#like sure its repelling but at least im not gonna fuckin. die from some spetic disease
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theres something very frustrating about ppl shaming me for being gross all the time and then i do everything to Remain Clean so they leave me alone and then ppl act like im a neat freak. which one do you fuckin want?
#sorry that my version of being clean doesnt always seem to align with your version#sorry im a different fucking person#i can either not care or care those are your options. you just gotta accept that when i care imma be thinking about every little fuckin#thing that could contribute to me being gross.#no theres no in between. i cant only kinda care. my brain will constantly be thinking about how i couldve done it better.#so its either i dont give a shit and you accept i smell like bo today or i care and you stfu about my cleaning habits#its 100 or nothing with me on this#bc if im gonna clean? i minus well go all out. i minus well try to be as clean as i can be.#why bring all this energy up to do it in the first place if im only gonna half ass it#i try to do hospital levels of cleanliness ok. they know wtf theyre doin theyre tryna prevent diseases n shit from spreading ok#so if im gonna clean i should be like that bc the point of cleaning is to prevent diseases n shit anyways#fungal growth etc. otherwise ppls obsession w telling you you smell gross wouldn't matter as much bc there wouldnt be shit to worry about#like if produced bo but it didn't negatively effect my health at all i dont think id ever care when ppl say that shit to me#like sure its repelling but at least im not gonna fuckin. die from some spetic disease#septic*#and usually for a day or two you dont gotta worry about that being an issue but still. ppl treat you like you're gross anyways so whatever
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