#literally 이사 가자 정들었던 이곳과는 안녕 이사 가자 ... 텅 빈 방에서 마지막 짐을 들고 나가려다가 잠시 돌아본다 울고 웃던 시간들아 이젠 안녕
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oh "the house that built me" by miranda lambert we're really in it now
#the dawn of the final day and i am doing better than i thought i'd be so far but i know i'm not going to be breathing when i drive back#what do you mean i won't be able to sit in my backyard or touch my walls and ceiling walking down the hallway. bc it won't be mine.#like what the fuck#i've been listening to bts on shuffle all day bc it's the only music i could handle that's how you know it's bad#speaking of bts 'moving on' is not exactly what i thought it would be lyrically but yeah the vibe is very correct#literally 이사 가자 ��들었던 이곳과는 안녕 이사 가자 ... 텅 빈 방에서 마지막 짐을 들고 나가려다가 잠시 돌아본다 울고 웃던 시간들아 이젠 안녕#like come onnnnnnn this place does smell like us and i was already stressed about losing the house smells before namjoon brought it up 😒#i painted my closet doors so they'll be fresh for the staging and pictures and i had a moment where i felt 9 years old again looking at them#i won't be able to fill up my water bottle and taste home???? ever again??????????#the way my dad built half the house. he made the trim on my bedroom walls so they'd have a scalloped edge and match the toy chest he built#i won't hear my stupid ceiling fan rattling through the night threatening to fall on me?? ever again????#if you read all that sorry i'm very tired and too overwhelmed to be concise#i miss my dog :( we packed his ashes in the moving pod and my mom kept making jokes that he should go on the couch for the ride#fuck to live in a house that never knew him? freaking out a little! where i won't be able to hallucinate his nails on the tile coming down#the hallway to my room? or him ripping through the backyard? good lird#i think i need to go to bed ! i will probably feel worse tomorrow but that is okay :)#a post
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