#like the self loathing is huge rn actually i had completely forgotten so many things about myself and state of mind when i was that young
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Visit Tumblr Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Last Seen Tumblr Blogs
Fun Fact
US Tumblr user growth rate is estimated to slow down to 4.1%.
Text
i found all my old fanfics from 2009 when i was in junior high. and yeah, they were all cringey and bad, but i think i really learned a lot about who i was at the time, and it was introspective and good, mainly
#like the self loathing is huge rn actually i had completely forgotten so many things about myself and state of mind when i was that young#and if id never dug these up they wouldve stayed forgotten forever and i kind of wish it was that way#but it was nice to visit my old self again. its amazing how many things can be forgotten so quickly.#i dont remember actually writing 90% of those things#but i can fathom where i got my ideas from and the irl things i was processing by writing shitty fanfics#also it makes me miss the old days of kh fics? ones with those vibes definitely still exist but it was different back then#also i could NEVER write a high school fic ever again oh my god and they were all high school fics#makes me want to write one of those really long real world ship fics with like 50 characters whys marluxia the bus driver all of a sudden#OH i came here to say i wish id gotten to play bbs in 2009 so i could've written about vanitas instead of just always making roxas emo???
0 notes