#like. ok. kel has a pretty shit life in every universe but
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thinking about the monster boyz AU & how kel never gets to be truly happy in it...
#& having the audacity to feel heartbroken about it as if i’m not the one who wrote it#like. ok. kel has a pretty shit life in every universe but#the silver lining is that he eventually gets to break free & be himself & have the life he wants#but in mbz he spends his entire childhood in survival mode#he gets like. 1 year maybe 2 where he gets out from under his dad’s thumb but#he spends that time unpacking his trauma & unlearning negative coping mechanisms & fear responses#& figuring out who he is & what he wants#& before he can make any real progress the fuckin apocalypse happens! & he’s right back to survival mode#then he DIES & becomes red which comes with a whole other set of problems#like he meets teeth who in theory is the love of his life#but they’re both too messed up to do it right & the relationship is so intense#& so unhealthy & not at all how love is supposed to be#& then eventually he dies again for real this time#like. man. i’m sorry kel lol#on the bright side. i do have the apocalypseAU which is the mbzAU but the boys do not become monsters#instead they meet as humans and survive the apocalypse together. it’s a much happier version of the story lol#rainyrambles
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