#literally blew my pants off i was laying in bed in a daze

[domwitch]

Where are the vocal men???? Where are the men who sob and moan aloud and squirm and grind and drool and groan and shake the bed with how desperate their thrusts are and whine and beg like cmon guys it can't be that hard 😒

[anastasiabeaverhousen87]

Traumatizing Baby Danvers!

You had a terrible day at work. Like literally a shitty day and all you want to do was vent your frustrations with your sisters eat pizza and just veg out watching tv. You tried calling Alex, but it went straight to voicemail and then you got a reply from her a few minutes later she texted that she was in a meeting, but if urgent you could call the emergency line.

 It wasn’t an emergency, you were fine just stressed out and emotional, but fine, nonetheless. So, you just texted back that everything was okay and if she wanted pizza night at yours and Kara’s tonight.

She replied that she was game and would see you later followed by several emojis at the end of the text.

 Y/n: “Alex you dork! “- you laughed at your sister’s text

 It was 2 pm which was early, you usually work until later. You do have a very flexible schedule and work hours, but you always stick around the office longer and make sure you’re always on top of everything. 

Today you couldn’t care less, everything that could’ve gone wrong, went wrong even though it wasn’t your fault. Today was not your day. You are a very calm and positive person, always trying to look at the bright side of things and you do everything whiting your power to help. But everyone has a breaking point and you reached out yours, something that rarely happened to you and your boss knew this. You were basically her right hand and because she was a good friend of yours and knew you must’ve been very stressed and overwhelmed, she took pity on you and told you go home to clear your head and come back the next day and you guys would figure things out. Your boss was awesome, and you appreciate having such a great work relationship with her aside from the friendship you two shared.

You called Kara earlier in the morning and asked her if she wanted to have lunch with you, but she told you she had a meeting and would be a very busy day at Catco. She offered to get lunch delivered to you, but you just told her you would get something from the café near your office with the guys from work.

You knew your sisters were very busy people with very important jobs reason why you didn’t n want to disrupt any of their activities. You could sulk for a while on your own at home in your jammies eating ice cream before you got to see your sisters later in the day. You got your favorite ice cream waiting for you at home double fudge chocolate and almonds.

You got home and throw your keys in the table and removed your coat. You were stepping out of your shoes when you hear moaning and then your sister ‘s voice.

Kara: “Ohhh yes yes right there baby. Just like that”.

Lena- panting heavily-: “Oh God!!!”

You stood frozen in place, Lena Luthor had your big sister bend over the couch, and they were both naked. You could see Lena was all flush and sweaty and even though you couldn’t see your sister face only her naked ass and legs while being roughly fucked by the CEO in what seems to be a strap-on, you knew she was pretty much the same.

Y/n: You dropped your bag and cellphone while covering your eyes with both hands – “OH GOD MY EYES! MY EYES!!!! What the hell Kara????!!!!”

You tried to run and leave but in your shock you forgot you were still trying to remove your shoes and when you turned you tripped over your own feet and fell forward hitting your forehead hard against the counter. You felt dizzy but managed to take cover behind the counter and kept your eyes shut. 

Lena: “Oh my God!, I’m so sorry y/n are you okay? Sweetheart?”

Kara speed into some clothes for her and Lena and went to check on you, but you recoil at the touch. 

Kara: “baby? Come little one let me see, please!”

y/N: “Do not call my baby and you Lena don’t say God” -you turned green and gagged.  “I’m sorry okay, I didn’t know you were going to be here. And you know what I’m just going to leave, yes I need to leave”

you were still covering your eyes and forehead with your hands, legs pulled into your chest with your back into the counter.

Kara: “What? No sweetie, come on, let me see you head.” 

Lena and Kara helped you stand up and pried your hands from your eyes. You had tears in your eyes, and you felt very embarrassed for walking into your sister and Lena doing the nasty in the couch. Lena was getting a clean clot to clean the blood in your forehead. When you looked into her eyes you saw how remorseful she looked, and you averted your eyes too look anywhere but at them. Then you saw what was in the counter, empty food containers and your ice cream tub you were so looking for get to.  

All of the a sudden, you weren’t just embarrassed and in pain, you felt anger run through your veins like hot lava all bubbling into the surface after all the stress and bad things that had happened today. You were mad, finally it hit you that Kara blew you off so she could fuck with her girlfriend.

Y/n: “Don’t! Get away from me” -you pushed her away.

You saw Lena standing next to Kara with equal sad expressions and shocked at your anger.

Lena: “sweet girl you are bleeding let us look at your head please. We are so sorry, we never meant for you too see that. We just… well got a little carried away”.  

Y/n: “I don’t fucking care about my head. Just leave me alone and just go and keep fucking each other brains out I’m leaving I can’t be here I’ll be at Alex’s, DO NOT FOLLOW ME!!! “

Kara stopped you by grabbing your arms and look into your eyes, you could see she had tears in her blue baby eyes, and she looked so remorseful. But you did not care, you were so angry and sad that your sister would lie to you for something like this, you couldn’t care less if she wanted to spend alone time with Lena or eat lunch with her instead of you, you weren’t like that and most of all you were happy they were dating , you love Lena like a sister. If they wanted time alone, you would´ve being more than happy to stay out of their way and do something else so they could do whatever they wanted. You felt like you were just an inconvenient and burden to your sister that she rather lied to you to avoid ´hurting´ your feelings.

Kara: “I can’t let you go out like this; you are hurt and angry and I can tell something is bothering you, aside from the obvious. Please let me in, baby. I’m so sorry for what you saw, but please tell me what else is wrong so I can fix it. Please y/n”

Lena was looking at the both of you but clearly out of her depth, it would have been funny to watch under any other situation, but right now you just wanted to be away from the women. You felt embarrassed towards Lena and so mad at your sister.

y/n: “I don’t want to talk, specially not to you. I just want to be alone. And it’s not like I can outrun you or fight you, am I? So please let go of me and let me leave. I can’t be near you right now Kara. I’m feeling so mad right now, and I don’t want to say something I will regret later. I’m holding on by a tread here Kara so, please give me this and let me be alone”

Kara: “baby no, I can’t do that. I don’t want you alone in the streets feeling like this.”

y/n: “No, you don’t get to play all worry sister now. Don’t be a hypocrite”- you said with a tone so venomous that it actually stopped Kara and Lena in their tracks.

Lena: “Ok, we need all to calm down, y/n let me have my driver take you to Alex’s ok? And then in a little while after you all are a bit calmer, you can talk things out. Okay?

You nodded in approval and just walk out of the apartment not saying anything else, not bothering to pick up your cellphone or bag. You knew Lena’s driver would be downstairs in no time.

Kara stayed behind rooting on her spot looking very much like a sad puppy and worried about her baby sister, she went to grab her phone and call Alex right away to let her know what happened and that y/n has heading to her apartment.

You arrived at Alex’ s and didn’t bother in changing or cleaning your forehead or even eating something, you were nauseous you just wanted to sleep and forget about everything and everyone for a while.  You felt bone tired now that the heat of the moment was over, you felt like you overreacted badly but, seriously  you were more mad at yourself for being such a burden and to put so much pressure on your sisters that they felt the need to lie to you instead of telling you things.  You dropped to the bed face down and cried yourself to sleep. You felt so emotional exhausted.

You felt fingers running through your head and face. Tender touches and soft words spoken by your big sister. Alex, you would know her touch and scent anywhere.  You barely open your eyes and looked at her a bit bleary and dazed. Blood -shot eyes. She was laying next to you one arm supporting her head giving you a warm and soft smile. But she looked sad.

Alex: “oh sweet girl, why are you so sad? What can I do?”

You just couldn’t handle so much tenderness from her you just burst into tears and cling to her like a lifeline.  You cried all the sorrow you felt in your heart, your frustrations and bad day. All that was bottle up inside you came bursting in the most awful way, body wracking sobs. Alex held you close to her and let you cry until you were limp pretty much on top of her.  She never let go, just held you and rocked you while humming a tune she used whenever you felt sick or sad.

You felt the bed dip, however it wasn’t Alex, she was holding you it couldn’t be her. Then you felt something cold being pressed to your forehead. Then a soft clot cleaning your face and tears tracks. Kara, you recognize her, and you felt so ashamed after your outburst earlier you tried to move away from her and more into Alex.

You dint see her face, pained by your action. Thinking you were still angry at her. She moved with the intention to leave you and Alex alone. But you just held her hand.  You didn’t speak but you didn’t let go either.

Both your sister waiting patiently giving you all the time you need. Then after what felt like hours, you were so spent that you can tell what time it is anyway.

y/n: “I’m sorry” …you said almost a whisper. But your sisters head you just right.

Alex: “why would you say that?”

Kara: “there’s nothing you should be sorry about, if anything I’m the one that should apologize little one”

y/n: “No Kara, you don’t own me an apology. I overreacted and I was out of line for saying what I said and for being rude and mean to Lena. I’m very sorry.” You sigh sadly and breaths deeply “it’s your apartment and if you want to spend time alone with your girlfriend, you can totally can. It was rude of me just bargaining in and not even tell you I was heading home early. I just thought you were busy and wouldn’t be home until later in the night. I had a very bad stressing day and basically everything went wrong today, and I just wanted to sulk and eat junk food and forget about today. Then I got home and saw you and Lena… “- You trailed off feeling embarrassed for walking on them. “I just should have gone to the café or somewhere else instead”

Kara stops your rambling right there- “Hey hey hey no, look at me please. I’m serious y/n.” You look at your sister with sad eyes “Is not just my apartment, its ours okay? You are not a guest and you don’t ever ever need to feel like you don’t belong there nor that you can’t walk freely anytime you want.  I was wrong by being so careless. I admit I got carried away and well things escalated. I wasn’t supposed to be home and I didn’t blow you off to be with Lena instead. I had a meeting and we were supposed to be working on a new project, but the meeting was cancelled, and the project leaders postponed the review. Lena was visiting and we decided to grab lunch and go to the apartment, I thought you were having lunch with your co-workers it never cross my mind you were going to be home nor you were having a really shitty day. You know you come first I would totally be there if I had known. I’m so sorry little one”

Alex was just listening to all that was being said by you and Kara and understood what happened.

Alex: “I think it was all a big misunderstanding and you were in a very emotional sate and took things harder. But don’t feel like you can’t talk to us about anything sweetie.”

You nodded and felt more tear leaking from your eyes. “It’s just stupid ok? I know you guys are very busy and have important jobs. I was just being ridiculous and childish”

Alex: “No, you don’t get to call my favorite person that, you are very important to us and you know you can always tell us anything and if you were having a bad day and needed one or the two of us, we would have figured something out, because you know that’s how we do thing right? If I needed you or Kara, you would have dropped everything or make sure to check on me. So no, you don’t get to hide or say things like that. You are my baby sister and one of the most important people in my life.”

Kara: “ditto!”

They hold you close, and you let their warm embrace get you to feel better and ease those trouble thoughts you had. You know they only want the best for you and one bad day will never change that.

Y/n: “well, Kara did ate my double fudge chocolate almond ice cream and didn’t left any for me” -You pouted dramatically

Alex: “How dare you Kara? You throw a fit whenever we try to get the last pot sticker or if we touch your ice cream you are always threating us into throwing us into the sun. so, how could you?”– Alex speaks indignantly.

Kara looking sheepishly and ashamed – “I´m so sorry baby, I was going to buy a new one to replaced it before you even arrived home”

You stomach decided to make its presence known by making loud noises.

Alex- “well, we need to feed that beast little one. Come on, Kara is buying tonight”

Kara: “YES! I brought pizza, ice cream, pies and brownies. I´ll reheat the pizza right now” -Kara sped into the kitchen to get things ready.

Alex you help you to your feet and hugged you. You know there were things you needed to talk with your sisters but for new you really wanted to food and feel the comforting arms of your sisters. Alex cleaned quickly your forehead; you had a bit of dried blood but nothing serious.

A little while after the pizza had been eaten and you were lazing in Alex´s couch watching something on Netflix, you weren’t paying too much attention to it. You decided to get back at Kara. You were resting with your head on Alex’s lap and feet on Kara’s. Alex had a glass of wine; Kara was drinking hot chocolate.

y/n: “Alex?”- you asked almost timidly

Alex: “hmm…yes baby?”

y/n: “Did you knew Kara was a bottom?”

Kara was taking a sip of her beverage when she started to cough violently, Alex was not much better choking on her wine.

You just smiled devilish toward Kara, who in return just glared and was looking like a giant tomato by how red she was looking.

Kara: “ha ha , okay yeah. be like that”

Alex was laughing hard, Kara was seriously looking so red.

Alex: “Well its not surprise really, Lena does have very intimidating presence and well, being a top should not be very shocking”.

Kara kept getting redder and redder by the second. But eventually you three calm down and were silent for a moment. Kara thinking the embarrassment was over went to take another sip and you just had to do it.

y/n: “We should really congratulate Kara tough, buy her a cake or something.  Lena does have an amazing body and let me tell you she really knows how to be a top. Like honestly Alex, she made the girl of steel bend to her demands. Like quite literally bend her over and that strap? Kinky much sis? hahahahaha”

Kara: “Stoooooop, oh Rao please stop”.

y/n: “Well, that’s not what you were asking Lena. If I recall correctly you were actually screaming the opposite. And I’m sorry I interrupted, I probably left Lena with a severe case of blue balls.”

Kara was so red you felt like she was about to faint, and Alex was laughing so hard she was in seriously about to lose it and pee on herself.  You just kept smiling and your sister embarrassment.

Kara was about to throw a pillow into your face when Alex held out her hand and stopped her.

Alex: “Stop, both of you. You can´t throw things at her; she has a cut on her forehead. And you stop teasing Kara”- but unable to stop laughing at how red Kara was with embarrassment

y/n: “Do you call Lena daddy?”- you jumped from Alex’s lap and ran towards the bedroom when you saw Kara turn violent red and you kind of felt she was about to use her heat vision.

You knew you were going to pay for what you just did eventually, but it was totally worth it, and you needed the laugh, even if it was at your sister’s expense.

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Note: this is a stand alone piece in the same universe as “Make Wise Choices” a fun idea I had and that eventually explains something I'm planning in the main story.

[slytherinsinspace-blog]

Fuck Mondays

Class 1-A had combat training on Monday mornings before school- and Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday after language class. Which would have been fine except that Katsuki fucking hated mornings- and Mondays, and he was sure he wasn’t the only one because everyone grumbled actively about having to arrive at school four hours before all the other classes- but the solidarity didn’t make it any better.

Because Mondays fucking sucked.

The likelihood that he was going to be up and ready; and caffeinated by the time he needed to be in class was about 0.003% and that was being generous.

This Monday was no exception- and he was in no mood to deal with the stupid nerds he had to attend class with- because he had neither slept enough or had enough coffee to put up with Ochaco and her insistently positive attitude- or Mineata and his- everything.

He just didn’t have the time for it- he tried to focus on the class ahead of them- though his eye lids were heavy, and his frown was deep.

And of course, they had to be doing something related to aiming.

“Listen up! Today’s objective is to throw this ball between you and your partner for as long as possible while dodging any and all obstacles that may occur. Your class mates may try to get you to drop the ball only if they are still in possession of theirs. One team mate may only hold on to the ball for 30 seconds before it is declared inactive and the ball will explode- no it will not hurt you, no that doesn’t mean you should put it in your pants.” He added looking Mineata directly in the face.

He took a large breath and continued spouting off rules “No knocking your classmates unconscious or killing them but everything else is pretty much fair game up to my discression.” All Might announced from his spot at the head of the class.

Everyone nodded along, “the winning team will get a special perk- “he added drawing Katsuki’s attention back to him. “they will no longer have to attend Monday morning training sessions but will instead train solo with me on Saturday evenings.”

Everyone oooh’d and Ahh’d at this revelation- it was cool enough that they wouldn’t have to wake up at some ungodly hour every Monday- but it was even cooler that they would be able to train 2-1 with all might for the rest of the year.

“as is customary- I have chosen teams.”

Katsuki growled- when All Might picked teams he was always with fucking Deku- because they had things they needed to work out- problems they needed to address.

Which they didn’t.

There were no problems that needed addressing other than the fact that Deku’s fucking pants were way too tight for a fitness class and he really needed someone to tell him that it was verging on obscene.

Other than that- there was really nothing he needed to say to the stupid nerd.

In fact, he needed him to stay far- far away from him.

Miles.

Countries.

Light years.

Because he was really- distracting; and Katsuki needed to win this.

“Bakugou you’re with Midoriya.” All Might bellowed.

He knew it- but that didn’t make it any better.

“you better not fuck this up for me.” He snarled in Izuku’s direction causing him to sort of yelp in response. Why the fuck was that so hot?

Deku nodded at him and he shouldn’t find it so easy to get lost in those stupid eyes, but they are so- green. Like meadow full of tall grass, you just wanted to lay in for hours- emeralds submerged in a shallow pool- sparkling and bright and fucking shit- ouch.

The ball collided with his head and he snapped out of his daze-

“fucking warning next time!” he yelled at Izuku, before whipping the ball back at him.

Izuku raised his eyebrow at him and he was very aware of the fact that it was his fault that they almost lost ten damn seconds into the game- but he was literally never going to admit that- ever- so the dork could drop the attitude.

Izuku dodged an acid splash from Ashido and threw the ball back to Katsuki- It made a low beep registering a different owner’s hands on it.

Bakugou’s eyes never left Deku as he streaked across the open field running farther away as Shouto chased him- ice in hand.

Fuck-

They were running out of seconds- and then suddenly Deku was flipping himself in the air launched off a rock and landing right in front of him- grabbing the ball from his hands with a smirk.

Who gave him the right to smirk like that?

It was not okay to make Katsuki have boners this early in the morning- but for some reason Izuku Midoriya thought it would be a fiiiine idea- just swoop in and smirk at him with his stupid little cherub face and his dumb freckles and his fucking body and-

He really needed to stop thinking about all of this because he had just gotten himself tackled by another dumbass student.

“watch where you’re going- rock for brains!” he yelled at Kirishima; who in his defense had only dove into him to save his own ball from hitting the ground- but that didn’t make it any better and he scowled at him.

“heads up!” Deku yelled and their ball flew back towards him- he caught it this time no problem. He ventured a glance around them at the other pairs- quite a few people had managed to already knock themselves out of the running.

Tsu and Mineata managed to stay in much to his surprise- Kirishima and Todoroki- Iida and Ochaco, and Ashido and Sero as well- everyone else’s ball had either been dropped- stolen- or exploded in their hands.

The competition was getting serious and it was time for him to put on his game face. He made eye contact with Deku before tossing him the ball- he had 30 seconds to get grape juice out of this game.

He thought for a second- staring down at the kid before shrugging and picking him up by the back of the shirt.

“hey! Let me down!” he yelled squirming wildly- hands waving about making it nearly impossible for his teammate to get his attention and toss him the ball.

He laughed as the ball blew up in Tsu’s hands.

One pair down.

He settled his attention back on Deku who was staring Kirishima straight in the eye. Pinned back against the wall of the building- he looked so- helpless.

Fuck- it would be difficult to get past him, but he didn’t really have a choice.

He wasn’t going to let him lay a hand on Deku- it was one thing for him to tease him- but if anyone else did it. Well that just wasn’t okay.

“shitty hair, ill fucking kill you!” he yelled rushing at him- hand sparking like mad- but the kid just turned his whole body to rock and swung a punch that landed right in Katsuki’s temple.

Before he even knew what was going on he was laid out on his back and everything was spinning.

His whole life was foggy- vision swimming in and out like an old picture with too much vignette. His brain hurt- and his teeth felt- wrong and he couldn’t fucking see straight.

“Kacchan!” Midoriya yelled out dropping the ball and rushing over to him- he was hazy- but still fucking gorgeous and there were two of him- and he would be lying if he said he hadn’t had that wet dream before.

“Kacchan are you okay?” they yelled- he yelled, Katsuki didn’t know anymore- the Midoriyas were too close to his face- and they were pretty, and they smelled good and one of them kept leaning into the other in a way that just should not be possible- and fuck his head hurt.

“I can’t see straight.” He replied- not sure if his words were coming out the way he wanted to- but he laughed- “I can’t do anything straight” and he added an over the top wink in Midoriya’s direction-

That was a terrible- truly terrible. he wished it had stayed in his head, but nothing was staying in his head right now- and he really needed the Midoriyas either go far away or get much closer to him.

“we need to get you to Recovery Girl- “Izuku replied hesitant- sure the things he had just heard he was not meant to hear. “I’ve got it everyone else can go back to what they were doing- there’s nothing to see here.”

“are you trying to get me alone-?” Katsuki joked- his world was still spinning and twisted, and nothing made sense. Especially that Midoriya was carrying him because he knew the kid was strong, but he never really thought about it in terms of regular life.

Always in terms of kicking villain ass.

“you’re going to hate me when you get better.” Midoriya said shaking his head- but his cheeks were tinged pink and Katsuki was pretty sure he was never going to hate him.

He nuzzled his head into Deku’s chest – he was sleepy all the sudden. He yawned.

“no! don’t go to sleep- not yet, stay awake for me now.” Deku admonished.

And he really didn’t want to- he just wanted to sleep, but he struggled to keep his eyes open anyway because Deku had asked.

“I’m tired.” he slurred.

“we’re almost there- “he assured him pushing through doors and settling him onto a bed.

Everything was calming down a little apart from the pounding in his head that was getting much; much worse.

And suddenly- everything was dark, and he was gone.

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When he woke up the pounding in his head had subsided a little- but the confusion was still there- it was dark the only light in the room was streaming in from the corner where a curtain opened to a murky pinkish sky.

He was still tired- and groggy and had very little memory of how he got there and also why.

His brow furrowed in confusion- but ouch that was a really bad idea, so he let his face relax and tried not to think so hard- instead he let himself look around the room attempting to takt it in.

It was mostly submerged in shadow- but it was clear he had managed somehow to land himself in the infirmary- though why the normally lit room was so dark was beyond him- the blankets were pulled tight against his chest and his hand-

Someone was- holding it?

He turned his head to his bedside admonishing himself mentally for being unaware that someone was there until now- surely it wasn’t his mom she wouldn’t.

He looked done making out a distinct mop of green hair resting on the edge of his bed- body curled over where the railing would be, so his arms could stretch out and his hands could wrap themselves around Katsuki’s.

What the fuck had he done?

He remembered- waking up.

It was a Monday- Mondays suck, he went to class, they were supposed to throw some sort of- ball around, and then fucking shitty hair had punched him!

He remembered now- but after that things were a little hazy.

He could recall- being brought here. By- by Deku, he was carried? Yeah, he was carried like a fucking bride on her wedding night- and, god damnit what had he said.

“Kacchan?” Midoriya’s voice called out- soft and hesitant like he wasn’t really sure if he should be saying anything at all.

“what?” he replied- voice raspy and half gone.

Deku shot up, grin plastering itself onto his face – he almost glowed against the dimly lit room.

“you’re awake!” he yelled excitedly- never releasing his hand Katsuki noticed.

“keep your voice down nerd.” He admonished- the last thing he needed right now was an angry Recovery Girl telling him off for waking up the other injured students.

“uh- right” Deku nodded lowering his voice to a more acceptable range. “how’s your head?” he asked and Katsuki’s attention was drawn back to the dull pounding in his skull.

“its been better,” he replied.

Deku nodded- “do you need- anything?” he asked.

That was a loaded question- he needed a lot of fucking things; a multitude of them he was sure Deku would be as unwilling to give as he was unwilling to ask for.

Though- he thought shifting his gaze to their twined fingers- maybe he was wrong.

Deku blushed scrambling to tear his fingers away but Katsuki instinctually grabbed tighter.

“sorry I- “Deku started.

“I- “Kacchan started- “I don’t hate it.” He admitted honestly, maybe his life could do with a little more honesty- or maybe tomorrow would come and he would blame it on the concussion and the endorphins and whatever else people blamed things on when they weren’t being honest with themselves.

But for right now-

He liked it.

And he was going to let himself.

“its dark out- “he observed, and Deku nodded.

“sun just went down- “he replied- and fuck he had been out much longer than he thought he had- wad Deku here the whole time? Holding onto his hand like a concerned- boyfriend? The thought made his heart race- and his palms sweat.

“shitty hair packs a hell of a punch.” He replied- trying to shrug it all off but he just couldn’t. there was something in the mixture of having Deku so close- and so far, away while was so infuriating that he couldn’t focus on anything else- nothing but the sound of his own heartbeat- and the pounding question that kept slinging itself around in his brain.

What had he said?

How had things gone from the way they were before to the way they were now? Why wasn’t Midoriya slinking away- half scared from him—why was he doting on him at his bedside- what the fuck had he told him?

He hated concussed him- because clearly whatever it was; it was something he hadn’t intended to tell Izuku- ever. Probably had to do with all the stupid feelings that plagued his every waking moment. Which was bad enough, but it was worse that he couldn’t even remember what the fuck it was.

He felt the heat rising in his face. “so- did I?”

Deku didn’t respond for a moment but sighed.

“you uh- you told the entire class that you’re not straight, - then you mentioned uh- “he tapered off, nervously extracting his hands from Katsuki’s so he could fiddle with them anxiously. “mentioned that you dream about me sometime- that’s all.”

And it all came crashing over him- Midoriya wasn’t quite wrong but he definitely was putting on the training wheels here because he had said so much worse than that.

Fuck.

Fucking fuck.

He buried his head in his hands.

“I’m not sure how much of that part anyone else heard!” he supplied quickly hoping to make it better.

It didn’t.

He didn’t really care that the class knew he wasn’t straight- it wasn’t like it was a secret, just not something he really went out of his way to tell anyone either. It wasn’t any of their business.

But he didn’t really need anyone knowing how much he was pining over Izuku- especially not Izuku and it appeared that concussed Katsuki had not taken any of that into account and had gone running his mouth about wet dreams- and tight pants- and fucking hell he wanted to disappear right now.

He took a few steadying breaths before he pulled his hands down and looked over at Izuku.

His face was soft in the moonlight that had begun filtering into the room- and it was quiet and something about this scene made him realize that if he was ever going to say anything about the way he felt- it would be right then- there would never be a better opportunity.

And if it went horribly he could always just blame it on being delirious-

“I’m kind of obsessed with you.” He managed- and it was as close to the truth as he was willing to get right now- because the words I love you burned in the back of his throat but there was no way he was okay with letting that slip out right now- he wasn’t sure he was okay with letting it slip out ever.

Midoriya stared at him- didn’t say anything and If that wasn’t the worst thing he could have possibly done-

maybe he hadn’t thought this through well enough because there wasn’t really anywhere to run- if he could even figure out how to get himself untangled from all these wires and blankets-

“thank you?” Deku finally replied- and Katsuki took a chance to really look at him and realized something- that maybe he felt just as awkward as Katsuki did.

“really? Thank you?” he laughed. “fucking nerd.”

Deku blushed and it made Katsuki smile-

They sat there for a minute silence offering a welcome reprieve from the tense confession it followed.

“Kacchan- “Izuku finally spoke, “I’m kind of obsessed with you too.”

The weight pressing down on his chest dissipated and it felt so good it almost hurt- there wasn’t really a reaction strong enough to describe what was happening right now- so he just smiled.

And Deku smiled with him- and he didn’t know what they were doing but it didn’t feel bad and he didn’t want to stop.

He shifted over slightly- reaching out to pull Deku into the bed with him- because there was no way he wasn’t going to hug this nerd right fucking now.

He wrapped his arms around him- arm draping over his stomach and nose buried in the back of his neck. Deku’s hand reached up to twine their fingers together and he couldn’t stop smiling if his life depended on it. It was perfect really- this was perfect, and he was going to have to fucking thank shitty hair for literally knocking some sense into him; because god knows he wouldn’t have done this if it hadn’t been his only option.

But they were here- and it was fucking perfect.

He let his eyelids flutter closed; relaxed and content for once.

His thoughts drifted off as he started to fall asleep- and he couldn’t help but thinking that he really fucking hated Mondays – they were stupid and nothing good ever happened on them; but- after all this he thought maybe he didn’t hate them so much anymore.