" lips oppened for him as he pumped his cock. as he came, you managed to not to waste any drop. he gave a kiss to your forehead before laying right beside you.

[quarter-lif3crisis]

Tomorrow (Concept Trailer), TXT

[sykeskassie]

You were so beautiful while you slept. Did you even have any idea how breathtaking you were when the world wasn’t weighing down on you? When worry didn’t furrow your brow, and the lines of your face smoothed out? Kai wished he could bring you that peace all the time. Not just when you got to leave him behind in the waking world. He hoped that he featured in your dreams the way you did his. You, of course were the only thing he could think of; waking, sleeping, it didn’t matter. It’s why he had to save you! Poor thing, you always seemed to forget that he had saved you. It had taken so much careful planning to get you to trust him, to get you to come home with him that day. Your new home, though you didn’t seem to be very grateful for it. ‘That’s okay,’ Kai thought to himself, ‘soon enough you’ll realize that this, being here with me, is the safest place, the best place for you.’ After untangling the chain that kept you from running off from around your legs, Kai laid down beside you, wrapping his arms around you. Instinctively you moved closer to him in your sleep. Yes, soon you would come to love him as he loved you. 

[jjunipter]

soobin ♡ 'the name chapter: temptation' behind

[theblue-hours]

Ox1=LOVESONG | choi yeonjun

till the end of the world,

all of nothing, i want all of you.

or when yeonjun is a stupid fool who ran away from the one he needed most.

.•* playlist:

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[tomorrow x together - 0x1=LOVESONG]

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[tomorrow x together - deja vu]

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sorry for any mistakes as i worked on this at like 4/5 in the morning lol

this is hella indulgent but reader can be inserted!

i love yeonjun so might as well bring out my delulus some how PFT!

especially seeing them in concert in la on 05/22/24 <3

enjoy. also posted on my ao3 @ eternallys x

warnings - none, other than it is a bit angst but has a happy ending!

from this bottomless pit,

you’re the on1y shining gold

now i can’t stop thinking about you

when i’m sinking alone..

another morning.

another afternoon.

another evening.

another night.

another week.

he stared at the screen. nothing.

he stared up at the ceiling. nothing but a white wall that held many secrets within them and the unspoken emotions embedded in the drywall; a place of promise.

silence fell on deaf ears. he chuckled dryly, running a hand through his black hair as his jaw clenched.

“yeonjun.”

his eyes looked up at the voice that called him. beomgyu. beomgyu sat next to yeonjun, tossing his arm around the older male’s shoulders in comfort and all yeonjun could do was stare at him - no emotion on his face.

“nothing?” beomgyu asked, concern laced in his voice and body language. he was always so worried about his older brother and friend as yeonjun was so deep into his feelings and sorrows that he forgotten about his personal life that didn't evolve her - his social life, his friends, his family, his career.

“i love you, why can’t you see that?”

the words played in his mind over and over. the way she said that, heartbroken with tears in her eyes that was caused about him and he had nobody to blame other than himself. after that day, he beat himself for running away, turning his back on the only person that was there for him in his time of need that wasn’t soobin, beomgyu, taehyun, and hueningkai. he left her waiting at the finish line. why was he so cowardly? why did he run away from her when all she was doing was speaking her truth to yeonjun?

yeonjun looked over at beomgyu with a soft non-humored laugh, “nothing. i don’t know what else to do. i’ve sent numerous texts and she won't even look at them let alone respond to them. i fucked up big time. i’m not sure why i ran away the way i did, was it the fear or my own insecurities?”

i'm full of problems, love sick

no way to go

i was fine to die, i’m a loser in this game

the only (one) rule of this world..

“that's something you have to figure out yourself.” if only it was that easy to yeonjun.

the duo sat there in silence for a few moments before yeonjun decided that he would just go to where he knew she would be. he chuckled softly to himself and got up from the spot off the couch beside of beomgyu was too busy on his phone yet he looked up at his older friend curiously. “where are you going?” he asked, putting his phone down beside him as he watched yeonjun put on his jacket and his shoes.

yeonjun looked at beomgyu and smiled softly. it was the first time he smiled in so long and it made beomgyu smiled back at him to see his friend have a smile on his face. “to make things right.” he said with such confidence and determination that it had beomgyu look at him curiously as yeonjun stepped out of the dorm.

yeonjun sped walked. he had so much pep and determination in his walk towards the front door of the outside world that people around him looked after him in wonder and all he could do was keep his head up high. he hoped that his intuition wasnt failing him as he thought about two possible locations where she would be. he hoped that what he would say in person wouldn't make things worse between the both of them. he knew it was risky but anything for her; he would go through hell and back if it meant for her to smile at him fondly again - to look at yeonjun with love and not hurt and disappointed. yeonjun hoped that he wouldn't freeze in fear and instead he hoped to embrace her with all that he had in him to show that she was all he ever wanted and needed; he just hoped that she didn't hate him. though, he wouldn't blame her if she did as he messed up big time. how stupid.

yeonjun ran a hand through his messy hair as the crisp spring wind blew in his hair, the sides of his head shaved down in an undercut, causing him to shiver just a bit yet he wasn't sure it was because of the nerves of anxiety or the weather. he pulled his phone out of his pocket checking the time with a soft huff and furrowed brows. he wasn't sure what he was looking for as he knew she wouldn't text him back after numerous attempts to contacting her.

yeonjun continued his determined journey down the busy sidewalks and past people with furrowed brows as his eyes kept focused on a particular area; the river nearby. he ran across the street and behind a building where the river flowed down the dam in a soft stream. he stepped foot on the sidewalk and looked around at the oblivious bystanders on the sand, some eating ramen and some taking in the nice scenery before them. he let out a soft huff once more and walked to his right to a more secluded area of the river where he hoped to see her.

the male damn near ran up the stairs to a quiet area that had an overview of the river and the city. he panted softly as he made it to the top. he looked around once more, eyes passing all the faces that he could see in his line of vision. he walked past some of the trees that covered the beaming sun, scooping over the scene before him before his feet paused in his tracks.

there she was.

long curly hair laid on her shoulders as she leaned against the railing watching people on the beach with earbuds in her ears that was adored in silver earrings, his jacket wrapped tightly around her top half as the wind seemed to pick up, above her simple black top, legs covered by a pair of blue jeans and feet covered by black converse. even in casual wear, it was like the world around yeonjun paused and it was nothing but her; he thought she was the most beautiful woman he ever had the pleasure to lay his eyes on and that said a lot as he is around lots of women on a daily basis.

yeonjun’s voice seemed to get stuck in his voice as he stood there speechless, watching her dip her head down to rest on her arms as she continued to look at the world below her. he subconsciously began to walk towards her slowly. god, why was this so hard for him right now?

the hole in my soul begins to mend

frigid air starts to thaw, in this world of zero

i found warmth that's you

take all of me

girl, i need you..

he wanted to so desperately reach out quickly to embrace her frame in his arms but he wanted to take his time; he shouldn't rush. but fuck was it hard when all he wanted to do was kiss the life out of her and never let her slip out of his hold ever again - he just needed to stop being so foolish - as beomgyu would say.

as he got closer to her, his voice wavered in his throat yet he knew she wouldn't be able to hear him as she had music pretty much blasting in her ears as she was deep into her own little world. his palms was sweaty and he laughed non humoredly to nobody in particular at how nervous he was. he was choi yeonjun, he was barely nervous talking to women yet when it came to her.. it was like she put some kind of lovesick spell on him that he didn't know what to do with himself and that worried him. what the fuck was he gonna say?

it seemed like the universe was against him because as he was getting closer, she felt a presence near her, making her turn her head into yeonjun’s direction. there goes that feeling again when time seems to stop. she looked at him with wide eyes as she leaned off the railing, taking out of her earbuds and into the case, shoving it into her pocket and as she did so, their eyes never once left each other’s.

“yeonjun,” her voice barely over a whisper called out to yeonjun. he studied her features closely as he walked closer, with more confidence in his walk until he stood in front of her. he towered over her. it was cute. her breath hitched into her throat as she looked away from his intense gaze, looking back at the water. “what are you doing here?” she asked softly, leaning back over the railing to distract herself from getting too emotional as she felt her emotions getting the best of her; him being next to her was getting her overwhelmed.

what could he possibly say to her? right now. why now?

yeonjun finally tore his gaze from her and looked everywhere else but her, trying to hold back what he wanted to do. he ran his hand through his hair once more and sighed softly. now was now or never and he wasn't gonna be foolish anymore and leave her hanging like he did a few weeks prior - no, he was better than that. he was raised better than that. his mother and aunt would be so disappointed in him.

“i came to make things right between us. i shouldn't have ran away from you when all you were doing was telling me about how you felt about me,” yeonjun began, leaning against the rail beside her yet kept some kind of distance between them. he could smell her perfume. she smelled of vanilla and raspberry; a scent all too familiar to him as he's been near her for a long time to know that was her favorite scent ever since he recommended it to her so long ago. “i should’ve just talked to you about how i was feeling, but instead i was stupid.” he said, staring off into the distance yet kept his eye onto her from his peripheral vision.

she stood quiet for a minute to take in yeonjun’s words. she let a small smile come to her face yet she wasn't sure if it was from happiness or sadness. she looked down at her fingers before she let out a soft hum and sighed softly, turning her head to look over at yeonjun. he looked handsome with his bare face out and his undercut showing as the wind blew through his hair. yeonjun felt her gaze on him as he turned to meet her soft brown eyes. he wasn't sure what emotion was there yet he still felt the urge to reach over to cup her cheek, yet decided against it.

“i would be lying to you if i said that you didn't hurt me when you did. i have thought about that moment since then and i would question myself, trying to seek some kind of answer from soobin, as to what i did so wrong? why you couldn't bring yourself to talk to me about what you were feeling but i had to hear it from him that you were just scared,” she said softly, pausing as she felt tears welling into her eyes as she chuckled softly, looking down at her feet before looking away to stare off into the distance and all he could do was listen. it was the least yeonjun could do after leaving her behind like that. she sighed louder as she blinked her eyes rapidly to push her tears back into her eyes.

“is it really fear, i thought maybe you were shocked? i don't know. scared of what? your feelings towards me? you left me like that and all i could do was stare at you as you walked away from me yeonjun. not even an explanation, not even telling me what was wrong with you. if you didn't feel the same way about me..” she cried softly. she shook her head as she laughed in disbelief, looking down at their feet. yeonjun’s heart broke and if the world could hear, they would cry with her. “if you didnt feel the same about me, you could have said so instead of being a fucking asshole and walking away from me.” she said angrily, her tears sliding down her cheeks as she shoved at yeonjun’s shoulder. it wasn’t rough but it was enough for him to stumble back a little and catch himself from falling as he held the railing in his hands.

yeonjun’s gaze never left her face even as she cried. he didn't want to push any boundary she had, he so desperately wanted to touch her. to hold her but first, he knew that she needed a space to rant about how she felt. he sighed softly and carefully yet gently grabbed her hand as she softly cried into her other hand, sniffling. he looked into her teary eyes and kissed the back of her soft hand, pulling her closer to his body. “honey, my lilac,” he started, kissing her hand a few times. “listen to me carefully okay? it is true that i ran away because i was scared but that's because i didn’t wanna scare you off. i felt as though i was not good enough for you and i should've just been honest from the start and i ran like a stupid fool and i'm sorry, i love you too you know?” he said genuinely, giving her a soft smile as he used his free hand to wipe away the tears that fell from her pretty doll eyes that he adored so much.

the girl known as lilac - his lilac - looked up at yeonjun in shock. she sniffed softly and looked away from his gaze with a soft pout on her lips. yeonjun looked at her confused yet continued to keep her body close. he waited on her terms. lilac looked back at him, voice coming out soft and quiet as she stepped forward, taking her hand away from his to wrap around his broad shoulders, looking up at him with doe eyes, blinking away stray tears that desperately clinged to her long eyelashes. yeonjun’s hands carefully wrapped around her lower back, his heart pounding in his chest as he tried to steady his breathing.

“you’re not just saying that because that's what i wanna hear you say right? you’re not just playing some sick joke on me yeonjun? do you actually mean it?” she asked, her voice almost coming out desperate. and god, yeonjun was taking everything in him to not just kiss the breath out of her but he knew he had to say what he needed to say first. he shouldn't rush into this, he shouldn't have done a lot of things but he was trying to reasonable in this moment. he liked to taking his time but damn, she was making it hard. the way she looked up at him had his stomach doing backflips, his palms rubbing against the fabric of the jacket that belonged to him, that was keeping her warm. how can one be so pretty? an angel indeed.

yeonjun chuckled softly and smiled down at his lilac. he used one of his hands to push back a curl away from her eyes as she continued to stare up at him almost intensely. she was waiting and he knew she was. now or never yeonjun. “i’m not kidding. i’m being serious. i wouldn’t have came all this way to chase after you to tell you that i fucking love you. you’re my one and only.” he said, shyly smiling down at her, carefully pulling her body flushed against his own to feel her body warmth.

lilac smiled and giggled up at yeonjun. she felt on cloud nine that he felt the same way. no more worrying late nights with tears streaming down her face because she missed yeonjun. no more feeling that she wasn’t good enough for him - for his love. his love that she desperately always wanted and dreamed about. the years that she spent next to him as his best friend, wanting to be more than just a shoulder to cry on. no more thinking how it's amazing how somebody like yeonjun can break her heart and still love him with all the little pieces he caused.

her hands tangled themselves into his hair. she looked into his eyes once more and he knew that look; he had seen it before. a long time ago in a heated moment of desire. yeonjun smiled and leaned down to press a gentle kiss to her forehead before pressing another one to her nose and finally her lips.

his heart was beating out of his chest and he was sure that his lilac could feel it through their clothes as he pressed his body more into hers, turning them so that her back rested against the railing beside them. she pulled away from his face to lay her head against his chest, looking out into the open as her fingers played with the back of his head, his arms immediately wrapping around her smaller frame, a stupid smile on his face.

“i love you stupid.”

“i love you too.”

he wasn't a loser anymore. he knew what he wanted. and he was gonna learn how to love properly.

all or nothing, i give all of you

i know i love you..

[binniesoob]

HUENINGKAI : TEMPTATION (farewell ver.)