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oddogoblino · 9 months ago

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Sometimes my paranoia makes me really overthink why someone could've possibly blocked me but then I have to remember how the reasons can go as small as just not liking the ship someone else reblogged once.

#oddito ramblinos #like- im so paranoid about doing anything remotely problematic that it legit makes me scared of reblogging normal aaa body support stuff #my entire decisions on what is and isnt chill to reblog/like is based like 40% off of the ppl i follow.#like ofc common sense is a majority but that 40% that has no idea desperately tries to find social cues from others on if smth is good #said social cues being ofc- reblogging things #some things im confused about still but silently nod along to whatever ppl i am friends with say when theyre more knowledgeable abt things #like that ableist rickroll...i had no idea until someone i follow reblogged an awareness post..#i am so scared of being wrong - not for the act of being wrong but of the consequences of what im wrong abt #said smth abt my ship that someone else who ships it doesnt agree with? Idk they might yell at me and say terrible things!! Who wants that?#note i am perfectly fine just existing and this is a weird issue to have- i have just always been a paranoid being and know it's paranoia #idk why im rambling its 6 am

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