#literally high potential is SOSOSOSOSO GOOD

[mizzfizz]

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thank you mick!! @solardrop for the tag!!

Last song: E.T by katy perry, but the rock version

Favorite color: umm... right now i think it's either a soft pink or the brightest yellow in the world (or black)

Last book: the scorpio races <3

Last film: alice in wonderland, the live action! it is a very nostalgic and happy movie for me. i love the insanity of it

Last tv show: smallville!! it's so good omfg (yes, i did start it for clark...)

Sweet/savoury/spicy: sweet!! love when it hits my sweet tooth real good, but i also crave savory foods sometimes,, need a mix of both fr

Relationship: clark kent's girlfriend <3

Last googled: "how to describe a college party" 😭 the life of a writer...

Current obsession: CLARK KENT!! from smallville... if you didn't know already... i need him so bad in every way shape and form oml... he is so stupid and i love him and i need to kill him.

Looking forward to: graduating highschool... i am so mentally done with it DAMN

no pressure tags!! @bonesnplywood @rigorwhoring @vaaaaaiolet @tojicide @starpoweredv1b @losermuse @myjiro @teddybeartoji + anyone who would like to join!!

[tramslucid]

I wish so bad that I could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again with Armani..I feel so much clarity, happiness, potential, relief, etc idk whatever anything positive and great, with her. I wish I could hold her closer everyday. I wish I could wake up to her again everyday. I wish I could just smell her hair, her skin, hold her hands, massage her body, just stare at her. I remember when she’d get out the shower I use to lotion her up like my lil baby🥺😊 I miss out weekly routines and watching shows together. I miss those mornings and nights in the Stu just up talking and smoking. Having random photo shoots. Inspiring each other. Man we use to go every where in CoMo and just be in nature like all day lmao. All we ever needed was blunt and each other<3 Our Love is EPIC. I had my first place with her. I remember when she moved in with me she hung up all her art cuz my walls was bare lmfao I remember she drew us in stipple on the floor in my room. I still have it I believe and she literally did it off just looking at a pic of us. So talented! And I felt her Love for me, for us. Like her love drew that pic. So young and pure and sweet. I remember when we first got Louis! Our baby boy😭 so many great times and such Dee love…undying love…our is so undeniable..like mannnn. I want sososososo bad to go the first last straw when I fucked up with her and be a better man. No bullshit, if I really really go back in time, it’s only 3 moments in our life I’d choose from..the first one would be in high school when we got married on FB and I’d make her my lady from then ACTUALLY fym..to think we really been married in our hearts for a very long time…..the second moment would be when I decided to leave CoMo, I would stay with her there and/or made sure she left with me no matter what. I won’t leave my baby again ever….the third moment would be when we broke up outside my auntie’s house. Honestly she was already made up in the mind but I wouldn’t have pissed her off like I did that night. I would have just stopped pissing her off and got a fucking job and been a Man about everything.

Other girls literally don’t mean shit to me like fr. I be saying all kinds of shit to ppl and it do not be from my heart fr. Like I don’t not care to hurt Mfs nshit fasho that’s bogus but I don’t mean it. I only mean anything to Armani. And I’ve felt like that fr for damn near a decade. She’s really royalty to me. A rare metal or sumn. I will protect her and be there for her with my life forever and ever. She is my shining star. Her Dad giving her the name Starmani is so fucking perfect! Cuz that’s literally what she is, a STAR. she is the brightest star. Nbs the Sun ain’t got shit on Armani. I just want my baby back in my arms. I want my baby to look forward to me again. I’m so sorry to God i hurt..I everyday that i did. She really has a heart of gold and deserves nothing but positivity and love and gratitude and is so graceful she deserves more and more grace. The utmost enlightenment. I hope the universe grants her every she desires all the time. Her wants and needs are my goals or checklist (including my own of course duh). Like my life’s to do list is as follows:

1) make money with computers/internet

2) take care of my plants

3) Make Armani infinitely happy

She’s my favorite flower too! I gotta water her!!! And I enjoy doing it and when I have it feels so good and right. This is all over the place lol love my Mahni Jane☺️😍 my Starmani!🤩 when look at her, think about her, anything of her, I hear, see, and feel her magic glow-that perfect aura of hers. She’s much much much more than just golden! She is her own color, her own sound. She is that beauty in the universe. That unexplainable thing that’s just so great. That electric spark in life. I can’t explain it but I can, she is Love!

Everything is always right with her. I really feel it’s a piece of me missing when we not together, on the same page, etc etc.. and maybe that’s unhealthy…or maybe it’s literally healthy af!😆. Like I be so high off the thought of this lady that I can’t contain it. Real life mesmerized. I LOVE ADMIRE ADORE HER SO MUCH, and have never stopped since the first time I ever felt it💯 but I HATE that I allowed so much of life to get in between us☹️ I kind of gave her the short end of that stick too(And been gettin my karma fasho) but nonetheless I’ve really learned my lesson and I won’t ever take her for granted again..she’s really my very bestfriend and partner for life…I got her back for eternity actually....not sure we gonna try this romance thing again…I really did a number on her…but I would love to try again and this time ima love her right. She won’t have to second guess me again cuz I won’t ever second guess her again.. she’s a saint. She only deserves the very best and purest most honest Love 5L. And that’s all I got for her for eternity. Ion wanna just be her partner in crime, I wanna be her partner in time. We’re not each other’s first love but she is my first true love..I can’t live without..she is the Love of my life..and I want this to be the love of OUR lives❤️‍🔥Shiiiit really rn I just wanna get some money with her and build on that. Ain’t nothing like getting money and getting the love too…things are VERY weary now but as long as she’s around and I really work to being the Man she knows I can be and show up for her… they’ll get better. I already eat and think healthy and she just took me to another level in the matter of like 30mins one night. Like wtf kind of magic this mf made of g😭 She’s really my North Star, I know where home is. 💫