#like. that's possible. someone in the meatspace who knows the things i'm insane about. blew my fucking mind

[sprolden]

i love my irl friends and i have very genuine friendships HOWEVER because none of them share any of my interests my entire life i've felt like there's this whole part of me which is reserved for my online friends and tumblr dash that must be tucked away in real life conversation at all costs. like they know i'm on tumblr but i know if any of them saw my vast collection of contemplative posts about random YA books i'm too emotionally invested in they would find it incomprehensible and because of that i sometimes feel like no one Actually Knows Me. does anyone else experience this or does everyone here have friends that don't require them to do a really great approximation of a neurotypical person