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prettyincubus · 3 years

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thinking about my hs school crush and he was sm like blitz gkdks doing the whole routine of i like you but i will not admit it but i will occasionally be soft with you and show u an intimate side of me no one else gets to see but also i hate you but also dont leave me and let me be romantic but also do not take pictures of me i dont want you to have pictures of me but also sorry for deleting that picture of me ill pose for one if it makes you happy but dont tell anyone and i ate it up like i was addicted

#thinking specifically of when we had a cooking event for our class as an activity and i Hate soup i was very vocal about hating soup well #He made soup and he kept bothering me about it trying tonget me to taste it and that his soup will change my mind i refused so he brought #me a bowl while i was talking to friends sat down next to me and literally attempted to spoon feed me so i let him and looked at him as i #took the spoon in my mouth and at that point it hit him what he has done and he went so red but he wouldnt look away #and the soup was indeed delicious and i made a quip about it being made with love and he was all haha yea i told you so while making his #escape cause he was so embarrassed and it was so cute 😭😭😭#another time during a class trip i convinced him to stay over at me and my friends bungalow at night and we watched some shitty horror #movies from the 70s on tv and we cuddled and he lovingly caressed my arm but the next day he was so cold to me and avoided me😭#one time someone humiliated me in front of some people in a rlly fucked up way and i was fuming i was ready to rip off her head and people #literally very obviously avoided standing anywhere near me even teachers didnt wanna look at me and him my cute little idiot nervously #turned to me knowing what had happened and asked if i would want to go to the bus stop with him at least which he has NEVER done before #ever and it immidiately switched my mood i was so happy and he was so red 😭 it was so sweet of him #on our last day at high school we had a little celebration and we got roses as gifts and the community space we were at had like some #short stairs and he was standing on top of them rose in hand called my name threw it at my face and literally ran away and like so cringe #and awkward but man i loved it fkdks i still think of it fondly he was such a chicken but it was so cute #during our first reunion i expected him to avoid me cause he never replied to my text messages but he came up to me and hugged me so tight #and close and intimate and long and i was so shocked even after i tried to let go he wouldnt until eventually he snapped back into it and #pretended that didnt happen 😭#during a class trip we did a night tour trough the forest cause it was around halloween and i sadly forgot how it started but we held hands #🥺🥺🥺 and i was so happy especially cause my hands get so sweaty but he didnt care and it was so nice until the popular kids tm that he #chased approval from all the time noticed it and were like oh wouldnt you rather join us? which theyve never done i already freed my hand #from his and was about to walk away because he has been seeking their approval since day 1 so literally 4 years no way he would pass that #up but he grabbed my hand and squeezed it and was like no im busy but he refused to look at me as he blushed away and i got so clingy after #can you blame me fjdksk #i was generally clingy i would seek him out a lot i would tease him non stop class trips were my favorite cause he always let me closer #during 💗💗#but he never wanted to do anything together or meet up after school etc he acted annoyed by my presence but then also reciprocated sometime #he was all over the place just like blitz and i was so in love 🥺#i still miss him and think of him often like man that was my childhood love that never came to fruition but also kinda did how could i not #in his defense for the popular thing ive met his family and boy that guy did not have a good family either.. + his dads a pig

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