#listsn i will always make everything jasico unless another ship is on the brain

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Adding in that Jason would have such complex emotions regarding Percy. (Mainly TV series based since it's fresher in my mind then the book rn)

But it would mainly be rooted in JEALOUSLY.

Since Percy has everything Jason has ever wanted, a good childhood, a loving mother who fought to keep Percy with her, and Poseidon oh oh...

Poseidon surrendered to Zeus, he SURRENDERED ALL FOR HIS SON TO BE SPARED.

Adding in that Jason might have felt abandoned again by how much time Annabeth & Luke spent training/stalking Percy.

Skipping ahead

Idk but imagine Jason follows Luke & Percy in the woods and hears it all like Annabeth. As Annabeth raises her weapon to Luke. Jason raises his weapon to her and goes to stand by Luke.

"I chose family and you chose him!"

And with those last words, they dissappear.

Lastly, something something the beginning of Jason seeing how wrong Luke's choices are, is when Jason is tasked with locating another runaway demigod who potentially could be a great asset.

And so our misguided golden boy meets the runaway, another boy. In those glaring eyes, a night sky void of the moon and stars.

Jason sees his reflection, always last, always grieving, always abandoned.

"We are the same and so that means we'll never abandon each other." You'll never abandon me.

"Join me, Nico di Angelo and we will be family" A new family, my family.

IF JASON GRACE WAS BORN GREEK HE WOULD'VE BEEN ON LUKE'S SIDE. i am in shambles.

his mother was abusive and left him for dead as an infant. thalia left him too, and ended up dying before they could meet again (pre-ttc). he grew up with wolves or at least had to fend for himself since infancy, so he'll always be the odd one out even in a camp where kids just Do that. he's the son of a god who wanted kids just to one-up his brothers. hes the son of a mother who wanted glory and not love. and even then, through wars and quests, he would still do whatever his dad wanted him to to just get that sliver of HOPE to be recognized. thats just how he is.

and then when he realizes his father will never love him the way he wants him to, he'll lose it.

this isnt as coherent as i wish it was but i just realized and it hurts. they are so similar and yet so different.

("i did everything they ever asked, yeah i did, and for what?" is such a jason line..)