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Grace from Façade is my mortal enemy.
This statement will become relevant later.
#if you've never played façade before#you're probably confused#but trust me#she is the worst character in all of video game history#do not argue with me#i am right#her husband trip is also a moron#but i feel like i could hang out with him in person#and not get an overwhelming urge to wrap my hands around his throat#like we'd never be friends#but i wouldn't commit a felony about it you know?#grace though?#i'd hold her head down in her soup bowl until the bubbles stop#i am not a violent person#but she unlocks something primal within me
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waiting for marvel to take you up as their comic artist so that we can have amazing art with cherik official storyline
marvel hire me to draw professor x and magneto making out sloppy style for forty issues straight you will get a BAJILLION dollars i promise
#fave#snap chats#'professor x' what are you a cop. moving on#vjeLKVJEALKV thank you much my friend one can only dream .....#you know whats so funny tho this just reminds me how like. My Number One Cheerleader was my highschool english teacher#she also ran the comic club in case thats relevant. because i was a part of that club OBVIOUSLY#i used to want to be a comic book artist but now i dont but anyway as a part of this club we'd have to draw comics sometimes#and alllll the time my teach would be so happy to get my stuff and she'd always be like#'[Snap] please promise me you'll never give up comics i want to read a comic from you one day' and stuff like that#i think id throw up laughing if i got to email her one day like 'omg hey teach 1.) im not a moody teenager anymore#2.) i got to work for marvel check it out <3' and i have to send her old man yaoi JLVKEJLKAEVJE#FUNNIEST TIMELINE IN THE WORLD I'D ACTUALLY DIE LIKE PLEAAAASSEE THATS ALL I COULD EVER WANT IN LIFE#on the realest note tho i didnt appreciate her enthusiasm enough. i wish i could tell her thank you someday#i think of her a lot whenever im in the dumps about my work she really is one of my biggest motivators#like i guess i COULD just shoot an email. maybe if i actually do something cool with comics or something#i dont even know if she remembers me so it'd just be bizarre wouldnt it#ANYWAYS. sappy story time's over theres a matcha crepe cake with my name on it BYYYYYEEEEE
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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE
#GAOU WAS SUBARU THE WHOLE TIME..... what a genuinely crazy twist but so fitting... what the hell. god.#zakuro's development was so sweet... “i just cant hate you”..... wanting save subaru awugh.#the whole scene at the mirror stone was honestly heartbreaking for subaru. a lot of it thanks to his terrific voice acting (unbiased)#but it was so sad.... he just wants gaou back..... him genuinely impaling himself with the shard. christ. CHRIST#i let out an audible “holy shit”.#“kindness leads you nowhere” GOD. AWUH#the genuine anguish. he truly is kind#NOT KOMUGI NO NO NO FUCK FUCK NOOOOOOOO#and then him reacting the same way..... realizing hes done the same thing that was done to him ..... was so fucking devastating#i find that genuinely so compelling... I DIDNT EXPECT SUCH A COMPELLING AND TRAGIC ANTAGONIST...... OH MY GOD.#its such a refreshing take to me that they genuinely are. so relentless in the love and care they want to share. youd expect the narrative#to go the route of “the moment you chose vengence you are unforgivable” but its never the case in this series.#forgiveness is always an option because they recognize that this vengence comes from intense pain and anguish.... and they cant bear#to see someone suffering. it made me genuinely so fucking emotional#all of it stemming from self blame and survivors guilt too i just. augwhauwhw....#komugiiii KOMUGIIIIII..... TALKING TO SUBARU..... “YOU JUST WANT TO TALK TO GAOU AGAIN RIGHT....” ARGHHH#“i feel warm” when hes purified. im sick. oh my god.#and of course. SATORU AND DAIFUKUUUUUUU#I LOVE THEIR PRECURE OUTFITS I WISH WE'D HAVE SEEN A BIT MORE OF THEM....... THEY'RE SO GOOD#YUICHI NAKAMURA DAIFUKU THEY DID THAT FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#ALL OF THEM SAUING GOODBYE......#when subaru reached oht and started fading i really did get so close to crying in ngl.... the joint hug ..... was so so good... awuhh#the catharsis was so beautiful#i genuinely also love how the plot is so integrated into the worldbuilding.... subaru and gaou's bond being what brought the#foundation of animal town... is genuinely such beautiful closure#the epilogue.... them not speaking anymore and how its like losing their beat friends but also not.... they miss them even when theyre there#the way they addressed it was so beautiful.....#i got so emotional when they got their voices back ok.... AND THE ED PLAYING...... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE#im so . what a genuinely spectacular show. awyahwuw#wonderful lb
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i got a call from a girl i used to know, we were inseparable years ago
#thought we'd get along but it wasn't so#and it's all i think about when i'm behind the wheel#i worry this is how i'm always gonna feel#but nothing lasts#i know the deal#but i LOVED you then and i LOVE you now and i DONT KNOW HOW#guess its hard to know when nobody else comes around#if i'm getting over you#or just pretending to#be alright convince myself i hate youuu#can't get over you#no matter what i do#i know i should but i could never hate you!!!!#nobody gets male fantasy like i do oh my god#my song my song my song#every time i listen to it i think about my ex best friend i haven't properly talked to since september 2023!!!!!!#luc posts#billie 🌠#billie eilish#male fantasy
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I got this headcanon that I imagine Jiyan being about 23 yo (in canon it's said he was general by age of 20 due to sudden promotion basically and that the war happened about 3 years ago, so i think that pretty much confirms he's pretty young. So 23 it is.)
And Aalto i think would be around 27/28. He just has this vibe and I imagine being information broker and getting where he is now took a little bit more time.
So Aalto I think has some relationship experience - but these are just flings and some casual fwb that don't last long, because he'd travel around a lot. While Jiyan gives vibe of not being in relationship at all before, too many things in rapid succession happened that he surely didn't have time for dating then, and now that he's general he doesn't really either.
So it's funny to think about flirty Aalto that gets flustered by Jiyan's serious sincerity. It's not how any of his previous relationships worked, never long time, so he himself has completely new experience of being wanted and loved this way. Then you have Jiyan who's just intense as he is with everything, even more so with his loved one.
#jilto#is this my jilto manifesto?#it might#i rambled on discord to one friend who eats my jilto rambles so everyone else should too#that is also to say that aalto is his favorite chew toy and i won't elaborate on this#y'all know#aalto trying to guide jiyan through relationship but he never was in long term real one so we're back to square one#they're both silly but it works!!!#jiyan#aalto#wuwa#withering waves#jiyan x aalto#something hot about Jiyan being younger#placing Aalto at 27/28 because he has vibe of a guy I'd hang out after work and we'd both go it'd be like this sometimes#and then not see each other for half a year because work#anyways rambles over
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feeling very mom-coded in this sweater/jacket/jeans combo =3
#i feel like i never leave the house anymore unless i'm getting groceries BDNDKSBSNDK#which is a lie actually i saw a friend on new year's day!!!!!! we hung out at a park and caught up and ate lunchies#took turns wearing masks bc he's not as covid conscious as us but he is willing to mask around us so we can unmask to eat or drink =3#it was a really nice visit!!!!! gotta see him again soon to meet his new kitty and also return the tin he used for our xmas cookie exchange#anyways DBFKFKSBAKD i love this sweater i've had it for years. i used to wear it in high school with mismatched bee/bunny socks!!!#i wanna be a mom so bad. ggghfbfmgkfkdbf shan't ruminate on this too long or i'll get actually sad#my partner and i used to joke that we'd be great aunts/uncles for our friend and his partner's kids but they broke up so BDJFKDBSBDKF#oh well!! i'm sure i'll work with kids again in some capacity to fulfull this want. ok enough rambling#it took my entire ride to the store to type all that#trix fits#trixie talks#also obligatory if you read all of these ily
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PROFESSOR X MARVEL RIVALS ANNOUNCEMENT REAL ???? ON MY BIRTHDAY ???
#snap chats#AS IF MY DAY COULDNT GET BETTER I KEEP FUCKING WINNING OFFICIALLY BEST BIRTHDAY EVER#ok so first im eating my words i guess the ufcker is coming#BUT VJLAKEJAELKJ ALEJK EALVJ ONE LAST SURPSEI ??? JUST FO RME ????#RIGHT BEFORE I START DRINKING AND PLAYING RIVALS STOPPPPPP#we'd probably have to wait like months for him to get in the game BUT SITLL ???? AR EYOU SERIOUS HE'S CONFIRMED ??#AND HE'S A STRATEGIST OH I GOT MY STRAT MAIN NOW#adam you have been fired. jk you're still here. until then ....#CHEERS MY FRIENDS NOW I CAN DRINK#yk i was thinking if he was ever announced id bleach my hair white because i just did not believe thatd happen#but i never made that a tag on this blog ... so i keep my beautiful black hair ... for now ...#ANYWAYS IM GOING TO SCREAM AND THROW UP I CANT BELIEVE HE'S ACTUALLY COMING#AT SOME POINT. IM GOING TO BE SICK
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didn't know you were a dorm warrior cheye, how' was 'd you like the experience of living away from home?
(general) unfortunately i didnt have a cawr then, and also the kitchen was communal (and had the washer and dryer units in it) so I tried to avoid being spotted in there due to the Embarrassment and Shame of being alive, so it was really not too different than living at home where my room is my entire world...just a bit more quiet and peaceful loafing.
(specific) the college i attended is surrounded by water so was nice to walk around the few times I did. I saw Raccoon in person for the first time in my life ^_^ and many smunks and osprey, pelican my best friend pelican
#skunk mail#Anonymous#there was a bus i took around several times but it never seemed worth it to go#(until i made the friends i did and we'd go on it together to the mall) but ykwim#id eat at dining hall but if they didnt have anything i wanted id have to get creative#not only bc getting to the grocery store by bus was a whole planned ordeal#but also because well id be on edge in the kitchen all the time. like please dont walk in on me making embarrassing meals.#im embarrassed.#but as a whole was good experience#those posts about how the ideal living experience is like a college dorm is true in the way that everything is close together#for ex. i liked that i had to take a long long walk to get my mail from the mail room...forced to get sun
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i'm trying v hard not to fall into the hoarder-esque pitfalls my parents kind of have and being v conscientious abt the things i own/buy and whether they serve me but i do still keep some things that just make me happy like a 6in tall pair of plaid peep toe abbey dawn boots w a bunch of punk accessories on them that i got in high school bcus i'm insane
#my friend group had this thing called hooker heel thursday where we'd wear like any pair of high heels#on thursdays for fun#and i wore them once for one of those and never again lol#lemme go see if i can find a pic of them online#i mention them being abbey dawn bcus it was avril lavigne's clothing line and i just think that's neat and important#i also owned like five of her hoodies w the integrated earbuds#that always stopped working after they went thru the wash lol
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#so i accompanied my mom to pick my sis from school today right#and I was in the car and we were on the way home and someone called out my name on the road like super loudly#so I stopped and turned back and it was my childhood friend?? who i last met EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO??? in a different country??#yeah we reconnected a little before the pandemic and we used to chat a lot but#we'd never been in the same place at the same time. so weird#and now. what are the fucking odds.#he's moved to my city and his office is really close to my house so he'd come to check out a co-living space on my street#if i hadn't gone with mom or if he hadn't reached my road by then or if he was just on the opposite side of the street we wouldn't have met#and. it's literally only been hours since he landed here. crazy#eighteen fucking years. and we're practically neighbours now#i mean. for the next sixteen days till i move to another country again aka the place where he and I met#fate is so fucking funny sometimes#megumi in the tags#megumi.fm
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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔



#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly#yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj#i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH#then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill#stfu abt undead songs HAHAH#me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice#in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT#i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki#and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar#HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th#e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA#GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT#never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy#produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH#random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his#sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i#support them both amen#as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with#tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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im under the impression that i dont feel my feelings as intensely as i used to anymore, especially when it comes to my feelings about other people, and i wonder if thats just what growing older does or if my ability to feel them was damaged by some sort of mental illness (or cannabis use), or if i just won't let myself get as invested into someone as i used to because most of the time it didn't end well and i got hurt
#like i will never love someone as intensely and w as much devotion as i loved my first boyfriend#because we'd been friends for so long before and i loved him so much over the course of our relationship. to like a codependent level#so i guess its good that i dont stake my entire wellbeing on another person anymore but like. idk sometimes i wish i wasnt afraid to love yk#i wish i could be moved as deeply as i used to be
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I've been watching Alan wake's American nightmare gameplay to try to sleep for a while now and. It keeps taking me completely by shock how much me and Mr scratch are the same fucking kind of thing. We even talk the fucking same. He even compared Alan to a rodent talking about putting him in a rap maze and making him run the same thing over and over and over because it entertains him to watch him struggle and fail and struggle and fail and struggle and fail over and over and over. He is just like me. The only difference is that I don't kill people. Because I don't want to go to jail. Like. The fuck actually
#red rambles#scratch talking about 'quality time with alice because he deserves it' after making a proper impact on people. i. me. 8 do that#I need to kill him right this minute. I deserve it. I've been a good boy. he would even enjoy it! we'd have fun with it#I want to fucking rip his dick off. it's insane.#even the kind of shit that I was saying when I was playing through aw2. insane. shout out to my beloved friend who did not call me on the#fact that every time I open my mouth for several days I sounded exactly like the villain of this other video game#every two and a half hours I feel like. I would be better at being Alan Wake than Alan Wake is. I still believe this by the way. anyway.#you'll never guess what scratch says with his mouth
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good god girl get over it
#every few weeks i get nostalgic n make myself sad#i had a friend that i rlly miss like 5yrs ago but idek how i would get in touch or if it would be intrusive n awkward#im sure we'd still rlly like eachothers company idek why we stopped talking#i think it's bc we both never had phones at the time#i kept breaking mine n they owned an old nokia that was never charged#plus some other weird social stuff that's immature now that i think of it#it doesn't matter honestly i just got into a “i miss that dumb mf he rlly got me” kinda mood
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"there's no better way to go out. a mage. like john constantine."

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#why did i come back here john constantine makes me want to carve my brain out#feast of friends was the most brutal episode of the nbc show because it gave gary lester So much more than the comics did#the very crucial difference being the way they finally give him a hand in his own fate. which kills me#and then the way constantine tells him he's proud of him. then kisses him like judas to send him on his way#never in my life did i ever think we'd get that comic in live action and now that we have? i think about it every day#he lost almost more people to his own ability to inspire self-sacrifice as he did to his actual mistakes#also once again: magic as a metaphor for addiction. all that talk about self-annihilation and cycles you just can't break
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