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I think this is one of my favorite lines from the Wraith route because of (imo) how much the meaning changes depending on if you got there via Spectre or Nightmare. For Spectre, it honestly strikes me as a genuine question. Why are you doing this to her? If you're on the Spectre route, you presumably already know the Narrator can't really be trusted, since you had to reject his reward to get here. What are you hoping to gain from continuing to hurt her? For Nightmare, it honestly just makes me sad. As the Shifting Mound describes her, "She desires only companionship, but the only thing she knows is how to hurt." This line feels like a plea from someone who genuinely doesn't understand why you keep rejecting her. She wants to be with you, but she just can't understand how to do that in a way which doesn't hurt you.
#at the risk of getting put on a list there is something tragic & relatable in nightmare#someone who desperately wants to make connections but just can't understand how#anyway wraith is one of my favorite princesses for stuff like this (and bc tragedy aside her route is a riot)#also im sorry if she doesn't say that line if you got there via nightmare#that's how i got her and i could've sworn she did? But i only found footage of her saying it in spectre#slay the princess#stp#stp wraith#the wraith#stp spectre#stp nightmare#side note archetypal/heart#(slash so i don't accidentally tag them)#pointed out on another post of mine that you get wraith via nightmare by killing her and via spectre by leaving her in the basement#in both cases its a rejection of her (rejection being one of wraith's main themes)#which makes me speculate on spectre's ch 3 (which i think we currently have very little info on?)#Trying to run from Nightmare should technically be a 'rejection' as well#but you get MOC from that (and from choosing to stay with her)#imo bc you're just repeating the same inaction which got you into this situation in the first place#you don't want to slay her. you don't want to set her free. So you just leave her there (again)#and so you get MOC where things have only gotten worse and you have no choice left. Because you chose *not* to take action again#So I wonder if spectre 3 will be a similar 'repeating your past mistakes' type of deal#i was skeptical about it coming from stabbing yourself while she possesses you or trying to crush her bones#but it does make sense with that in mind#im curious if it'll parallel MOC#except instead of having no choice but to free the princess you have no choice but to obey the narrator again#maybe you both end up stuck in the cabin forever again?#idk#sorry i probably should've put all of that tag in the post lmao
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had an odd dream that i was reading a comic book. sketched a couple of the pages i could remember.
#i might adapt this into an actual story because i am SO SO SO mad that it isn't a thing i can go back to reading#oc#im definitely keeping the concept of save-bot i fucking love save-bot he's just doing his best. i love a robot who wants to help people#im not equipped to be writing about underground rebellions with any sense of real tact though#besides its in a superhero universe/story so you know it would just be so sucks lol#sketch#god the colors were so interesting. the teal parts were all very precisely crosshatched and the fire was this gorgeous brush pen looking#colored inks that just seemed like they were MOVING#and i mean some of that was because i was dreaming but god even in my halfhearted copy you can see some of the movement#it was a bad scene but a really really REALLY fun dream. i love when a book can *get* to me so i was really enjoying it#put it aside so i could take a break and woke up. instant fury at the universe for not having it be a real book instead#ill reblog with details if anyone's curious. i can explain this scene but i dont feel like it#the green people are in a secret basement though. hiding from the government. blue jacket guy is a speedster robot named save-bot who does#rescue stuff with every fire department so fire suppression technology is not very good because save-bot "can just save you''#however they're badly over their legal occupancy and the secret basement has One (1) exit so everyone is like really fucked here.#includinig save-bot who is going to do his job until he dies because he is an ai without any sense of self preservation and he cares#which i didn't even CATCH until i woke up and started tryin to frantically note everything down#and then i was like wait. the glitter on that last page before i realized i needed a glass of water to keep reading... what WAS that...#(it was tears suspended in midair because save-bot goes so fast and also knows he's so fucked LOL)#seriously i'm so mad someone else didn't make this.
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This might be a hot take(?) but i do like how Eddy become more grumpy as the show went between seasons
Of course he is more mean and kinda more aggressive with his friends.
But i think it's a great way to show how trauma can affect your personality, especially when it comes to physical abuse. Not every child that suffers like that is quiet and shy, some of them can mirror the bad traits of their abuser and they're just as valid to get love and support.
#Eddy's character has to be the most interesting among all the characters i love that ugly short king so much#he does act greedy he lies and he also yells a lot but it so so normal for a kid who suffer abuse from an adult#i found so sad how ppl will tell you he is the worst of the eds just for the way he is#despite the fact he has the WORST situation between the three of them#with all this i'm not defending his behaviour! it's still wrong and he should be better than that but as i said he is a kid!!#this doesn't mean i don't love chill eddy ofc!! but i do think the latter works better for his character arc#idk if he would ever do stuff like therapy but i do think he would reach a point where he is tired of just... being angry#i do agree with the hc that he is not the type of just having one job i do think the little bastard will have multiple part time jobs#he is unable to remain in one thing and he does have curiosity for everything#but aside from all that i just like the idea of him getting away of his family. not in the sense of never speaking to them#but more like... not having to deal with them every day.#that's when i think his more chill yet cheeky self will go back to him ahaha#also he is dating double d ofc#there's no future where i don't see them together giendkdn#don't think they marry or anything. but they would grow old together and Ed lives in the basement#eene
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the greenfield, iowa tornado yesterday had so many subvortices… I’ve never seen that many.
#the damage of greenfield just. jesus there was no stopping this storm.#tornadoes are getting stronger due to climate change but this season has had so many brutal outbreaks#idk the vids he posted of this thing. jesus christ. clickbait titles aside i've never seen footage this clean of a tornado either#some of the houses were so destroyed the basement was exposed like what are you supposed to do? your entire life just shredded in moments#all those memories and everything just. swallowed by wind
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i love my job that's like if you asked someone to design a place specifically meant to frustrate, torture and overstimulate an anxious person
#i cant do this anymore. i obviously will but like i cant do this anymore#you might think college-eduated professional people in a fancy office building would have some understanding of personal space and manners#but you'd be wrong!#i am staying in this job for everything aside from the actual job itself which i hate#im just here for the pay the insurance and the time off#and the fact that i can carve out important goofing off time during work hours. which just means i can be on my phone lmao#that being said i do sometimes miss my cafe job#i was more my own boss there and often worked completely alone (yay)#whereas here even though im kinda the boss of my own floor. i still have to deal w my dumb supervisor and coworkers and manager#plus at the cafe i had sole control of the music that played there. very important. lots of steely dan#sometimes when the work got really busy it sucked and was overwhelming but it would stil calm down eventually#and ill always hate dealing with annoying customers. but at least there they LEFT#here its the same assortment of idiots every goddamn day. and theyre always around#like yeah the cafe job had annoying things (taking out the trash from the basement. up stairs)#but it did have its fun moments#it just didnt pay nearly as good as this job and had no insurance or paid time off. oh well#this has me thinking abt what if i owned my own place. but i don't wanna
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Thank you for writing Astoria/Luna. I think I have never read this pairing before and you made them SO SWEET. Obsessed with it! Go sapphics gooo
LONG LIVE ASTORIA AND LUNA :) thank you anon! i love them!
terrifyingly quoting myself in this heaven of mud bc i think astoria/luna are by far the most successful couple in the story:
Luna and Astoria were piled together in one armchair across the room. Their faces were very close; they appeared to be busily appraising each other’s noses. It was one of their more lackluster attempts to feign ignorance while Harry said something quiet and only for Malfoy.
#i truly believe they would adore each other#but i also did have to write them because i think draco would absolutely never once know what to do with luna#for sure his best friend is dating a dreamy space alien and they're fully obsessed with each other#but he's so tired of being asked his astrological chart or his atttachment style#one of my controversial theories is that draco and luna would never be friends#i think he spends hours detailing how the texture of his hair is SO different from hers and complaining that they look nothing alike#tortured in his basement aside#luna really goes up to people like 'you're my friend and i value you' and that is the real torture to him#answered asks
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while we're on the subject of poking holes in the logistics of CW's the flash and, specifically, the day-to-day running of S.T.A.R Labs, i swear to god that the cortex is supposed to be on the one hundredth floor, as per the shots we get of the lift (elevator) where they show what floor they're on, but like. forgive me but this does NOT look like a building with 100 floors to me. unless the sticky-up bits are meant to be like skyscrapers and we're supposed to believe all the upper floors are in there, but even so, i am not buying that there are 100 floors in this building. like. where?? maybe im having trouble imagining the scale cos admittedly it DOES look pretty huge in comparison to the buildings next to it, but. ONE HUNDRED FLOORS?
it has a pretty huge basement full of illegally imprisoned metahumans, obviously, so maybe some of the floors are underground, but unless it goes underground for several MILES im having a hard time buying it. i only recently found out that the S.T.A.R Labs exterior is actually a sports stadium and i'm now i'm like well duh, obviously, but it BAFFLES me as to what the interior layout was meant to look like. like we just have a selection of random rooms that make no sense together. my kingdom for a detailed blueprint of the interior because i simply cannot visualize it. i have a behind-the-scenes artbook at home which might have some interior location shots, which i will dig out later, but it defo doesn't account for 100 floors imo.
this just reminds me of my confusion upon finding out that Joe's house is allegedly a bungalow and yet there are CLEARLY stairs. WHAT IS THE TRUTH
#the american definition of bungalow must be different cos joe's house very clearly has multiple floors lmao. like.#aside from the stairs it also seems to have a basement as well if you look at the exterior shots#these are the kinds of questions that torment me when writing fic honestly
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Anyway.... Back to what I was pondering earlier today... It's been 4 months but I'm still as deeply obsessed with Exotic Creatures of the Deep as at the very start
#00s sparks albums save me#save me 00s sparks albums#the question of how it's been 4 months already aside#i have decided to name this album my official Mental Breakdown Album TM#so it's a good thing that it doesn't really bring me any unhappy associations. even though it could#because when i started listening to it in early march#it turned out to become one of my lowest periods in the mental well-being sense. like. ever.#it's gotten better though and later i discovered that whenever i got into that slump again#and nothing at all felt like an alluring thing to do and even most music couldn't cheer me up#i still felt like listening to ecotd at least#sometimes you get into specific albums or artists at the exact right moment and this was one of such times for sure#i have so many thoughts about this album but if i tried to write them down#it would probably all just be an illegible mess. one day i'll do it though. or at least try to#as for now i can at least say that the possibly most suffering-inducing (positive) songs for me are strange animal and likeable#i'll never forget the moment i first heard strange animal as part of the from the basement set#what a SONG!!! and that entire performance changed my brain chemistry forever#and. GODDDDDKJHKEFLJMKBELKPJ... LIKEABLE!!!#the connection i feel on some metaphysical level to that song the melody the instrumentation the lyrics#is way beyond what words can explain. or i'm just bad at putting these kind of things into words#it's soooo oooughhggahgh.....#also i don't know exactly how it happened#but i can't believe etc immediately became my most listened to song according to my last fm (which i made around then)#and it has stayed in that spot ever since#ok that's my sparks madness talk for today. i'll probably never be normal about them. not that i even want to#sparks am i right. goddddd#goosepost
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just saying for the dire aus generally but like. with nosy in particular.
maria will literally never leave lee behind. ever.
even before the obituarys' / empty-casket funerals for them both and that abandonment complex really sinks in, maria could NEVER bring herself to use an exit to get away when she doesnt know for certain that lee's right behind her. she does NOT want to leave him abandoned, no matter how upset he may get with her for not taking off, for staying put, for willingly getting found and caught again by johnny. either they leave together or they stay together - there is no other option, in her eyes.
she just could not imagine leaving him in that same lonely forgotten mindset that she was in during those first weeks and up til he had stayed back to let the others go on.
and its not that im saying ( in these earlier parts namely ) that maria at the time blames the others for not ensuring he got out too - she just does not have it in her to turn her back on him. not after all he does for her down in the cells. all he goes through. all the beatings and the pits against other captives and johnnys' cruelty. she just could never leave him by himself. it'd kill her.
#[ ♡ ] ── * maria f. / 𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘦.#[ 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦. ] ── * no one saved you.#[ rel. ] ── * leland m. / 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘷𝘦𝘳.#this doesnt however count for post-obituary/funeral maria though. that resentment & hate on his behalf for being left behind grows#as time passes. because for all he did for HER - and then all that she knows & can assume she did for THEM in the basement?#theres simply such a seething & distaste & bitterness that festers as months & years go by. shes so angry FOR him. bc he never deserved to#be forgotten & tossed aside like he was. & she just could not imagine doing the same. hurting him the same.
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*walks in, covered in ash and emanating smoke, like a Looney Tunes character after surviving an explosion* hey guys i'm back
#rys.txt#uh. long ass tags that are mostly me venting below#second semester of college down and i think i did even worse than the first one#i've definitely failed at least one class but probably more than that. in fact i can only confidently say that i passed one class#i'm too scared to look at the grades on canvas. everything gets finalized on like. wednesday i think#i'm not getting worked up about it. my dad's gonna be pissed but you know what? i'm also pissed!#i am genuinely unable to focus on my work! i've genuinely tried everything i can think of to help and it has only barely helped!#every time i try to focus on my school work it feels like my brain just disconnects! no matter what the fuck i do!#and if i try to ask my dad for help he's like “just focus on your work” BITCH I TRIED! I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO!#so help me god i WILL be evaluated for adhd this summer otherwise i'm just not gonna fucking go back#MY BROTHER IN CHRIST THERE IS CLEARLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME AND THERE HAS BEEN FOR YEARS!!#SORRY YOU WERE NEVER AROUND AND NEVER INTERACTED WITH ME ENOUGH TO SEE IT!! SORRY I LEARNED TO MASK AROUND YOU FOR FEAR OF BEING TOLD OFF!!#ok. venting about my father in the tags aside. things are looking up for me now!! :D#school is over! i don't have to worry about that for another 4 months! my friends are back in town! i have time alone during the day!#I HAVE A DISC DRIVE FOR MY COMPUTER I CAN BURN CDS NOW!! I'M SO HYPE I'VE WANTED THIS FOR SO LONG#I'M LITERALLY GOING THROUGH THIS BIG BOX OF OLD CDS AND FLOPPY DISKS AND SHIT FROM OUR BASEMENT AND THERES BLANKS I CAN BURN!!#MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NO LONGER TOTALLY IN THE SHITTER BABY!! I'M BACK!!
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why do my sims playthroughs always turn kinda fucked up :'D
#i made a girl who is really outdoorsy and wants to have a great ranch#i made a horse for her and moved them to the world that was included with the horse pack#she immediately got to training her horsie‚ gardening and stuff#but then her first bill came and it was astronomical because the lot is big#so she got a job as a gardener#but what she was making wasn't enough to sustain the ranch#some time later some rando called her telling that she might get a distant relative's inheritance if she marries within 7 days#ofc she wasn't planning to do that but then one of her neighbours asked to crush at her place for a few days#they had great chemistry so she decided to marry him platonically for the inheritance money and a helping hand at the ranch#he moved in and so did his horse lol#also aside from the inheritance money he also contributed 20k simoleons#however the same night they got married he froze to death while playing with the horses outside (i wasn't paying attention to him lmao :'D)#she didn't really love him but she still was heartbroken#she got on a drunken bender for a while and decided she's going to grow weed for sale now (i got the basemental mod at that point ajdnbfbb)#since she had like 50k simoleons on her now she hired a ranch hand who would help her with that while she focuses on training the horses#so i think next she's going to get closer with the ranch hand and maybe date her too if they have any chemistry#and they're gonna grow weed and look after horses together ahdbbxzbbz
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we're being productive this break
#i finally got to sorting my Clothes and setting donations aside#and we're finishing painting the incubator room on the snake side of The basement#AND we're finishing the last of painting my room Tomorrow#AAAAAAAND im gonna go through the boxes i have Yet to open propurrly#idk. its nice to do things :)#i like being Productive after not doing anything#i think its the fact im Graduating soon + my plans to move Out#and the fact my boyfriend is visiting in.march. oh my hgod MY BOYFRIEND IS VISITING IN MAARCCHHHH#i jst wanna clean tbh
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i feel like the hello kitty doesnt do xanax post whenever i check the minedai tag on ao3 what is the obsession with piss im in agony
why did you just read my mind jesus fucking christ get out of my head youre so right tho this is so accurate and i feel this every day of my life and i feel insane and like im the one perceiving them weirdly so thank you anon for letting me know that im normal
#snap chats#NEGATIVE RANT BELOW IM SORRYYYY IM A LIL BIT OF A HATER#NO BUT PLEAAASEE I WAS JUST CRYING ABOUT THIS#not literally ofc but we know what i mean#minedai is technically one of the top five most popular pairings in rgg but like...#To Me- maybe im just picky and a party pooper- its just.. never done.. right?#i dont want to say right- the point of fiction is to have fun and yk be creative#and theres no right or wrong way to enjoy a thing and express your love for A Thing#//turning o my megaphone// HOW FUCKING EVER#it just feels so seldom with minedai stuff that it actually feels... like them?#and thats not even mentioning the collection of really-specific kinks it attracts for whatever reason#it might just be because compared to more popular ships I Will Not Name So I Dont Put This Post In The Tag#theres a lot more fanworks right. but with minedai its like. it feels like twenty people in a basement#and 3/4 of the people in the basement just have this vibe with each other that you dont get at all#probably hotboxing the place and you dont smoke so youre just awkwardly siting there with your facemask#TRYING to follow along but youre ultimately just like Whats Going On. Im Scared. Mom Pick Me Up#im not going to act like im perfect either tho- with drawing mine and daigo so much sometimes i do botch their characters a bit#trying to get better at that im making it a thing where i have to reread their rggo stories frequently just so i dont forget#maybe ill make a list or somethign... <- normal people behavior#regardless. all of THAT aside. i wish i could read more minedai fics#but the thing is just most of the recent works are just not for me. and its not that those works are for SOMEONE#but for mates like you and me anon we just have to get in the kitchen. only problem is i suck at writing SOOO#UGH thats my monthly minedai rant i guess LMAO i always feel bad bout these rants#but i also cant act like i like the fandom's version of minedai.. or at least. ao3's version of minedai#twitter's version of minedai..#bestie and i talk about it a lot we're just so confused how so many people can just. interpret these two SO differently yk what i mean#like again most of the works we see it never feels like mine and daigo it just feels like some AU versions of them#and again i dont reject interpretations of characters or HCs or whatnot again Its Fiction its not that deep#but it just feels so removed from the source yk. like when im looking for minedai i wanna see stuff that makes me go#'aw hell yeah that adds up. that lines up.' its why whenever i DO see stuff like that i go insane and bookmark it
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#it is truly so wild to go from feeling miserable and hopeless all the time for... lets look at my excel sheet#the last 23 days. then to suddenly rocket up to smiling to myself all day. the world is so fucking beautiful#for no rational reason aside from what i have to assume is a chemical shift in my body#like is this what happy ppl feel like all the time? its truely so crazy. have i always been like this?#did i not notice this was a thing? like ive definitely noticed it in the last year but like ???#my suspicion is that it doesnt actually last long enough to b considered hypomania but like idk i should see a doctor probably lol#u would think being happy would make it easier to do things but i just keep forgetting to do them and just like spacing out lol bc rn i#feel chill. even tho i need to make a list of the shit i gotta do by Friday. bleh. but idk it makes being in thr lab so much nicer bc i#mean. i still dont give a fuck abt what im doing but im like fuck it this isnt gonna b my problem in like 2-3 months. even tho im sure ill#still have to write up everything. but idk. it also makes it easier to b like. ok so i kno what my problems r lets plan yo make things not#so horrible so u dont just live a miserable life and then like die having lived a life of fear. like its so crazy how much easier thst is#to do rn??? well see how long it lasts but yea v strange. wish i could control my fucking focus tho. like that would b great#its like the fucking painting of hypnose. my focus is like a lighthouse wildly swinging its light around until it sometimes blasts me in#the face. like not helpful. i need to b able to do things.#i guess the weird thing rn is thst while i feel happy. i also have this like simmering fear of irrational things. like when i used to live#in my parents basement and i was terrified of the dark rooms down there at night. like that kind of childish baseless fear#but like im in i tiny tiny apartment lol like bro what r u scared of??? silly silly silly#idk hopefully it holds out the whole rest of the week and then i can travel and see my parents like !!! yo !!! happy vibes :-D#that would b kinda unhinged lmao. i doubt itll last thst long. its already slipped from this morning so we shall see#unrelated
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tfw I just got a nasty cold Anyway, did you know that next week is Dain's birthday? You're more than welcome to send in thingies if you're so inclined :3c
#yes I just remembered that#what of it djfhjg#jokes aside though#he does deserve something special#for being kept forever in the basement#and only allowed out for his yearly outing 😔#jk djfgj#most likely I'll be more selective with what I respond#as for some interactions I plotted more with peeps#than for others#so those will come out easier from me#tomorrow I might take the day off#because jfc is the cold being /baD/
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alright, ji chen as hei xiazi lives in my head now and he's here to stay
#on episode 29 of sha hai and missing him so much i just want him back 😭 他在哪儿啊#i do enjoy how the drastically shifted tone of sha hai coming right off of ultimate note affects the characters#and im in love with how hei xiazi is written and portrayed here#he's physically older. he's a little bitchier and more jaded and serious#but he's sharper. he feels more dangerous#and yet he always feels just close enough to smiling like it's something he does often#and when he Does. the smile lines extend beyond the lenses#i am having so many emotions about this hei xiazi i adore him#also. while i love liu yuning and my god was his hei xiazi SO much fun#and one of my favorite characters i've watched in a while#what he didn't quite capture in his performance imo was convincing me that hei xiazi is immortal#(aside from a few stellar moments like when he was tied up and threatening tuoba's men in the forest)#lyn's hei xiazi is chaotic and delightful and a trickster of a character. but could i think he was over a century old? not really#ji chen's hei xiazi on the other hand. oh. i believe it#like his dialogue when he's giving li cu a massage in the basement at gutongjing. that hit me hard#there's something in his posture the way he speaks his facial expressions all of it. just wonderful to watch#anyway. ji chen sha hai hei xiazi that's all#dmbj#tomb of the sea#sha hai#hei xiazi#hei yanjing#ashton originals
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