#like this is honesyly the worst ive been in two years
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Sleepy berry time
#because I know if i stay up longer ill get worse mentally and. man idk if I can handle that#psych appointment tomorrow save me. save me psych appointment#i am still doing incredibly badly. duality of wanting so much attentuon but also needing so much space#because im fragile i know it im not doing well and only recently got back on meds#and if i get bad mentally i will get bad physically and i dont. want to get sick.#like this is honesyly the worst ive been in two years#maybe even four years#i am very very scared of people and have very bad trust issues#regrettably my barriers and walls are back up. so i just kind of am not saying shit ever and barely interacting or showing emotion#time will probably fix me but im so impatient. Usually id be stubborn and ignore it. but im so scared and nothing can be done#anyways all these tags just to say im going to sleep
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