#like wow youve destroyed yourself for this sport over and over again and now youre supposed to sit back

[dayurno]

kevin has chronic fatigue

my friend roisin animediac jaywalkers has once made a list of all of the physical consequences of the nest on kevin and it was so so so so fucked... it's crazy to think kevin will spend his whole trying to outrun that damage and it will not be enough....... i always think of him when i listen to the body terror song by ajj

eyes and hands passing through you uninvited &__& so much of kevin's trauma is shaped by his body being handled like an object it's really no surprise at all that he'll spend his entire life trying to wrangle it into an unachievable idea of perfection. lets listen to liquid smooth by mitski together