#likw you can't do this to me man

[jacuzziwaters]

IT'S JUST THE LIL PECK IVAN DOES AT THE END THAT KEEPS GETTING ME HERE

[faiseuse-d-histoires]

https://www.tumblr.com/bookish-cravings/759469305363578880?source=share

Why you don't post my questions??? This is a lie. The hate that white people is receiving now its huge so if marina was white, all the peoplw likw you two who defend her now would have hate her. Because her actiond were shit but you all forgive her only because she black. Let me ask you, black people can't do wrong???? Marina is and was a bad person. She tried to tame people and she was mean and evil. I don't care she was pregnant.

Oh, Calimero, your lack of self-awareness is alarming. Don't you ever question yourself? Are you even able to?

If i don't reply to all of your asks, it is because you are a bully and keep repeating and projecting the same things. I am always tempted to reply "cf previous answer", as you are always turning round and round around the same things, and I wonder why you do not choose to go rather on reddit, where you could delight on répétitive stories like "SO cheated on me, so I wasted parts of my life to get my revenge", which would certainly satisfy you better.

Should I say to you "poor poor white woman"? I won't.

The amount of hate you describe against white people shall never equal the amount of hate, of injustice people of color received, the weight of History, and if as a white person, I can admit it, and admit that white priviledge still exists and should be fought against, why can't you?

But other than that, Marina being white wouldn't change the fact that she is a young woman in a precarious condition, in a society that could destroy her if she is unmarried, and that tries to secure her and her unborn child's future. This is worthy of compassion, no matter the color of the skin. Compared to that, you want me to think Show Penelope, who began her work because she did not get the attention she wanted, and keeps using gossip for her own gains, is worthier of compassion and that Show Marina is a bitch for (check notes) taking her willing crush, that keeps friendzoning her, from her because she hopes to be at least with a kind man that could protect her and her child... Well, I am sorry, but for my part, I shall never agree with that. Show Penelope's situation will always be more priviledged than Marina's. Show Penelope's sufferings were never equal to Show Marina's. The evil is in Show Marina' s situation, which leads her to despair, not in herself. Show Penelope, who was not even in a desperate situation such as that, only did what she did for herself (for validation, to keep her crush from marrying another, and out of spite for not getting what she wants). Clearly not the same stakes.

Grow up. Some situations just can't be compared as you do, in an extremely limited, narrow-minded and binary view.

[box-iii]

IDK MAN its just likw…did your parents raise you like that? because yeesh mate. do you kiss your mother with that mouth???? i suddenly dont think my prents are wmotionally abusive abymore after this

also bc i feel bad about you not having asks. heres like, a 4 in 1!

first, are you really silly?!?!!

second, here, take this donut. i doubt youve tasted in years so this should be pleasant i think i hope please like it please tlel me you liked it

also what are your interests? any hobbies besides being a delinquent (/aff /no)? are you in any fandoms?

last…you. me. chess.

.I will not talk about my caregivers.

I don't think that I would classify as .."silly".

Oh! Edible material! I ate a piece of candy before this actually, someone gave it to me. Can't remember who....You're being weird about it, I'll eat it later.

I guess I don't have any interests since I just sit around all the time... Gets lonely after a while. But NOONE CARES ABOUT BOX, DO THEY.

I have not watched any shows or played any games before, my realm didn't have that. We played games like normal children.

.....I never played chess before so I don't know the rules, it'd be unfair to start like this.

M!A alive: 9/10

[i-d-k-f-r]

im gonna vent and nobody gonna read this anyway

im so freaking tired. You know that audio that goes "... living off of coffee from a pot none of you wanna touch"? I've felt like that for maybe two and a half or three years now. It's always I'm not pretty enough but I should embrace myself and be confident when it doesn't even matter bc some light skinned or white girl is gonna get 5x the amount of attention that i have to fight tooth and nail for and I never get any from anyone I wanna be someone's gf so bad I want to be able to be happy in a relationship and not worry about my mom being mad at me or something. I always say I'm ready for college but I'm scared once I get there I won't be able to do anything bc I've never been allowed to do things on my own for before so I don't know how to feel about that. My head is always so loud and heavy. It's. Not a headache it just feels.....full and I feel like I can't really talk to someone about it bc I'm the funny friend so I always gotta be happy d shit but I really don't feel like it sometimes. I wanna.be skinny like the girls on tik tok and Pinterest, I wanna be able to get my hair done and my nails and have all the cute clothes I want but I feel like my body and face ruins it bc I'm not super big but it's big enough to wear other people (mostly my mom and sometimes Grandma) point. It out when I wear outfits. I wanna be able to wear the cute mini skirts and dresses but I can't bv I'm " too tall" and my side fat will show and I'm tired dof it I wanna go on a diet but idk how to start without my mom saying something bc shesa be like " i can see ur side fat" but when I wanna chang it she be likw why you ain eat nothing u nes towat no cjod should bw on a direct bus she the one who pit mw on it in the first place. Idk this alot man Im just typing frfr and there are most definitely mistakes IDC.

[goldrose-star]

Ahhh!! Thank you again sweetheart!! 💖💖

Awwwwww man the tracking Clay's freckles bit made me smile 🥺 (He'd like her fingers tracing his face I think 👀)

I hope he does 😳

There is so much I could say about this. Likw I love all the fun facts and then then birthmarks that look like the big dipper. 🥺

You can talk / ramble all about her and the facts if you like, because I certainly won't mind! I'd love it actually 😊💖

SHE'S SO GREAT! I CAN'T WAIT TO AEE WHAT YOU DO WITH HER!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤

Honestly?? I kinda just dropped her in a basket wrapped up in a blanket before your guys doors and dipped!! 😂 I didn't even think as far as to write about her, y'know?? 😅 But I'd be happy if you guys wrote about her, if you want 😳💖

So I was messing around on Picrew and this is the result. It's basically just me (my selfinsert), dare I say OC?, but in pretty and cool. She has no name but you can refer to her as AJ, Goldy, Rose or Star if you like. (While writing this she turned more into some kind of OC than being me but anyway 👀)

This is just a raw draft and can still change!

AJ

Appearance, Clothes, Accessoires, Facts, Pics under the cut because this turned out to be a longer post than originally planned

Appearance:

she's tiny (160cm / 5'3")

has an hourglass-figure

she may not have freckles but tiny birthmarks / moles sporadically littering her arms and legs, most significant are the ones on her left ringfinger between the first and second knuckle and on the backside of her left upper arm which look like the star constellation Big Dipper

has a lineal scar under her chin and on her left knee, also a round scar on the back of her left hand under the major knuckle of her thumb from an baking / cooking incident (hot oil) and more tiny scars littering her hands and forearms where her cat scratched her

the lip piercing is more on the left side of her lower lip than in the pic

has a tongue piercing (not yet decided)

Clothes:

the aviator jacket she wears is from an old friend who gifted it to her

she normally wears black sporttights or jeans in which she has good mobility, printed tees which are either a bit oversized or cropped & sports shoes

other than that she likes wearing sweaters with pleated bishop sleeves, mid-thigh cardigans, skirts, boots with chunky heels, dresses, jackets

(Note to myself: fashion inspo page?)

Accessoires:

always wears one to two hair ties on her left wrist

wears a pair of army dogtags around her neck in honour of her deceased friend

she wears the earrings and necklace somewhat ironically and because she thinks they look pretty. Likes the sensory feeling when shaking her head and touches / rubs them between her thumb and pointer finger when nervous or bored

has a pair of green tinted aviator glasses from Ray-Ban for when it's to bright outside (she's sensitive to very bright light and feels more comfortable wearing them)

Facts:

she has a crush on / (secretly) loves Clayton Spencer (great start, I know! 😂)

she likes to collect little trinkets, often for the people she likes and thinks of

she likes to dye the tips of her hair in different colours

collects enamel pins and badges and pins / sews them on to her clothes and backbag

doesn't go anywhere without her headphones

has no sense of style whatsoever and wears whatever she likes / finds cool and pretty

her favourite flowers: hydrangea, dahlia & peony

loves fairy lights

loves to go to thrift shops

loves Clay's freckles and loves to trace them softly with her eyes (later maybe with her fingers? 👀 if she's allowed)

she's somewhat sad over the fact that her own mother has freckles and her younger brother has them as well but genetics left her out. she would've loved to have them as well

often carries a backpack with her

owns a switchblade which she sometimes carries with herself

she may be small but can run faster than one would assume

she owns an Opel Kadett (C or D) Caravan (old as hell but loves it to pieces) and a Ducati Hypermotorad 950 / Ducati Streetfighter V4

has a bit of training in hand-to-hand combat, taught to her by a friend

she learned to sew her own cloths and often makes clothes that start out as ideas in her head or that she sees in shops, online or other people wearing

she's quite crafty

Songs:

(Songs I was listening to while writing this. Can be seen as songs to associate with her or that she listens to as well)

5 Seconds of Summer - Complete Mess

5 Seconds Of Summer - No Shame

All Time Low - Backseat Serenade

All Time Low - Clumsy

All Time Low - Painting Flowers

All Time Low - Once In A Lifetime

All Time Low - Sleepwalking

All Time Low - The Irony Of Choking On A Lifesaver

All Time Low - Too Much

Ava Max - Kings & Queens

Black Veil Brides - In The End

Black Veil Brides - Ritual/ born again field of ?

Black Veil Brides - Torch

Daisy Jones & The Six - Look At Us Now (Honeycomb)

Daisy Jones & The Six - Regret Me

Deftones - Minerva

Devon Cole - W.I.T.C.H.

Elle King - Baby Outlaw

Em Beihold - 12345

Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

Fifth Harmony - That's My Girl

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child Of Mine

Halsey - Graveyard

Halsey - Without Me

Halsey - You Should Be Sad

INXS - Need You Tonight

Kate Bush - Running Up That Hill

Kiss - I Was Made For Lovin' You (this immediately came to mind then I read this post from @rottent33th)

https://at.tumblr.com/rottent33th/its-me-again-mwahahah-since-you-have-quite-a/ex6olyio2l0s

Lady Gaga - Bloody Mary (normal version and the sped up tiktok version)

Lena - Looking For Love

Måneskin - Baby Said

Måneskin - Supermodel

Måneskin - The Loneliest

Måneskin - Timezone

Marshmello - Silence

Metallica - Master Of Puppets

My Chemical Romance - Helena

Phlotilla - Going Down Fighting

Olivia Rodrigo - Brutal

OneRepublic - West Coast

Tate McRae - She's All I Wanna Be

The Clash - Should I Stay Or Should I Go

The Prodigy - Spitfire

The Wombats - Greek Tragedy (Oliver Nelson TikTok Remix)

Type O Negative - Christian Woman

Type O Negative - Cinnamon Girl

Zara Larsson - Ruin My Life

Pics:

Tagging: @rottent33th @slaasherslut @bluecoolr @the-pinstriped-hood @vincent-sinclair-deserved-better should I tag anyone else?

[little-witchys-garden]

My issue with the crystal, spiritual and witch communities is they're very classiest.

Listen I grew up way lower class so I thought

" wow finally communties that won't care about money "

Ha I was wrong.

Lets start with the crystal community and why it sucks:

1. The bullying people for buying man-made crystals

2. Bullying people for buying colored crystals

3. The shamimg of crystal sizes, legit people act like having a small crystal collection or small sized crystals is somehow bad??

Spiritual community issues:

1. The f🍀cking " spiritual " jewelry crazy... The trend of acting as if those that can't buy super pricey smithed jewlrey is somehow less spiritual...

2. The anti-homemade bs. Seriously people get treated like they're somehow not as spiritual for having home made stuff.

3. If you buy from big companies you get called a sell out but if you buy from small businesses then you're called a pick me, there is no winning with these people...

Witchy community issues:

1. Shaming homemade stuff again people act likw unless your stuff is new, shiny and cost your soul then you aren't really witchy...

2. Shaming of grewing your own herbs or not growing. Again it's a d🐝mned if you do and d🍓mned if you don't sort of thing... Legit not everyone has money or room for herbs like gardens or big herb bundles brought from buisnesses.

3. Witchy jewlrey... Witchy jewlrey is jewlrey that a witch wores. Witchy jewlrey is not hundreds/thousands of dollars on hand smithed jewltry..

4. Witchy clothing issue. Witchy clothing is whatever a witch is wearing! It's not pricey clothing that cost your right eye.

So how do these communties fix these issues? Well I'll tell you!

Mind your d🐝mn beeswax

So I'm seeing comments of people going

" that doesn't happen "

And

" I've never experienced-"

Well that's good for you like I'm glad you've never been through that but please take into account

This is also a issue of classism, racism, xenophobia, transphobic and often just bigotry in general.

It's the experience of many minorities that don't fit into the " white middle/upper class straight cis girl " ideals that is heavily present in witchcraft and other such communities.

Sadly I've explained this and people's reactions are

" but- "

" and well you're wrong "

No, I'm not wrong and I'll call this issue out.

Stop denying and start trying in making more safe communities for the lower class and minorities.

[sculpture-in-a-period-drama]

Okok so about your latest post

I JAVE LIKW 10 WIPS AND NONE OF THEM ARE GOING ANYWHERE

the one I'm most excited about is one I got the idea for from a song.

I have about 6 characters with arcs already mapped out and it's going to overlap and just be beautiful if it works out....but I STILL ONLY HAVE THE FIRST CHAPTER DRAFTED

I hate how excited I was before and abitious and thinking I'd actually finish this one (see: the wip I started when I was ELEVEN and still haven't finished about a boy who had to run away from his abusive stepfather and it also follows his mother's journey to escape the same man and there's a whole other family that takes in the boy but now the mother is looking for him and she's lost and doesn't get as fortunate as her son in finding for help)

I also have a few half written fanfics but I might get around to those when my semester ends next week... I just struggle with writing fanfics because I don't want to write for real people ships but most of my fandoms are real people... so I've been writing all of them for this one show and it's just not working. the characters in the show just don't fit my plotlines but idk how else to share them....sigh

ok that's more of a rant about wips than actually talking about them but felt good, hope you didn't mind lol

Greetings :D

Dude songs are one of the greatest sources of inspiration for writing imo. I plan to one day do my idea of crafting a WIP idea from a playlist.

Overlapping character arcs and plots my beloved. And hey, I'm drafting my WIP's chapters too! Maybe I'll make a post on how I'm doing it. That plot sounds like something that would definitely make me cry (ANYTHING about family relationships, parents, step-parents, and such is always a gut-punch for me). I hope you don't get discouraged to write it! But if you do, and it becomes more like a chore than anything, I suggest you take a break from it or shelf it entirely. Like I said last post, writing should be fun.

Good luck with school! Balancing school and writing takes some practice, but once you find the routine that works for you, it'll be super rewarding. I'm no authority on writing fanfic including real people (although I always assume that people mean well), so I can't quite advise you on that. But about characters in the show not fitting with your plotlines, I suggest notes app plotting to take off some pressure, or the good ol AU machine. In AUs, all you have to think about is characterization instead of plot/setting canon.

I don't mind your ranting at all! Again, this blog is like a random cottage in a studio ghibli movie. A sidequest where you can chill

[danieyells]

Daikoku apparently said that if tajikarao succeeded at this current job he'd let him be responsible for the next summer festival

And magami's likw "oh i'm also expecting a reward from the headmaster! It's rumored among the k-9 units that if you do a good job the headmaster will pet you!!!"

DAIKOKU IF YOU DON'T PET THE BIG PUPPY I WILL BE VERY UNHAPPY. PET HIM. HE IS JUST A DOGGO. LOOK HOW EXCITED HE IS.

I bet shiva's listening to all this like "this fuckin gap moe is nauseating?????" because he's seen daikoku at warmongers base and he's not. . .

. . .not like that. . .he pities the whole police academy

MAGAMI WE GOT REAL DIFFERENT DEFINITIONS OF TUMMY RUBS IF THIS BACKGROUND AND IMAGE ARE WHAT YOU'RE AFTER. . . . . . . . . . . . .

"for me who's bad at learning, Headmaster [Daikoku] personally teaches joy into my body with tummy rubs. . .!!"

I. . .y'know what. . .you sound more experienced than me boo get your man i guess

ALSO THERE WAS A CREAKING NOISE. . .I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER IF DAIKOKU SAID HE WAS PETTING HIM AND IS STEPPING ON HIM INSTEAD. . .I MEAN MAGAMI WOULD PROBABLY LIKE THAT A LOT ANYWAY. . .IN FACT THE 'TEACHING HAPPINESS INTO MY BODY' WOULD MAKE SENSE THEN BECAUSE MAGAMI UNDERSTAND THINGS BEST WHEN HE GETS HIT IN THE STOMACH BY THEM/THE CORRESPONDING PERSON. . .IF DAIKOKU WERE STEPPING ON HIS BELLY HE'D BE ENJOYING IT AND MAGAMI WOULD FEEL THAT HAPPINESS. . .HE REALLY MIGHT JUST BE SAYING HE'S GETTING TUMMY RUBS WHEN HE'S ACTUALLY GETTING STEPPED ON. . .that or someone needs to walk in on Daikoku petting Magami and baby talking him and telling him he's a good boy

I hope you get pet!

I-I wish I was getting pet too. . . .

(For some reason I just got a chill down my spine. . . . .)

MC just feels like something is DISTINCTLY OFF ABOUT THIS SITUATION LMAO. Also do they wanna be pet by daikoku specifically or. . . . . . . . .

[arachnaesghost]

Hello dear Tumblr I realized I'm not even close to being done with the things I broke down about, and I don't really have a good person for these specific things to go to about. So you get all my bullshit. Soorrrrryyyy idk how to put a read more cut on mobile otherwise I would.

Tw - drug addiction, overdose, etc., Divorce (is that one??). I really don't know like how to do this, so pls tell me if I should tag anything differently or add more/different trigger warnings. Ugh.

My mom told me about her friend's nephew who overdosed last week. And it destroyed me. I just recently let myself like accept and hold in my brain that my brother is likely going to be okay for the long term. He hit some milestone a few years back that means statistically he is much more likely to live out his life. And I just learned that this statistic was a thing and it sort of blew my mind. He's been clean for ages but I have always known that addiction is something that addicts like, feel and battle their whole life. So I feel like I've always been holding my breath. Never really let myself think that it was over and that kind of turned into never letting myself think about like the pain of being in highschool while my brother was in rehab likw I pushed it allll down and repression is not normally my style. But I was just so scared, and I'm starting to kinda open up that box in my brain again. Thinking about talking to him about like my own shit when he was going through that. And then my mom talks about this kid, (not upset she brought it up but man the timing) and she kinda went into too many details about how his family discovered him. And it just plastered in my brain. It took zero effort to imagine all that. And then I'm wondering how close we were to losing him. I don't think I'll ever have an answer to that and I don't think an answer would be useful to me anyways. But I can't help but wonder. I'm so very grateful he's here and I need to tell him this j think and be more open about shit. I don't know if he even realizes that I hold all this in me.

Second, my step dad sucks. (Soon to be ex stepdad). And not in like a normal way that stepdads suck. He was always very nice to me and like always talked about like wanting to be like, an important part of my life. Idk how to word, but like basically he has all these words. And he never did anything bad, would take me places if I needed and like wanted to go to my school functions and never yelled at me or anything like that. But really, boiling it all down he was never home. My mom and he had my sister right as I entered middle school and I always butt heads with her but as I hit that age it was just getting worse and worse and my little sister was really high maintenance baby/kid and that stressed both me and her out and he was never fucking home. Hes the kind of person that can never sit still for two minutes but he had a wife and a daughter and a step daughter at home that he shoulda been prioritizing more. And we needed it. And I just told my mom all this tonight for the first time. And I think it was really shocking to her. Because she recognized he was never home, but she didn't realize I "picked up" on it or was bothered by it.

So this aforementioned divorce feels really weird to me. I don't miss him or feel sad, I never really saw him enough to miss him anyways. But I'm sad about kinda shitty things like no more cabin. And I'm also kind of sad about losing his family. His sister and brother in law particularly. And like in theory I could keep in contact with them. But I'm terrible at that. I don't even stay in contact with my blood relatives. So I don't know what to do about that.

Hung out with my mom for a few hours. Cried 3 times, but none were because I was mad at her, so that's progress lmao.