#like. idk I struggle with immediately feeling guilt like every criticism is directed towards me.
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neverendingford · 15 hours ago
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#tag talk#thinking about the whole “likes don't help. reblog instead” thing and hmmm.#maybe I'm not who it's directed towards.#like. idk I struggle with immediately feeling guilt like every criticism is directed towards me.#my queue never runs out. I am reblogging posts at a very reasonable rate.#tbh reblog guilt is partly why I rely almost solely on the queue. if I like something I could have plausibly put it in my queue.#also idk. if my own notes are anything to go off of I seem to like things way more frequently than other people.#which. I'm not hating on other people. use this app however you like.#but it does feel like I tend to like more posts than others do (I realize I have very limited data so I could be entirely wrong)#so if that's accurate then I drop more likes then normal and reblog a normal amount. which...#either way I shouldn't be made to feel guilty about how I experience art. but maybe I need to realize I'm not who they're talking about.#one of those “I'm not talking about you so shut the hell up” moments I think.#idk. the guilt and shame is still pretty strong in my heart even though I'm actively working to unlearn it.#anyway I still unfollow people who regularly complain about not getting reblogs because this is my fucking blog and I decide what goes here.#my tastes are my own and I'm not going to share art that doesn't spark anything in me. not my fault. not your fault. simply how it is.#anyway bye imma go shower it's so fucking cold though I'm shivering I hate showering so much I hate getting my head wet at all ever.#I go to suffer. be sure to make St Neverend your next new catholic saint k thx bye
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