#like wisteria and halsin (and maybe astarion if i can get his approval high enough for the poly dialogue) then arlyse and shadowheart

[bearprofessorr]

writing some self indulgent tav/astarion and i just,,, cant deal with how emotional it is, like he's so afraid of being vulnerable but tav knows and checks in every step of the way and- he just cant deal with someone loving him in return, like hes so used to his feelings meaning nothing for so long asdfgsdfgsdfg

plus it's a post death-revival fic for extra angst (based on what actually happened in my game)

"He stuttered over his words, unable to process hers, eyebrows furrowing as his mind jumped between conclusions. All of them said the same thing. She loved him.

If he had been told this weeks ago, near the beginning of their travels, he would have leveraged it, used it as a tool to seduce her, so that he could know he wouldn’t be betrayed. But now, now that he had fallen in love with Celeste, so deeply that he couldn’t fathom living without her, the mere idea of his feelings being reciprocated broke him."