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grocerystoreanxiety · 1 month

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looking at these master’s degree orientation week things and all the ”new phase of ur life yaayyy get excited!!” and all I feel is vague dread. I don’t wanna do this again, but I also don’t want to do anything, so might as well. But also haven’t yet graduated with bachelor’s bc got some courses left I’m working on currently, so I’ll like graduate in the middle of the year & start the master’s then (I hope; gotta email abt how that works like do I have to wait until the next semester or something)

Also I just feel like a failure bc the bachelor’s degree is usually a 3 year thing, and here I am doing it in like almost 4.5 years with the worst gpa. That’s fucking pathetic

#fuck like I know I should care abt this but I just can’t get myself to #i’m starting the master’s in a very ’’idk if this is even the one I want to go in’’ but like it’s the one I have the automatic option to go #to and won’t have to separately apply (bc missed that deadline big time)#like why tf am I this apathetic dude it’s ur education you’ll never be able to do again after this #pls pls get something out of it pls brain I'm begging you #like I don’t give a shit abt graduating like ik it’s like ’’a big thing’’ no one in my family has ever graduated from uni but like I feel #absolutely nothing & could care less I don’t fucking get it #is it the depression??#it’s the depression yeah for sure like dig up SOME feelings at least heyy #this too should stay as a draft but alas send post

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