#like yeah i can definitely afford this frivolous expense of asoue merch but it's not reasonable
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It's almost 2 in the morning and I'm seriously considering blowing about 70€ in fandom merch 😬
#this might not be a good time to make that decision so i will wait until tomorrow morning#knowing full well i will not change my mind jahhdhajgdj#listen. on the one hand I signed the contract turning my seasonal job into a yearly gig#so it's worth celebrating#on the other hand. we're trying to save money for a house down the line so I'm trying to be reasonable#but on the other other hand. my boyfriend had a heart attack this year and it's been the most stressful time of my life and i need a break#so in conclusion idk what to do#like yeah i can definitely afford this frivolous expense of asoue merch but it's not reasonable#and I'm not sure the guilt will disappear#man being poor sucks so hard#even when you get a little leeway in your finances you still feel the dread and the guilt of spending money for no good reason
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