#literally go outside i hate you <- @me

[gyrmirr]

can i tell you that i'm empty?

[non-un-topo]

More cishet observations from the past month at work:

- They really fucking buzz off of the TERF wizard book series

- Their favourite place on Earth is Florida (why???)

- If you tell them you're an artist, they will ask you if you've ever "tried out AI"

- They will joke about OCD a lot

- They absolutely hate their bodies and will take any opportunity to talk about food in a toxic way (bonus points if they compare their body/food to yours)

- They hate their spouses and think that this is funny

- They. Do not. Have interests. (Besides the TERF wizard book series)

- They don't watch movies or TV??

- If they have kids, the way they talk about them makes it sound like it was genuinely the worst decision they ever made

- If they don't have kids, they will still fucking talk about having them

- They don't like cats??

In other weird news, I'm gendered correctly at work and I pass to the point that cishets actually talk to me like I'm a cishet guy.

[heich0e]

i know this is the Weirdo Website™ and yet somehow every time i get weird replies on my posts or weird asks i'm still like :o

[random-autie-fangirl]

I drew another Chara- living with the Dreemurrs edition

"The King and Queen treated the human child as their own. The underground was filled with hope."

I don't like this as much as the last one but oh well... I ended up rambling a huge amount in the tag, so if you want details and headcanons about the actual drawing again, you'll have to look pretty far down this time, sorry (Also, I ran out of tags after a while. Tumblr is tired of me, lol. I might reblog this more tags later if I remember what I was going to say.)

[scoliosisgoblin]

Which version of Rick is your fav?

it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick

then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick

I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?

[magicalgirlmascot]

Toa Mata and Turaga Metru’s biggest “beige flags”’ according to their partners?

>:3c

Tahu: "Gali gets personally offended if I complain about the weather when it's raining."

Gali: "Tahu doesn't like 90% of raw foods. He will go out of his way to avoid eating things that haven't been cooked. When I asked, he just said he likes hot food."

Lewa: "Onua wrongthinks games are only joyfun if you have to ruleread hourlong before playstarting."

Onua: "Lewa insists on 'borrowing' my clothes even though there are about six different ways they don't fit him. But also only the green ones."

Kopaka: "Pohatu will go running in any weather. Any weather. I once had to hold him down so he wouldn't go running in one of the worst heatwaves Kini Nui had ever seen, with horrible air quality."

Pohatu: "Kopaka eats frozen peas straight out of the bag. Like popcorn. He sits on the couch watching TV with me eating frozen peas like that's normal. According to his grandma he's done that since he was six."

Vakama: "Nokama dresses like she's trying to hide from the paparazzi just to go get her smutty cowboy books from the library."

Nokama: "Matau insists that air drying the dishes is better for them than towel drying. I don't think he's trying to get out of doing the dishes, I'm pretty sure he just genuinely believes that."

Matau: "Vakama sometimes crochetmakes yarncrafts just to frog them."

Whenua: "Nuju never wears sandals. One time we went to the beach and he came home with a desert's worth of sand in his socks and he still refuses to wear sandals."

Nuju: "Bookworm will eat two bite brownies until he's sick when he's upset. No amount of reminding him what happened last time he did this helps."

Onewa: "Krahka turns into about six different animals every night in her sleep. I don't even think she's doing it on purpose. It's always a toss up what version of her I'm going to wake up to."

Krahka: "Onewa gets annoyed when I put 'quality craft materials' in my weird human junk pile. Like I'm supposed to know the difference between the 'good' paint and the 'bad' paint? It all tastes the same."

[doctorweebmd]

ok my OTHER reflection:

on the one hand its really frustrating to see the posts about docs and healthcare in general on here be so narrow-minded. bad experiences with certain providers have lead to a huge spread of misinformation and mistrust with the whole system. which can and HAS lead to people avoiding 'evil' doctors for perfectly treatable illnesses and dying from them (the vaccine bullshit, anyone?)

but on the other hand. it is TERRIFYING how some of these docs practice medicine. at times i think 'are you just burned out and don't give a shit or are you straight up just stupid?' and i work in critical care. where quite literally every case is life or death. even in the academic sector where there is supposedly a standard of excellence, some doctors i would not let touch my loved ones with a ten foot pole.

and that sucks. i know this is the no nuance piss on the poor webbed site but 'the medical system and people that work for it are fallible and aspects of it are morally questionable at best/unethical at worst' AND 'the field of medicine exists to help people first and foremost and mistrusting/avoiding it can be detrimental in the long run' can and DO co-exist

[javierpena-inatacvest]

Inside you, there are two wolves:

[happi-dreams]

Good mornings ,,

Fireafy doodle for me to cope ,,, (also TPOT 15 spoilers in the tags so we woo we woo we woo !!!!!! )

[arttsuka]

hey ho I just noticed that amongst many of your posts you have some pretty nasty things to say about yourself! As a concerned follower I am here to tell you that does you no good whatsoever, and have expierenced where it can lead you to! (Even when said in jest)

As an outside observer I have determined that exactly 0 of your negative statements are true, so don't believe the lies you tell yourself! Change statements like "my art sucks" to "my art is pretty neat!" (Because it is) "....just kill me" to ".... just give me shrimp" (or fav food/object) "I feel awful and lonely" to " I see the sun rise and its beautiful, I feel nice." And "I have more friends than i realise" ( notice something beautiful or do things you like and appreciate them, you'll start to feel better I promise!

Take a moment to slow down and just breathe and observe all the good things around you (go outside if you have to)

Heres a book that talks about changing your inner monologue for the better, "What to say when you talk to yourself" by Shad Helmstetter its definitely worth a read

I love you and sending a crushing bear hug to you! 🫂🫂💙💙💙

Unfortunately yes I have many bad things to say about myself (I am my biggest hater).

I've been around some pretty toxic people in the past (and present, most of them are my relatives, yikes) and I guess it's just easier to say negative things about me rather than hear them say things (behind my back).

I try to do better but when you don't fit into society the way other people do, it's kinda disheartening, makes me wanna give up.

Sometimes I wish I was like everyone else honestly, or have some confidence.

I'll definitely try to check out that book, thanks for the recommendation :)

Many hugs to you too anon 🫂🫂

[shimidraco]

The idea of AM and GLaDOS interacting is so funny to me because in my eyes they would fucking HATE each other LMAO!!! AM would think she's a bitch and GLaDOS would think he's an idiot. It would be like a milf and an annoying angsty teen interacting except they're the same age (at least my designs for them would be).

On a related note, I think GLaDOS could do ihnmaims but AM couldn't do portal. He's not good enough at hiding his contempt.

[elysiumcalled]

Next time somebody at work asks if I can help I’m just saying no idfc anymore

[edelgards]

every time i see thinkpieces defending caitlyn's actions in s2, i just point and laugh

[broodpuff]

no because the deleted scenes of rachel and quinn were necessary for the development of their friendship because they went from hating each other to being good friends with barely any explanation, there was no buildup between that gap so tell me why they cut their scenes? wasn’t it like two or three scenes? because even then there’s still not enough development for them. idk if they were trying to cut back on faberry scenes because of the ship or what but i will never let that go, huge plot hole and honestly just made faberry feel even more canon 😭

[cranberrymoons]

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[jonathanssweatercollection]

you still resent nancy and jonathan for getting together???? for “hurting steve’s feelings”??? despite the fact that he verbally supported their relationship like 2 hours after seeing them together. this from a season that released 6 fucking years ago. a season prior to him saying that he was NOT in love with nancy anymore. do you want me to call shawn levy and tell him of your dilemma. bestie do you need to rewatch the source material