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snekdood · 2 years ago

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If you believe the shit my abuser says about me and use that as your reason to not listen to trans men who are vocal about our issues then you dont care about trans rights. you make all of your moves based off of drama and a desire to keep the clique pristine.

#mood #if one person makes you lose alll sympathy for the marginalized identity they have then you never cared in the first place.#i honestly just think yall refuse to hand me any stmpathy for anything i go through bc then it means you have to consider actually #that maybe perhaps i am in fact telling the truth about my experiences. which ik is so incredibly hard for yall apathetic wastes to do #yall will hold so strongly to your black and white thinking and desire to not critically think to the point of dividing the community #and that tells me everything i need to know about how you function and how many fucks you actually give about liberating trans ppl #(which is none)#no no wait- you only give a fuck about liberating yourself specifically and only give af about doing it for your friends bc they let you do #whatever you want regardless of the consequences besides all the very very mean other trans people who ask you to actually #use your fucking brain and critically think sometimes.#like. the only reason you refuse to listen to my side is because you dont have faith in your own ability to hold on to what you believe in #once provided with different information. which is good in this case bc the info i provide is true to my experiences.#but if you're so weak and so bad at critical thought that you cant view ANY opinion that opposes your own without waning on that belief #that means you actually have to do more critical thinking and actually try to think for once instead of essentially lobotomizing yourself #in any of your thoughts bc dur nothing matters 🤪 even peoples rights 🤪🤪🤪#god. what a boring personality.#nihilism with a twist of selfishness #and a desire to only ever indulge and never actually idk. do shit. bc idk. you're so hopeless so its just easier to drink away the pain ig.#literally mindless self indulgence! and you dont care about anything! how fun and unique of you and totally subversive #bc if theres anything we need rn its the younger generations to become apathetic and stop trying to soak in the things that make them feel #good than to ever actually do anything else bc it hurts bc you've been traumatized so much that now youll do anything to avoid the pain #like i get it but its not an excuse.#not saying you cant indulge ever but thats all yall ever do and its tired. gonna eat half of the world for your own pleasure. SAD!#imagine being that sad and miserable.#and stop trying and to soak*#reminds me of my dad. which makes me feel so ick inside since thats literally what my abuser is like #ig its true what they say that ppl tend to get in relationships subconsciously w ppl who abuse them in similar ways to their parents #oh and my dad was such a careless self indulgent fuck that didnt care about sexually abusing people either. curious!#its almost like theres a certain level of mindless self indulgence that becomes purely self serving and not giving an inch of a fuck about #other people in any capacity because You Need To Feel Good To Numb The Pain and thats all that matters.

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