#like wdym i can't make ppl cry

[raplinesmoon]

me, writing something that isn't angst

[monowritestoomuch]

My Notes While Listening to Chapter 1 of Lost & Found

So I only found Charlie from BitterSweet so far and that's what I've been using to write Charlie's character. but in light of the newst hype with him and Auron, now I'm listening to the audios. This is all of chapter 1's notes that I wrote. Read along as I lose my shit.

NOT THE SLOGANS BRO--

HE'S A CUTIE OML

I see he had to sign un NDA, hmmmmm, and so did we, hmmmmmm--AURON YOU MOTHERF--

OH MY GOD HE'S SUCH A WET CAT

WE PUT A LOVE NOTE IN THE CD?! OH MY GOD THE FUCKING HEARTBREAK BRO

MOMMY AND DADDY ISSUES BRO BUT MAKE THEM SADBOI ANGST

HE WANTS US TO RUN OUR HANDS THRU HIS HAIR BRO DUDE THAT IS THE MOST ROMANTIC SHIT I'VE EVER HEARD

HE DEALT DRUGS?!

BRO WAS THE DRUG DEALER HOLY FUCK HE IS WALTER WHITE

it can't get worse, can it?

Oh no he, he was hopeless to life, oh. . .he didn't care about death. . .oh

He almost did. . .oh. Someone saved him. At least he made friends?

Dude omg

He got out and he's free? Dude has the mental health of a fricking side character in the mf mcu

guilt and shame and fear, dude im gonna cry,

He's not okay guys.

"I just have to keep going," what if I cried?

"And then you showed up," WHAT IF I CRY RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW

Bro said that it wasn't a good story. Bro. Bro. You're traumatized honey. You need therapy honey.

HE'S A TRAUMATIZED CUTIE

PLEASE JUST KISS ALREADY

DUDE WE DID SLIP YOU A LOVE NOTE AND I'D DO IT AGAIN--

PLEASE JUST KISS ALREADY WJKFNFRSUKDNJCFUD

I'D TELL YOU BY KISSING YOU BRO, NOT HARD

PLEASE KISS

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

HOLY SHIT UHHHHHHH WHAT'S ABOUT TO HAPPEN WITH US AND HIM BRO WHAT

"I dare you to, show me how you feel. . ." WHAT IF I FUCKING SCREAMED

THE KISS HAPPENED YALL.

(he's a fucking bottom omg)

damn bros speechless

MORE KISSES?! YUURI MY GOOD SIR YOU'RE FEEDING US TONIGHT--

WE ASKED IF HE WAS OKAY. WE STAN PPL WHO CHECK IN ON THEIR PARTNERS.

HE'S TOUCH STARVED OH HONEY--

MORE KISSES

"just a natural reaction" and I oop--

more kisses

"excited around you--" I CHOKED--

NO DON'T GO TO BED--NOT WITHOUT HIM

HELL YEAH HE'S GONNA CUDDLE

yes honey, you're nervous. it's okay

COMMUNICATION IS THE FUCKING KEY

Side note: I had to pause this absolute masterpiece because I actually had to screech.

Oh he's self deprecating, oh no baby. . .

"Maybe I'll figure it out if you kiss me again," WHAT IF I ENDED UP ON A PUDDLE ON THE FLOOR--

He called us hot, guys. Why can't real men be like this?

more smooches. okay. okay.

HE MISSED US. MY FUCKING HEART <3

WHY CAN'T REAL MEN BE LIKE THIS?!

Ticklish you say. . .

mono.exe has stopped computing

sir.

"None of it has changed. You still make my heart race." Can a man say this to me?

"Restless sleeper." Restless sleeper you say?

His parents totally shipped us.

"Gas station rhino pills." PFT--HDJFEWHJDSFKJESDJFJWE

YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH NO MORE SELF DEPRECTATION

YOU ARE NOT DAMAGED GOODS

EXPECATATIONS MY ASS. YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH.

YOU'RE NOT GOING TO DISSAPOINT ME. YOU'RE A FICTIONAL MAN. Honestly you can't do that, it's impossible.

HE IS A FUCKING BOTTOM I WAS RIGHT LMAO

I would kiss you a million times my boy

mono.exe has stopped computing x2

THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE WHO WANT YOU BRO. HAVE YOU MET THE WET CAT LOVERS?????

"How do I say this without sounding like a thot?" my friend, you are one

mono.exe has stopped computing x3

IM SO RED IN THE FACE RN ACTUALLY IM A FUCKING TOMATO

I WOULD KICK HIS ASS IN A FIGHT THAT SCRAWNY MF NEVER STOOD NO CHANCE

WDYM UR NOT SMOOTH BRO

HE'S THE SILLIEST LITTLE GUY ISTG

HE SMOKES??????

HIS BOSS HAS A FUCKING WEED GARDEN I FUCKING CAN'T ANYMORE

little mister rat boy

he's so cute and for what.

BROS SO FUCKING HIGH RN

mono.exe had stopped computing x4

GUY YOU KNEW????? OMG IT'S FRICKING ALPHONSE ISN'T IT. AND SETH.

MORE KISSES

my fbi agent is going to be so concerned when i looked up "how to safely bleach one's ears?"

End Notes: I'm going to listen to chapter 2. Holy fuck. Please expect some Charlie content in January and February. Now I'm going to go bake. See you on the 25th for a special surprise!

[theloveinc]

caitie let me bug ur inbox rq 🥳 i can't stop thinking abt how ppl would assume deku would have a nice sweet baby and bkg having the opposite, but when they do have their kids it's the other way around and deku's baby is so mean to EVERYONE even tho they're literally a couple months old or smthing, just mean mugging ppl and not letting them touch or hold them except deku or you.. then they see how bkg's kid is so much nicer and sweeter and loves to socialize and walks/crawls up to ppl and smiles and lets them carry them and loves to laugh and everyone just thinks,, did the babies get switched at birth? 😭 but their kids look just like them so they know that isn't true but idkk i just think deku with a mean baby is so €}!*]€~ bc he's just like "haha idk where they got that from :D" or "wdym they're a sweet baby?" and the baby is just frowning at the person taking to their daddy 😭 anywho gnn~

AW :( Deku's baby isn't mean!!!!!! Just sensitive!!!!!!!!!! And colicky, and cranky b/c they need sleep, and picky, I mean... they just have preferences!! It's not their fault they love their parents more than anyone!!!! -Deku, at some point, probably smh...

No but it's funny because... EVEN BAKUGO thought he'd get the mean one and was so ready to like... provide discipline and therapy for his child for YEARS, only to not need it even remotely (at least, for his first, maybe)... and then there's Deku who, out of everything, never even dreamed of the possibility of having a mean baby... and there he is suddenly having to pull out all the stops just to get them to stop swatting at strangers and then later, hiding behind your legs at parties. Man is STRESSED as all hell.

("safe hands, baby. SAFE HANDS--" and he's grabbing their little fist at supersonic speed to stop it from going straight into Iida's glasses. Thank god he's not offended (because the babe can pack a real punch for someone no bigger than a watermelon)... even if for the first time in, almost ... EVER, Iida's looking back at Bakugo with some kind of genuine respect. Who, meanwhile, is just smirking proudly about it.)

asdnfjkasd even Bakugo's kid is a little wary of the Deku's baby... which Baku finds absolutely hilarious because it was kind, uncle Deku's 8-monther that was able to make his sturdy two year old cry just by refusing to be held (he was mad about it at the time though lmao because of course he was).

But Deku's kid never quite gets over the mean streak, don't you think? Has a good heart but is still just as grumpy and cranky, w/ a permanent frown, except now they can verbalize their excuse... just like their dad. "What do you mean, I'm mean? I'm just sensitive >:(" they say, because that's exactly what they've been hearing their whole life. And to be fair, it's true... just, very poorly expressed.

Bye.

-

Thank you for buggin me with this, anon!! I hope I did this lovely idea justice... I enjoyed it very much <3 sleep well + lovely dreams to you🥰

[lepus-littlebear]

nah cause every time i go through main story i can't help but be amazed by the summoner's strong mentality and will like wdym you're fine even after you suddenly lost your normal life overnight, got transported to another world and it's a magical world filled with mystery and strange things, ppl there don't even fking know how to send you back, suddenly you have powers, an unknown creepy cult wants you, every monster is out there to get you, you're the center of attention of all those goofy ah students, you need to start everything from zero, strange visions appear before you often, prophecy abt world's fate and shit like that and still being very chill and wanting to save this world that's foreign to you???? still barging into dangers even after all those events??? trusting the strangers with your life and letting them protect you???

like these are some reasons i could never be lee dam(summoner) bc i would go insane and cry day in and out missing my old life and being scared to bones bc my ass cannot even sleep without lights on what makes you think i can handle this shit at all

ik some fans get frustrated bc summoner cannot fight/defend physically but i think being strong mentally and adapting to environments fast is also super cool as it's also one of few things that can help you survive difficulties and it's not easily achievable either.(i accept no summoner/lee dam slander here. call me summoner defender)

also i love how summoner sleeps regularly during lectures lmfao one thing i can relate

Conclusion our mc is unhinged and chaos attracter and i love that

started thinking after seeing this tweet and felt how true it is

[pandemonium-of-love]

Ny: well yeah, sometimes I take a bit, just keep going, it yk stops what's limiting me.

Reg: wdym what's limiting you?

Nya: well yk the pain

reg: you-you're in pain? We said you would stop if it gets bad

Nya: it's just sometimes, when I do too much, but I- I need to do more to get to-

Regulus: no. No you don't, we said you wouldn't do this!

Nya: but, this, it's all I have, it's all I have!

Reg: you have me, you-you have us! Is that not enough, why do you need to do this if it just puts you in pain?

Nya: its- it's enough baby, it's always been enough, you've always been enough, I just, i can't like me, I can't like... myself if I don't-if I can't do this.

(cue the breakdown and the comfort and the everything else that makes ppl cry)

[ox1-lovesick]

I feel like i've embarrased myself enough around you, but sorry if it feels like a spam in your box I'm really bored and, I just saw what that anon said 😶 being rude to you for no reason like bffr? like yes we get what mel is going through we can feel sorry for her cause their alot going on, but for an anon to blame you and putting you as "rude" for blocking someone because they make you uncomfy and really just rude on there side like Mel acc is more seen a as vent acc (to me) I can get that,but what do y'all (you little ppl) not see venting isnt always comfortable to some people as it may seem, when you think of venting as something everyone will say yes to you rlly need to get back into reality, venting if for people you trust, and someone you feel like will care for and help with a situation you're going through. but just bcus someone blocks a person for making them uncomfy isnt need for you to play the "see what there going through" card like "awaring" sav of what their going through like they dont already know is rlly dumb if you ask me 😳 but you see me personally I wouldnt try to stand a ground when you didnt even try to but like thats just me personally (talking to you anon.) 😂🤘🔥, but anyways hru sav? Hope you're doing good 🥰✨. (LITERALLY SORRY FOR THIS WHOLE ASS FANFIC LIKE PARA 😭) , also you dont have tk reply to it, u can delete or just simply private ask but its up to you. have a greatday/night 😜

MY EYES ARE SWEATING THIS IS SO SWEET ☹️ wdym embarrassed i've been wanting to interact with you for the longest time you're so cool 😭 i always see you on ej's (I'm pretty sure it's ej???💀) blog and you're so funny 😭

i was gonna make a post last night saying the exact same thing because?? i literally could not care less how you think of her, i'm not responsible for her mental state and neither is anyone else. i shouldn't even have to explain why i blocked her cause that's no one's business 💀 some friend of hers sent an ask to my other moot telling her about this whole situation saying melli was crying and everything because of me and i'm just like ???? what did she even have to do with this she hasn't been active on tumblr in a week 💀 the casual guilt-tripping too like it's not my fault melli is going through things and while i give her my condolences i have nothing to do with that 💀 i don't get why people can't understand that,, i never had a problem with melli venting to me but i'm a stranger on the internet you met a week ago, i don't know why you'd trust me with those things and why my presence in your life mattered so much that you'd cry over it but it is what it is ig 💀 and literally??? i know that melli is going through a lot but you don't get to use that as an excuse to call me a shitty person, just like your mental health isn't a bypass to do and say whatever you want 💀

thank you for this ask alayna, it was really sweet 🙁 my cat just peed on my bed so i don't feel the greatest but i'm good! how are you 🫶🫶

[ineedtherapist]

after like a week of inactivity i am going to bombard your ask with random things that are totally out of context i love gingers and i have an oc who is a ginger, and there's this boy at my school who looks just like him and everytime i see him i'm like that wojak meme who has his mouth opened and is pointing at something in the distance, and that boy doesn't know i am referring to him as my oc's name when i'm talking with my friends and he will never know.

once upon a time i woke up with a terrible stomach pain, like it was so painful i almost shed a tear, and i rarely cry. so i ran up to the bathroom and i passed out. when i gained conciousness i looked at myself in the mirror and i was pale as a ghost's butt cheeks. i left the bathroom and my mom is like "what happened" and i told her "eh, nothing much, just passed out" my dog was looking at me and i tried not to laugh, bcuz he has a dumb little face. so anyway, that day i stayed at home

when i was in preschool i had a crush on a boy who punched me in the guts, and my headcanon is that jotaro did the same when he liked someone when he was young

i was once writing a kny rp in which i totally lost my mind; so i live in poland, right? and me and my friends transformed bucci gang into a pathological polish family (i know it's about kny, but wait) and abbacchio was a king of the district and just a hobo in general. so i took him and just rammed him into demon slayer's universe and he was like... an alcoholic demon sage who helped the entire gang defeat astro-people, who were mostly based on teachers at my school and a few problematic people. you know, just for giggles. abbacchio's (we were calling him "boadicea" back then) power was to create an alcohol barrier and everything was just like... what the frick's happening

ALCOHOL BARRIER-

u really can't take abba seriously can you 💀

but ngl it fits him a lot.

WDYM 'eh nothing much I just passed out' like bro?? why?? how?? spill the tea homie. 😋

I'm counter attacking urs out of context with mine now cuz LMAO THIS IS SO FUN TO READ

Back when I was 15 I used to make a whole verse of psychological horror AU based on my teachers n bestie.

my teachers are like.. in their 40's/50's💀

BRO DON'T BLAME ME, MY BESTIE HAVE DADDY ISSUES AND SHE ALWAYS FALL FOR OLDER PPL NOT YOUNGER THAN 30 EVEN NOW.

So I was like well- why don't we make a spinoff of that. So we got like the whole verse set up. character development, angst, fluff, horror you name it. We even make headcannons and ship. mind you, I haven't discover tumblr yet and doesn't even realize what I'm doing lol.

It's basically just me making ocs and lores to indulge my bestie in her endless crushing for dilf till now

WE ALSO PUT A CHARACTER INSPIRED BY OUR COUNTRY MINISTER IN THERE AND YES, MY BESTIE HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM TOO 👹

One of me and my bestie pretty close friend are one of the main cast but she never know and we never tell her to this day 👍

spoiler : she die in s1

Ever since I was 13, I'm actually subconsciously fixated on blondie 💀

fictional-wise that is.

it's either cuz they're too hot for no reason or they just fit into my preferences a lil bit too much.

HOLY COW I JUST REALISE SPEEDY IS ALSO A FCKIN BLOND-

There are a few more blond I use to like but those are the dark times, we don't talk about it. 💀

Back when I was 9 I almost lose my thumb and index finger cuz my dumb ass of a kid think I'm old enough to cut sugar canes with my gramps machete without being supervised by adults. cry a lot.

When I was 10, me and my cousin pretend we're forming a band. We're sitting at my gramp self-build resting hut (??) with self-made slide 😎

So as I was guitaring the broom on top of a fcking ladder in the hut with my cousin whose sitting on the floor, I cutely fell off the ladder and twist my wrist. doesn't cry but it hurt af bro 🌚

I used to have 3 cats, one die. been 6 years since that day. pick up a new one 2/3 years ago. they fight a lot lol cuz the other two are sibs and the new bb kinda invading their territory. doesn't fight as much nowadays tho. still remember my bb girl from 6 years ago a lot cuz she's the sweetest out of all 4 and she isn't here anymore :)

[baekhvuns]

Agreed, some of the stories from those games are cheap Harlequin type of stories, but some seriously surprised me. 👀

Btw, do you know gacha and/or otome games like Obey Me, The Arcana, Twisted Wonderland? A seemingly random question, but it's for a reason ajhdiajwkwjdhsjs.

Ateez x Hospital Playlist AU when? There's something about the law field that feels sexy even though it isn't irl, lmao - I actually applied for law at uni and even got in, but chose something else. But I still enjoy all the law talk and cases, so it's a shame not many people write those stories. Miss lawyer Baek, you need to deliver! Have you seen How To Get Away With Murder? We need that!

Okay, okay hold on because I saw a thread with Seonghwa as pictures of black panthers on Twitter once, so you're onto something here! But also WDYM one of them isn't who I think he is?! 😭 Yo, I'm gonna go crazyyyyyy

Ohhh, Gonna start Levelling Up My Husband then.

Yeah so I was right this isn't a fic, but it should be https://tizzyssmutblog.tumblr.com/post/650610076198043648/catseonghwa-as-your-secretary-cat-seonghwa/amp - also may I add how much I love secretary Park, that video is so funny and TWO Seonghwa's... like come on this is too much for my weak Shinestar heart.

Anyway, I'm not ready for their first concert today, not only because they'll be killing us, but also I'll be in the state of mourning for the next 3 weeks or so since I can't go. 💔 We need to be strong and not let those cruel men destroy us completely, but I have a feeling something BAD for our mental health is gonna happen. 😩 - DV 💖

HELLO

Agreed, some of the stories from those games are cheap Harlequin type of stories, but some seriously surprised me. 👀

RIGHTTT some be having such interesting plots like have me double taking “o-oh??? this fr???”

Btw, do you know gacha and/or otome games like Obey Me, The Arcana, Twisted Wonderland? A seemingly random question, but it's for a reason ajhdiajwkwjdhsjs.

I HAVENT ACTUALLY but i searched up arcana and 👁👁 helllo, p-pls to tell me what this is bc iM iNTRIGUED

Ateez x Hospital Playlist AU when? There's something about the law field that feels sexy even though it isn't irl, lmao - I actually applied for law at uni and even got in, but chose something else. But I still enjoy all the law talk and cases, so it's a shame not many people write those stories. Miss lawyer Baek, you need to deliver! Have you seen How To Get Away With Murder? We need that!

NO FR WHEN WHAT THE HELL THEYD SUIT IT SO GOOD 😭😭😭 omg law is only sexy in london bc there’s actually attractive ppl there who dress UP 😭😭😭 it feels so sexy maybe it’s the authority u have but it’s so???? wackass tbh i was told by my chart reader to do this field for the sole reason of the authority 😭😭😭 OH NO WAY??? THAT WOULDVE BEEN SO COOL u could taught me and id repay in fanfics 🤲🏼 YEAHH i def like that hongjoong lawyer thing def but that requires a lot of plot and thinking 😭😭😭😭 MISS ANON I HAVE AND I FBWNDBNSBDKWHDNS WILL DO IT SOMEDAY FR FR I WILL

Okay, okay hold on because I saw a thread with Seonghwa as pictures of black panthers on Twitter once, so you're onto something here! But also WDYM one of them isn't who I think he is?! 😭 Yo, I'm gonna go crazyyyyyy

HAVE YOU?? MAN if panthers were a person they’d be so intimidatingly hot with a personality of a tulips yes. he. FBWMDJS I MEAN ONE TWIN ALWAYS GOTTA BE EVIL RIGHT ☺️☺️☺️

Ohhh, Gonna start Levelling Up My Husband then.

YES SUPER GOOD!! im just waiting for updates but i also rec “see you in my 19th life” the main guy gives san energy

Yeah so I was right this isn't a fic, but it should be https://tizzyssmutblog.tumblr.com/post/650610076198043648/catseonghwa-as-your-secretary-cat-seonghwa/amp - also may I add how much I love secretary Park, that video is so funny and TWO Seonghwa's... like come on this is too much for my weak Shinestar heart.

i- why would u do this to me, IM GOMMA CRY THE EARS R GONNA MAKE ME CRY FBWNBDSMDH,,,, RIGHT HES SO 😭😭😭🤌🏼 two seonghwa’s x one reader.. wowzie

Anyway, I'm not ready for their first concert today, not only because they'll be killing us, but also I'll be in the state of mourning for the next 3 weeks or so since I can't go. 💔 We need to be strong and not let those cruel men destroy us completely, but I have a feeling something BAD for our mental health is gonna happen. 😩 - DV 💖

HWY DID U REMIMD ME FHHDMWHDKSHDKW I FIRHOT FRJEMBFDJ HES GONNA FBWNDHKSHD WONDELRAND MY ASS FJKWHDWKBFWM PREPARE FHWNDJKS FOR ME SCRWMJMF I HAVE A BAD FEELIMG THEYRE GONNA DO SOMETHING ESP THAT SEOMGHWA GUY IMBFKWHDKW 🔫🔫🔫🔫