#like that's my story!! it makes me mad bc it's stupid but I hadn't realised she could tell it as well? it's silly
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#I was at a party and my friend's friend's boyfriend told me he knows the girl who broke my heart in hs#the girl I had a homoerotic friendship with who then ghosted me while I was half a world away#bc she got herself a boyfriend. and didn't explain until months later when I insisted <3#these are my university friends!! and everything that happened w her was in 2017.#when he told me I was SHAKING bc I lowkey never got over that situation. I got over her a while ago and I even remember her fondly sometime#but the whole thing was shitty and left me with a broken heart and unresolved issues that she never fully took responsibility for <3#and he told me she just broke up w that same boyfriend bc she got together w a guy at work#while they were both in a relationship that they each ended so they could be together#and yeah that's shocking but the fact that he knows who I am is WILD to me#he still was a bit shady on how he knew#bc he said she recognised me from something he posted on his story (genuinely don't remember him posting me)#but he knew my last name for some reason before that. sooo#anyway he was cagey abt what he knew and just said that she told him we were best friends and that we liked each other#and then i left and the time difference got a big too much for her and she got together with this guy#and that she regretted it. and like yeah I guess that's what happened and I'm glad she admits her guilt when retelling it#but it freaks me out that she is out there. talking abt me. just openly telling anyone abt how she broke my heart#like that's my story!! it makes me mad bc it's stupid but I hadn't realised she could tell it as well? it's silly#that she regretted how she dealt w the situation btw not getting with the guy#alsooo what is she telling ppl about me. im lowkey scared of his perception of me now bc I was very intense#and even worse at communicating and did get too in my head and pushed her a bit#bc I was a teenager with these strong ideas of what love should be#so I acted difficult and I wasn't my best version ik ik#but still who does SHE THINK SHE IS#to be telling ppl about me#what the fuck!!!!!!!!!
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