#like.. why my braind had to kill him and made him send that letter?! its so saaaaaad

[telperion14370]

I had a dream about gay-time travel Ryan Reynolds..

Okey, I need to write this before I forgot:

In the dream, my mind was like the camera of the story. I followed a group of friends, adult ones (yeah, Ryan Reynolds was one of them), that accidentally time traveled to their adolescence years while maintaining their adult forms. Apparently, some omnipotent force send them there because someone put a bomb in a plane and wanted to kill a lot of ppl including them and that would ruin space time continuum and stuff like that... Anyway, my mind camera followed a scrawny tall guy with pointy hair, that was a bit shy. He really looked like this guy:

I'm gonna call him protagonist. He was very sweet tho, like tender in his ways. Apparently was bff with Ryan Reynolds, who was a pilot btw, and a very extroverted and flirty guy.

Somewhere between bad jokes, flirting and remembering thing from their younger years (like, Ryan Reynolds character and protagonist didn't realized they went to the same carnival and never met in their youth, that was a cute scene), they find the plane that had the bomb. I don't know shit about planes, but it kinda looked like the one in Porco Rosso:

Anyway, I'm rambling again.. The plan was that protagonist (who apparently was an engineer or something like that) disabled the bomb and everyone could go home, but they were ambushed by the bad guy's men and barely escaped alive (yeah, bad guys have guns, who would've guess).. Now, here comes the part that fucking sucks: Apparently omnipotent force forgot to clarify that if you die in the past you're basically banned from existence. Also, omnipotent force was a fucking liar because it wasn't omnipotent at all and only could partially heal the wounds of the crew without draining its bullshit powers...

At this point, protagonist was badly hurt, but not going to die according to bullshit force. His friends didn't know what to do, and protagonist could barely walk, disabling a bomb was beyond the possibilities.. So, Ryan Reynolds looked at him with the saddest smile I ever seen, and whispered "Goodbye" before he turned around and started running to the plane. Not-so-bullshit force deviated the bullets from bad guys, but couldn't protect the other guys, so their attempts of stopping him were useless.. Again, I have no clue how planes work, in my brain Ryan Reynolds jumped in the damn thing, started the engine and just took of. Protagonist just looked the plane go up to the sky, getting far away from town, before it exploded.. And omnipotent force confirmed them that Ryan Reynolds was gone.

After returning them to their present, the force congratulated them for their work, but everyone ignored it, mentally cursing the damn thing. Protagonist was in shock, not fully realising the implications of what happened until he got to his house, where the pictures he had with Ryan Reynolds now only showed him alone or with other friends and family. Clearly about to had a emotional breakdown, the force talked to him, saying he had one last thing for him. The sound of paper sliding on the floor startled him, and when he checked his door there was a letter under it. He ran to the door and open it but there was no one there.. So he opened the letter. It was the calligraphy of Ryan Reynolds, and said something like this:

"When I was a child I loved the ocean more than anything in the world. The feeling of the waves and the sea foam in my skin, the wet sand under my feet, the sun burning your eyes and how my mom used to chase me with sunscreen.. It's funny, I don't know why I stopped going to the beach. I feel like I let that child go just because I had to grow up, like enjoying things that makes you happy was wrong when you get older.

I wish I could take you to the beach with me. We would make the biggest sand fortress in the universe, fucking Sandman would be jealous of us.. But I'm running out of time now, and I need to say this before everything else is gone, because it would be the last part of me to disappear if I don't, and I can't ever let that happen...

I love you

That lives with you now, so it would never fade away. And no, this is not an excuse for you to lock yourself from the world. Be happy, meet new people, fall in love, LIVE..

But, if it doesn't hurt you to much, just remember: you had a friend who loved you and would never forgive himself if he doesn't give you a chance to live.

Until we meet again..."

...

And I fucking wake up.