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Literally still upset about that fucking terf i thought i could befriend today like did you see what you did you ruined a perfectly beautiful and fruitful relationship with a man who has incredible good takes on characters because you couldn't stand the idea of not everyone sharing your personal struggles SHAKING MY FUCKING HEAD
#luly talks#i say sobbing and throwing up because i will kill to get to speak about teddy i AUGH kills myself and pins the murder on her#terfs have left me so anxious tho every time i see a white cis women im sweating/hj#like some don't even realize they are transphobic which is worse like#god this one today literally said women dont get gender euphoria like GO FUCK YOURSELF THAT'S A LIE#I WAS A WOMAN ONCE AGO AND I WASN'T MISERABLE THIS IS LITERALLY A YOU PROBLEM#GO TO THERAPY STOP TRYING TO THROW US ALL INTO THE SAME BAG YOUR PROBLEMS AREN'T OURS LEARN TO BE HAPPY AND STOP BEING ENVIOUS#OR BUY MY WORDS I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU IN HAND ON HAND COMBAT BECAUSE I CANNOT STAND THESE SHIT TAKES ANYMORE
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Trans KLCK getting accidentally misgendered by one of the Bad Kids in Freshman Year because they just honestly didn't realize she was a girl and said "he" in casual reference to someone they didn't know.
Trans KLCK holding on to that as she continues to pile up on reasons to hate them.
Trans KLCK interpreting making fun of her name as transphobia, which Porter and Jace encourage.
I'm divided on if I want/am expecting Oisin and Ivy to be completely evil or not. It seems like there are now good odds they're The Actually Bad Rat Grinders, in which case maybe Oisin knows KLCK was taking things the wrong way and just didn't say anything because he didn't care/rage is the name of the game, and Ivy very much seems like the kinna person who doesn't necessarily hate trans people but is like, "what's all the fuss about?" and gets mildly annoyed when corrected about pronouns.
But if not, and Oisin and Ivy are just as much victims of Porter and Jace as the others, I can see a world where the rest of the Rat Grinders were fully behind KLCK's mistaken belief the Bad Kids are Like That.
Either way it'd be hilarious since Kristen is, I think, Ally's one and only non-trans PC so far. AU where Kristen transitions to Kris and averts the Rat Grinder grudge.
Anyway, this is not me trying to make KLCK/the Rat Grinders more sympathetic than they are in canon, I still think they have plenty going on for them to have been frustrated with and have had that frustration manipulated by trusted adults in their lives, grooming them into dealing with that frustration in the worst possible way for their own benefit. I just like this idea.
#dimension 20#kipperlilly copperkettle#I also think transitioning resulting in less than 100% passing and being non-maliciously misgendered should be depicted more#that would be so hard for someone with KLCK's other issues#because I don't feel people are properly prepared for the reality of praxis not being automatic and easy#like âthey didn't mean to they just didn't realize you're a girlâ can be an incredibly painful thing to hear#possibly hurting even worse than if it WAS malicious#so on some level assuming it to be intentional is also a kinna defense mechanism#I once wrote a fic where a cis character genuinely didn't understand trans stuff and had to have it explained to her#and someone came at me in the comments like why'd you make her so transphobic#which was...irritating
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courting antisemitism
so i recently decided to take a look at the latest stonetoss comics (probably because i love suffering). and while i was expecting some content on the israel palestine conflict, what i did not expect was how... standard it seemed. well, most of it at least, but i'll get to that in a second.
for context, if you don't know what stonetoss is, it's a (poorly drawn) webcomic known for having radical alt-right views - meaning it's incredibly racist, homophobic, transphobic, islamophobic, antisemitic. all that fun stuff.
so while i was expecting to see bad stuff, one of the first things i saw on the topic of israel was this:
terrible art aside, this comic is making a point that i usually see in left wing circles: that israel is pinkwashing genocide.
curious if there was more like this, i kept looking, and the comic right before that one was this:
again, this makes points that i usually see in left wing circles. that american healthcare is crazy expensive, that canada tells poor people to commit suicide, and that israel is bombing hospitals.
why does stonetoss, this well known alt-right nutjob, now seem to be bringing up left-wing talking points?
curious, i kept going deeper:
well this is... odd. clearly, stonetoss is trying to say that israel is on another level of bad, even worse than russia, iran, and north korea. i can possibly see someone on the left making the argument that the russian invasion of ukraine isn't as bad as what israel is doing in gaza, or that at least north korea isn't invading any other countries, but... iran??? the country that has a police force designed to enforce religious law, and gets away with murdering women who do not properly cover their hair? the country that props up paramilitary groups in countries all over the middle east, including lebanon, yemen, and yes, palestine?? that's completely ridiculous
but, given how much more israel is in the news nowadays than any of these other countries, i could see why someone would buy this
and now, we're starting to get to the crux of what stonetoss is trying to do. when someone sees this, they might be inclined to agree with it. they might begin to think that israel is the worst country on the planet
and that might not seem so bad at first. but the more you hate israel, especially irrationally, the more you feel allowed to dehumanize those who support it. the more you might be willing to agree with this comic, which came out two days prior to the one above
this comic says that jews, as a whole have no desire to exist with other people. it is blatantly antisemitic
i'm sure you could imagine some young leftist who sees the comics above this one and thinks, "this guy makes some good points". and then, when they get to this one, they might realize that this is antisemitism
or, they may not.
and that would start them down the road to becoming an antisemite.
this is what stonetoss and other alt-right nutjobs are hoping to achieve. to take left wing fury at israel, and direct it at jews.
we saw it with those neo-nazis at the palestine rally, and we're seeing it again here.
and if you've found yourself agreeing with what stonetoss has said so far, i would like you to see the last comic stonetoss put out before october 7th:
this horrifically racist comic is in reference to an environmental activist who was murdered by a black man in early october. this blatantly racist garbage is the kind of stuff stonetoss usually puts out.
but as soon as october 7th happened? these were his next two comics:
stonetoss completely changed the comic's tone as soon as the current crisis started. why?
to get as many people as possible to get on board with hating jews.
and i know many of you might be thinking that "well, everyone knows that stonetoss is racist garbage. nobody is going to fall for this"
except, as we saw with the neo-nazis at the rally for palestine, it's not always that obvious who the antisemites are and who is just rallying for peace. they are often a lot better at disguising it than stonetoss is.
AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE AWARE OF THAT
EVERYONE, no matter HOW much experience you have, can fall victim to propoganda. EVERYONE needs to be aware of what people around them are saying, and able to pick out hateful rhetoric, because even the stuff that is just kind of toeing the line of what's hateful is still putting your foot in the door
be cautious, everyone. and stomp out hate where you see it.
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So, you gonna admit you were wrong and forced a trans woman to out herself because âEveryone I Disagree With Is A TERF!â or what?
holy shit, you mean homunyas? hey tell her to unblock me, if she didn't like what I have to say about cryptoterfs when I thought she was cis, she's REALLY not gonna like what I have to say now that I know she's trans. because now I know she's not only spouting off crypto-terf shit, she's also doing it to someone who was supposed to be her own fucking sister. this intensifies my dislike of homunyas and I stand by every single fucking thing I said. poor "mean lesbian" can't take backlash? she shouldn't fucking harass transfems. nobody made her come on my post (which was about trans positivity) and call me a bigot for having a complex relationship with gender and sexuality (which is especially funny because by her own rules I'm a good girl Real Lesbianâ˘ď¸). nobody made her mark me as a transphobe on shinigami eyes. nobody made her out herself as trans. she experienced the consequences of her own fucking actions and is now trying to use her identity as a shield, because surely a trans woman couldn't POSSIBLY have shittons of internalized transphobia.
that being said, I obviously do not support the harassment of transfems, even if they fucking suck and are harassers themselves. idk what is going on with homunyas bc if i did a "where are they now" with every harasser i got I'd never have any free time. but we already have so much fucking shit to deal with every day without it. if you think you are helping me by harassing her, or are in any way doing this shit on my behalf, take a big fucking step back and realize You're The Homunyas Here. then go live in a monestary where trans people don't have to exist around you for a few years to do some deep soul-searching. then come back and voluntarily self-report so I can block your ass. don't fucking harass trans people. i get it, she sucks. just block and move on. you aren't making me feel better by making my sister feel worse.
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Hiii, it's kind of a weird request so I totally understand if you ignore
Would you mind writing fluff with some comfort for Dazai with a trans male reader (ftm), when the reader is very transphobic (only) towards himself, because he doesn't want to be this way cause it's not something 'socially accepted?' the reader is rather chameleonic n generally cares a lot about how he's seen and if he fits in, going as far to change his whole way of acting based on who he's talking with or when he can't mirror someone's personality putting on a charismatic, playful, talkative facade. (Basically a social3 in detail but not manipulative if u know that term) because of his desire to climb social ladder and massive fear of lacking social acceptance, he tries to gaslight himself into thinking he's cisgender most of the time, which only makes him feel worse?? The 'all I want you to do is give me all of your love&applause and for return I'll be whoever you want me to be' type of performer.
Sorry for being picky but please don't write the reader as a submissive scared little thing that can't be assertive at all I hate that in comforts I beg u
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- this hits so close t'home cause 've always struggled with my gender identity n'stuff then I realized there's a buncha labels, too many f'me to care about ! *^__^*
â - Dazai Osamu x FtM Reader!
⥠- really hope I wrote him well f'ya anon ! O(âŠ_âŠ)O | CW: copious amounts of misgenderin' (she/her & terms like 'girlfriend are used for the first half, please be warned !!) & transphobic language !
[Name] looked at his her the outfit in the mirror, a black body con dress with a slit that ran up [Name]'s thigh.
The longer [Name] stared at the reflection the more an urge to throw up formed. Dazai would be the door for their date, and every dress [Name] tried didn't sit right.
They were either too tight, not tight enough, too short, too long, or too boxyâ the point was nothing worked.
It didn't matter if [Name] put on a skirt or a crop top, they made everything feel worse to the point [Name] wanted to call the date off, but that would make her a bad girlfriend, and she wanted to be good.
The doorbell rang. "Babe? You haven't answered your phone, are you okay?"
[Name] groaned and opened the door. Dazai glanced over her outfit with wide eyes. "Wow. Uh, nice dress, but what's the occasion?"
[Name]'s eyebrow raised. "What do you mean? I always wear dresses."
Dazai walked into [Name]'s apartment and plopped onto the couch. "No, you don't. You told me you hate dresses and skin-tight clothes."
She glared at her boyfriend, a deep frown on her face before scoffing. "Okay, well, I like them now. Girls like dresses anyway."
The brunette paused his actions and stared. "What the fuck are you talking about?"
[Name] rolled her eyes. "What did I say?"
"You're joking, right? You aren't a girlâ I asked you out because you're a man, and I wanted a boyfriend."
Boyfriend.
The title made [Name]'s heart well, like a warm blanket draped over her body. It didn't cause that sick, gut-wrenching feeling like 'girlfriend' but they weren't a boy.
They couldn't be a boy.
[Name] gulped thickly. "...I'm not a tranny, Dazai. What would my coworkers think? My parents? I can'tâ I was born a girl, Dazai, I shouldn't... feel this way."
Osamu gently holds [Name]'s hands. "Baby, what are you talking about? You've always been my boyfriend, you being born a woman doesn't change that."
"But I... it'sâ Osamu, it's not right. If I act too masculine, I could lose my job and have my neighbors hate me, but I fucking hate having to act like somethin' I'm not." [Name] sniveled, wiping his cheeks at tears that began to form.
Dazai guided his boyfriend to the couch and cupped his cheek. "You shouldn't have to change yourself to make other people happy. You're my boyfriend, the only boy in the world I've genuinely loved, and I don't want to see you destroy yourself for the better of someone elseâpeople who don't even know you."
"If you lose your job for being you, then you could work with me. I'm sure Boss wouldn't mind having a new employee."
With a gentle kiss, Osamu chuckled. "And I'd finally get some work done so I can relax with my perfect boyfriend in the world."
[Name] sniffed as his boyfriend pressed another kiss on his wet cheek. "...is it 'cause you're lazy?"
"Eh... not lazy, just... working smarter and not harder!"
"Not working at all doesn't count, Osamu."
Dramatically, Dazai held a hand to his chest and rolled on the floor. "Woe is me! My boyfriend keeps bullying me even after I call him perfect! What do I do?"
He lightly laughed and placed a soft hand on Osamu's hair. "Maybe take him on a date?"
The brunette immediately sat on his knees with sparkles in his eyes. "He still wants to go with me?"
[Name] kissed Dazai's forehead and smiled. Even with the thoughts swirling in his head, Osamu always had a way to make him feel better. "He'd be delighted to go on a date with you."
#writin' shit.#ANSWERED LETTERS â 016#bsd#bungou stray dogs#dazai osamu x male reader#dazai x you#dazai osamu#dazai osamu x reader#dazai x reader#dazai x male reader#â
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Yikes, reading some of these messages hit a little too close to home.
I'm a trans man, and my relationship with masculinity has been more rocky as recently. I started T and realized I have much more dysphoria than I realized because I was ignoring it. And I've experienced my fair share of transphobia.
I've had classmates say (jokingly, I know) that I'll start becoming entitled, and a misogynist because I started T. In a university level queer studies class, they all had certain distaste for men. The expectation was that they would shut up and not talk over the woman's experiences (to be fair, I was one of 2 men in that class). Even one of my closest friends has issues with hating men that I've meant to bring up (I'm the exception because I'm trans and don't really look like a man most of the time). But I've always brushed it off, saying that "trans women have it worse" or "this is what I get for becoming the 'enemy'".
It took me a long time to even admit I was trans because I know that men were "the enemy" and I was betraying people by becoming one.
That anon who said that he didn't want to become a Twink, oof I relate to that. It wasn't until I got into TF2 that I realized what kind of form I wanted (Engineer and Soldier being major players in this realization).
You are the only one I've ever really seen talking about masculinity. Like ever, and I've been in queer spaces for a very long time. It's comforting to know that my struggles are real. And aren't being brushed off as "well xxxx have it worse." (I know. I know other trans people have their struggles and should not be treated as irrelevant. I know that. But I never see anyone talking about masculinity. It's treated as a disease almost).
I'm rambling, but I guess I just wanted to say thanks. I rarely talk to anyone on the Internet, content to just observe, but you've really made me feel seen. So thank you
I don't wanna be the one to break it to you, but if someone says they hate men and say you're an exception because you're trans or don't look enough like a cis man, it's because they're transphobic and don't see you as a "real" man. And that will change when you start passing and getting clocked as male, and it'll especially change when you express any joy in what testosterone is doing to your body or any joy in being perceived as male. You're most likely an exception because they don't see you as a man yet even though you are one.
Additionally I don't know how long you've been out, but since you're just starting on T, this means people have probably been clocking you and IDing you as female most of your life. Which means you have every right to discuss women's issues and misogyny because you have been subjected to misogyny. NO ONE gets to just erase your lived experiences growing up in a female body and being subjected to misogyny just because you are now openly identifying as male.
And we don't choose our gender. We're born this way, remember? You're betraying no one by "becoming" a man because you were born a man. At most you're making a choice to change your body to ease the symptoms of an illnessâgender dysphoriaâand I don't see anyone copping shit with depressed people for taking antidepressants. You're not on some random drug, you are specifically on a medication to treat an illness that you have. If people don't like that because of what variant of that illness you have, they can get fucked. They are not worth your time.
You are 100% valid in your experiences and feelings. I'm glad that I can offer a safe space for you to speak about those things.
Also, if I can suggest, it might do you some good to join a club of some kind with a lot of men where you can see masculinity be celebrated in a positive light instead of demonised. I'm not sure if you're into hunting or fishing, but those are my best suggestions. An archery club, a hunting club, a fishing club, etc. Hang out at your local bait shop looking like a sad puppy and some old fart'll find you and invite you fishing.
Chookas, mate. Keep your chin up. You're doing fine.
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The way Shameless fans have always argued in favor of their faves and against their least favorite characters to be worse than them is so funny. You can't judge Shameless characters too hard on a moral basis. You just can't. The show is called: Shameless.
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Mandy- tried to s.a. multiple times, but grew up with learned behavior around an abusive dad who s.a.'d her himself (she walks around with no pants for god's sake; that's sad because she doesn't even realize it's not normal); oh and almost forgot - ran over Karen, but had history of repressed anger problems, learned fight not flight retaliation responses, and jealousy after repeatedly being treated bad (and not just by Karen)
Fiona- made 10000+ mistakes, including almost killing her brother, but never had a childhood and was forced into parenting while never learning how to parent in the first place
Lip- #1 screw up for his own life (I guess it's his life, you can't blame him), because he hates himself and is self destructive also due to his upbringing; was angry and rude more times than I can count to Fiona, but he is angry due to his exact same feelings towards his (non) childhood
Ian- what did Ian even do...? cheat on anyone but Mickey? (edit: dang he did that too - but it doesn't count) ...be too serious for seasons 6-9?? (< jk, i love him; that's taken from real critiques.) be transphobic? (I hate, but it's valid he's uneducated - my memory is bad i don't even think he was transphobic just clueless on some things)
Carl- be the worst runner when trying to escape cops? a messed up child taxidermist?
Debbie- We can hate Debbie, jk! I do wish her storyline unfolded better, because it totally makes sense the need to grow up too fast and try to emulate Fiona (that's all I'll give her 'cause I understand, but I'm not trying to write an essay on my complicated feelings on how they could've portrayed Debbie's character arc better)
Recognize their shameless flaws. And have your faves, I agree. But to compare them and be on your moral high ground about why fans should recognize more individual actions as bad is void at the start of the argument.
Because Monica VS Frank - They both suck as much as I can recognize they both are sad, vulnerable, childlike lost causes at the core. But people always argue Monica is worse. Why, because she left? Honestly, good she spared them as opposed to mooched off and sat around doing nothing. Frank is funny (which I think is the only reason people like him more), but they're both the same level of shitty parents. WHICH IS THE POINT...to understand the kid/y.a. characters' bad trauma responses
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"I think we as a society, should acknowledge how [blank] shouldn't be praised." That's like saying: "the Joker is villianous, guys did you know??" like why am I getting recommended arguments for why certain characters suck more?! In the year 2024, for god's sake?!?
Terry Milkovich, tho, is GOD AWFUL; hate on him all you want. x
#i'll die on the hill that shameless fans don't know how to watch this show#shameless#ian gallagher#lip gallagher#phillip gallagher#fiona gallagher#debbie gallagher#carl gallagher#frank gallagher#monica gallagher#mandy milkovich#gallavich#this is so unserious#also blame the writers like i thought we realized they did things and never addressed them in a serious manner#i know carl didn't stuff animals; it was just my memory & fits better that way
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YOOOO saw t4t sanami, do you have any specific thoughts on trans! nami?
OMG YESYESYES!!!!!! First of all, I adore t4t Sanami. It's the best type of Sanami. And I have so many thoughts about trans!Nami... My beloved.
She realizes she's a girl pretty soon in her life since her mom is her role model and she admires Nojiko a lot. But it's more of a gender envy thing most of the time, she just doesn't understand the concept yet-- The thing is, neither girls nor boys understood her passion for maps, and she barely had any friends apart from her sister, so it's a bit hard for her to actually understand what she wants. But she's sure she's a girl. That's something she has clear.
When she comes out to both Bellemere and Nojiko, they're obviously extremely supportive of her. Nojiko is thrilled to have a sister and Bellemere couldn't be happier that her girl trusts her enough to tell her this (you know, they're still young and Bellemere feels a bit insecure sometimes and wonders if they actually see her as their mom). In general, the village is very supportive. They love these kids, c'mon. Maybe there are some comments here and there from people who are more close-minded than others, but Nojiko always goes full protective sister mode.
They don't have money for new clothes, but Bellemere does her best to style Nojiko's old outfits for Nami!! She asks Nami if she wants to grow her hair, and Nami says it'd be a bit uncomfortable but she'll probably give it a try, if it bothers her then she'll probably cut it (she ends up doing it because it gets, indeed, uncomfortable).
Transitioning socially, even if most of the village is supportive, is a bit hard. Nami doesn't like being scared. Or feeling weak. But her mom always tells her to be herself no matter what other people say, because she's the only one who should choose how to live her life. She is a girl, and she has all the right to fight the ones who say otherwise. Nami wonders if fighting will make her look less feminine, but Bellemere says "Well, I fight, don't I? And you see me as a girl. Girls can and should fight. Even better than most men, honestly". And Nami is no longer scared of being more independent and strong.
I just know Genzo is the sweetest, most protective, and most supportive man ever. He even buys her some new clothes and kind of lets her get away sometimes if she gets into fights because he knows she was doing it to defend herself. He has a new picture of the girls on his desk and he's always keeping an eye on her because he knows she's gonna end up being gorgeous and he can't have guys flirting with her.
It's easy for Nami to look more feminine because of her complexion but she's still insecure over a bunch of stuff while she grows up. Everything is worse when she joins Arlong... Okay, so the Arlong Pirates aren't transphobic but Arlong is this type of "passive-aggressive" ally who won't stop asking Nami to thank him for letting her be herself. He's always highlighting the pronouns and sometimes he even buys her stuff that, okay, she likes it. But she doesn't want those clothes from him. It's a living nightmare. He also gives her the chance to medically transition which-- She wishes she could say no, really, but dysphoria is eating her inside most days and she doubts she'll ever have the money to do this on her own. Nojiko is the one who tells her to go for it even though the help doesn't come from the right people.
Anyway- She grows up. The story continues as it is. And when she meets the Strawhats and they defeat Arlong, it's extremely freeing and liberating for her. She finally feels like she can be herself with people who actually care about her. I think the only ones who know she's trans are Zoro (transmasc/transfem communication), Luffy, and Usopp, because she told them at some point. It's not like she hides it from Sanji but... But, you know... She doesn't know how Sanji will react.
It's not that surprising to find out Sanji is a girl too. What is surprising is the fact that she takes it so well. In terms of concept and support. I mean- She knows what being trans is, and accepts it. Apparently, it's just hard to accept it when it comes to herself. She confesses it one day while she's drunk, saying being a girl would be great because they're just... Amazing and perfect. She describes all the things she likes about them and most of it sounds like gender envy and dysphoria to Nami. Something that Sanji confuses a lot with liking them sexually (also true and something Nami understands because she's a lesbian and it's always hard to tell the difference between attraction and gender envy). But Nami just says "You can just... Be a girl, you know? If you wanted to" and it kind of changes Sanji's world forever.
(Quick mention of Alabasta and how Nami falls for Vivi right away, something that she wasn't expecting because being in love is dangerous for her. But they have chemistry and they deeply care for each other. So before they leave, they have this intimate night together in which Nami is extremely scared. She doesn't want to lose Vivi for something like this. She isn't even sure how Alabasta's culture works and if Vivi will be as accepting as she looks. So Nami, still scared and shaking and almost crying for the first time in a long while, comes out to Vivi. The princess is... So accepting and loving it's overwhelming. I know we talk a lot about how Nami probably flirts with every girl she meets and has more experience than Vivi, but I'd like to see this as Nami's first time. Or at least, Nami's first time feeling so loved while having sex. Also, please assume Namivivi is a thing in this post too. Sanamivivi <3).
Nami starts seeing Sanji in a different light, by the way. Not instantly romantic, but she understands now why she acts like that around women. Sort of. She sees her being uncomfortable in her own skin. Sees her twitching whenever somebody highlights the fact that she's ""a man"". Nami even calls her "pretty" once, instead of the usual adjectives, and Sanji tries to act like she doesn't like it but she does, so much it's obvious it hurts her to realize. The egg is cracking and it's not slow, nor subtle, but Nami can't see it because they get separated in Sabaody.
To summarize, Nami gets an amazing boob job there. That's my wonderful explanation for the enormous change in her body after two years. The doctors up there are really good, okay? She lets her hair grow the way her mom mentioned once, and now that she knows how to fight, she can handle it a lot better! Meanwhile, Sanji is having a whole gender crisis back in Momoiro Island but she ends up figuring out that she's a girl and Ivankov is always our salvation for these things.
They find each other again, and Nami couldn't be more proud of Sanji. I mean- All of them are proud of her. They love her. They love her even more now that she has accepted herself. But for Nami, having somebody in the crew who went through the same things as her and who now feels comfortable with her body makes her incredibly happy. So long story short, Sanji moves to the Girls' quarters. Also, they find out Robin is also trans, something she hadn't mentioned because obviously there's no need to do it, but the girl is a fucking mystery and she hadn't mentioned it until NOW??? And Nami is about to start crying because she finally doesn't feel so alone.
You know, things go by smoothly. Nami likes wearing tops and bikinis to show off her body because she's really proud of it and Sanji keeps wearing her suits but sometimes they also share clothes. Although Sanji has a liking for Robin's outfits better. They grow closer and share experiences and even though Nami opens up about her past, Sanji doesn't. And it's not like she has to do it... But Nami wishes she trusted her more. Anyway- Showering Nami with love wasn't something Sanji only did before, she still does it. And Nami is starting to fall a little bit for her? She hates to admit it, but Sanji is gorgeous. Gorgeous and really, really sweet and not that annoying anymore, now that she has found herself. Nami thinks it could be just sexual, but she knows it isn't only that-- She's scared of falling in love because falling for somebody means being able to lose them. And she would hate it. But she lets herself do it for once.
And then Whole Cake Island happens, and Nami kind of wants to die. It's when she realizes she's in love with Sanji (yay! Losing more people she loves!) and she's extremely angry at her for doing what she's doing. Pushing them away. But Nami can't really be that furious, right? She did the same thing to them, after all... It's so, so painful to see Sanji act like somebody she isn't. Her family made her cut her hair. Wear a binder and everything. Nami isn't sure whether she's crying for the fight or Sanji right now. When Sanji comes back to them, Nami wants to hug her and never let her go,, They start dating pretty much right after WCI, so Wano is painful because they aren't together and Nami realizes, right after the big fight, that Sanji is going through something she doesn't want to talk about. Not that she has to do it, because Nami will be there no matter what.
Little transfem!Nami / T4T Sanami quick headcanons:
As I said, they share clothes but Sanji prefers wearing Robin's style. However, Nami does steal Sanji's shirts all. The. Time. Not that the cook cares, though, she looks gorgeous.
Sanji is a bit self-conscious because Nami has bigger boobs. Not that it matters at all and Nami finds it incredibly stupid, but anyway- Nami is always worshipping Sanji's body when it's needed. Sometimes she thinks Sanji just says it to fish compliments from her.
Nami loves Sanji's short hair and is constantly reminding her that she looks beautiful this way, even if she prefers it long.
Nami actually is pretty insecure about her hands. They don't look as feminine and she would like them too. And she knows it's stupid but,, It still bothers her. Sanji is always kissing them and painting her nails, though!
I like Nami being extremely deranged sometimes and maybe a guy tells her that's not very lady-like and Nami always thinking about Bellemere and how she'd kick ass anyway.
#sorry for replaying so late wkefbwej i'm a mess responding to asks#they're all trans in this crew i swear#they're looking for the woke piece or smth#i love them so much#t4t sanami is like-- the best type of sanami#and the only sanami i ship ngl#one piece#black leg sanji#cat burglar nami#nami#transfem sanji#transfem nami#sanami#fem sanami
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Thank you for your perspective on owning gunsâmy experience is so removed from yours that pre-your-blog I hadnât really considered a legitimate use for them outside of hunting. I still want better gun control legislation (something I donât think you necessarily disagree with), but itâs made me reconsider how I view those who choose to own guns for protection.
Oh I don't disagree at all. I think that there needs to be a reform on gun laws, and I think it's ridiculous that most of the pro-gun crowd screams when a politician says "hey maybe we should ban the specific type of gun commonly used in mass shootings" when I'm LITERALLY not allowed to carry a knife over 4 inches. The right to bear arms does not just mean firearms but for whatever reason firearms are untouchable meanwhile having those stupid cat ear self defense keychains can land you jailtime because some states consider them to be brass knuckles which are illegal. It's so stupid.
I also think there is a difference between having a handgun for your own self defense, and having a modded firearm that can fire over 100 rounds in a couple minutes and is capable of killing close to 50 people before anyone realizes what's going on. Most of these killing sprees aren't done with guns common for self defense. Those that are, are generally against populations known for nonviolence and pascifism, so there is low chance of anyone fighting back, such as the shooting at the Amish school just up the field from where I was sitting in math class when we went on lockdown.
People say things like "but I hunt with mine". Okay well then make it so in order to get and carry that specific type of gun, you have to have an active hunting lisence too. And "criminals will just get them illegally" sure but the Pulse shooter obtained his weapons LEGALLY and I'm not happy about the 49 people who lost their lives for the crime of simply having fun in a nightclub. I'm not happy about all the little kids who've died just going to school and the teachers who've died protecting them. There is a way to at least try to address and fix the problem but noooooo, firearms are holy and you can't touch them even though there's extensive state laws about every other type of fucking weapon.
To be clear, I also don't like guns đ¤ˇââď¸ I'm a knife guy, partially because with my shaking hands and bad eyesight I don't think I could use a gun safely anyway, and partially because I also was raised to be as nonviolent as possible. I just don't want to die because some homophobe or racist saw me and decided to make it my problem. I don't want to be raped by a transphobe who thinks his magic penis will fix me. I can't do anything about being shot from across the street. But I can do something about being grabbed, if that makes sense.
But, I also don't judge someone who lives under similar or worse threat of violence and chooses a different weapon. Wanting to protect yourself isn't a bad reason to be armed. Wanting to be able to survive an attack is pretty normal as far as motivations go.
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"It wasn't until he made music with Dom and became friends with him and started seeming more human and accessible that I fell in love with him"
So... when he was around his black friends and colleagues and in a black scene he was not enough of a 'human' and not enough 'accessible' for you?
Right now you sound no different than Megan who said somewhat of the liking 'he was abandoned and was left to be raised by wolves' in her 'poetry' when plenty times he credited plenty both Ashleigh mom and Slim+Dub moms and other black women (like his best friend's mom in Denver) for being there and essentially raising him. Who are the wolves? (This question is for Megan) and... who are the people around him that didn't allow him to 'seem more human and accessible' (this one indeed is for you, tho?).
You can find this info - the credit he gives the black community- in his past rap interviews... but maybe he was to inhumane and inaccessibile for you to watch them.
I don't except you to post this, this is just for you, this is not a hate attack just a fruit for thought. Some of you do not realize how tone deaf the things you say are while having good intentions. There is more to intersectionality, beyond gender and their roles, that you choose to ignore. And that's just sad.
Oh I'll totally post it because anyone who has followed me for any length of time already understands why this is. I really hope you send something else later so I can take care of something but I'm pretty sure you're the only person who thinks this.
I am a very open person who's been through a lot of shit in my life. Colson used to scare me because when I was a teenager I was raped by my ex who idolized Em and all rap. Maybe it wasn't right of me to have PTSD with a whole genre of music but I was a child and went through hell because of that boy. You don't get to choose triggers, only that you wish to heal from them. He assaulted me in my church and left me pregnant- which I lost a few months later. I spent the next decade or more too terrified of anyone who looked, acted, and tried to seem an alpha male. It wasn't just rappers or whatever, ANYONE who had that "I'm a man lemme smash" personality. If you followed anything I've posted about Kells or myself before YOU wouldn't sound so ignorant and tone deaf. If you don't like us, GET OFF OUR PAGES. Stop attacking us and our followers. It's that easy. You don't have to try and convince me I don't like people. I'm a trans man so yeah I like the boy who wears skirts and what he's done with Colson. If you somehow haven't noticed, that's what I focus on. It's a fanpage, not a political statement.
I fell in love with Dom and his kind heart even though he sung some rap. It opened me up to healing, finding myself, and a world of new things. Because of him I found Kells again and started to see how he was around Dom. It was different than who he was around anyone else. He started seeming okay with someone like me and I took his name BECAUSE of how much he helped me heal and changed my outlook.
I'm glad for all the people he had over his life but given my past I wouldn't have been able to deal with him if not for his relationship with Dom. I (and Roxy) don't owe you shit and you sound like you're desperate for everyone to think you're a better fan than the rest of us. You put him down for no longer being manly enough for you so which of us comes off worse? I love all versions of him. He helped me heal.
I hope by now @triplexdoublex has blocked you but please do message me again so I can block you now. This triggered the fuck out of me and gave me a panic attack so thanks for ruining my morning, I'm sure that makes you feel big and strong. Considering how you talked about him you're probably transphobic too so this is the only power I'm giving you and it's more so Roxy can see what you are and hopefully never gives you a platform again. People are allowed to grow and heal and change, maybe you should try it? I know you hate that Colson did but it might help you.
To all my mutuals who already know all this I'm sorry to have to go back over it. I just felt like this needed to be seen. Someone like this might try to use it later and I'm not in the mood to let anyone think they have one over me. I love you all and I hope you're having a lovely day đ¤
Edit to add: How very fucking DARE you compare me in ANY way to that abusive woman. I'll give the benefit of the doubt that you just follow Roxy and don't know my past. But that was worse than you reaching for the rest. You were literally the one spewing abusive rhetoric about him not being manly enough- that sounds more like Megan than I'll ever be. But Dom and Cols taught me how to be a man so I'll let this go like they would. Hope you have the day you deserve!
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That sounds a lot like my interpretation of Boys Will Be Bugs~!
I bent over backwards and crafted an elaborate theory as to why Eminem's Abracadabra isn't too terribly transphobic, I can't judge anyone for making excuses for the media that's important to them.
I don't think characters just being heroic and sympathetic necessarily covers getting something like this badly wrong, but a lot of other Velveteers also chimed in, including this anon:
(Just realized this is pretty silly, feel free to ignore me/not answer this, I just saw One Piece mentioned and the hyperfixation jumped out.) But just to go to bat for One Piece a smidge as someone who is trans and read all of it, while yeah Okama(Queen Ivan) leaned very transmisognistc(which was made worse in the anime for some reason??) the intention for him, his subjects, and the other gender fluid character, Bon Clay, was meant to be good. It fell HELLA short, but there was an attempt at least. However!! I did want to add, the comic has been going on for a long time, and by one of the more recent arcs with two new, very clearly openly trans characters, things are MUCH better! The transfem one, Kiku, says outright when asked that she's a woman at heart which is accepted by everyone, and her story was really sweet and made me tear up(her anger is never treated as predatory or masculine, she's allowed to just be a woman who is also a samurai), and the other transmasc one, Yamato, is referred to as a boy by everyone despite him not changing his presentation at all, which is pretty rad imo given how hostile people can be to transmasc people with breasts, and both characters are allowed to bathe in the baths that match their genders at the end of the arc. They were still a little messy in the "yeah this wasn't written by a trans person" way, and certain misogynistic/transphobic parts of of the fandom on reddit get a little weird about Yamato, but I didn't see anything glaringly wrong with the way either of them was written like with Okama or Bon Clay. The vibe I got from the comic was that early on Oda meant well and included some characters who were intended to be positive rep but were messy and fell very short, but as time passed he figured it out and the more recent ones are genuinely phenomenal rep. Ofc that doesn't mean you need to read/watch OP(especially since again the transmisogny is worse in the anime?? still don't understand what happened there but Oda had no control over it) like god I would never tell anyone to do that lol, but I did want to just chime in and offer a perspective from someone who read it and felt like the more recent rep was really good and worth mentioning. Oda has his issues for sure, and has a lot to make up for, but based on what I've read he IS making up for it.
And, honestly, that makes me really happy! Oda always seemed like a cool guy and it's great to know he is in fact a real cool guy. According to @changelingfangs in the replies, he's friends with people in the subculture he based a lot of those characters on.
They're now just openly accusing me of not being a trans woman because trans women don't identify as AMAB and I'm apparently hostile to every trans woman that talks about transmisogyny.
...no?
It's a good theory and I think that plays a part in it for sure, but I think mostly it's just thinking it's the worse thing because it's their group's oppression. It again kinna goes back to that Lennon/Ono song with the n-word in the title, that's just how radical feminism works, trans/misogyny is the only thing that really matters.
Still, interesting thread to have spotted here and I think it's in that soup somewhere.
imagine thinking using a meme format is asserting a cultural claim to it
like seriously, has any Black person ever said that there was something wrong with "deracializing" either or even both characters in the Dis _ Look So Mad meme by substituting them with white characters?
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im the genderkoolaid complainer anon from earlier just saw your response- that transunity shit is soo bullshit đ (saying as a black person) its literally all lives matter for trans mascs. most trans men from Real Life aren't even that annoying ey're just the most insane vocal minority. i could get behind transunity if it was like uplifting trans ppl of any flavor no matter what (ex: trans mascs standing with your trans sisters when faced with transphobia/transmisogyny(noir), trans fems standing with their trans brothers when faced with transphobia/transmasc hatred then making out about it) but its just like ":/ Why are the girls getting more attention than me!!! I have it worse than them!!! [totally not bio essentialist]" It's crazy. literally most online subset of mascs. there's a reason many of the truthers r white they've never experienced or know what basic intersectionality is
I mean yeah I'm all for trans unity in the sense of sticking up for each other against transphobes and supporting each other when we're in need, but like there has to be an acknowledgement that the things we go through are not exactly the same and that there are privilege dynamics between us even as fellow trans people. I generally like to assume good faith, so I feel like some of the people who are suckered into transunitism genuinely believe that it's good-natured and don't realize that it's spearheaded by a bunch of transmisogynistic trans guys. I'd like to think that some of them can actually be shown the truth, but they need to be willing to listen to trans women first.
and yeah, you're absolutely right. I've compared it to "I'm not a feminist, I'm an egalitarian" plenty of times before but all lives matter is a great analogy too. a lot of poc have pointed out that transandrophobia truthers are mostly white, and I've definitely seen that too. it makes sense then why they all view oppression as strictly interpersonal, rather than being anything systemic.
something I've also noticed is that they use the fact that black men are portrayed as more dangerous and are thus subjected to more violence as proof that antimasculism is real. now, I'm white, and I'm fully aware that because of that I don't have the nuance to describe the causes of this phenomenon in detail, but it just seems so callous and cruel to use the violence black men face as a tool to strengthen their ideology. and in doing so, they explicitly ignore the fact that black women (and black trans women especially) are ALSO subjected to violence due to being portrayed as a threat to white cis women and white children. it's just another way that transandrophobia truthers demonstrate the biologically essentialist "afab = vulnerable, amab = dangerous" attitude that they've all internalized, which is wrong for many reasons, one of which being that afab people are only portrayed as vulnerable if they're white.
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The despair and emotion liberals expressed about Trumpâs win, such a profound contrast to their cold indifference (or worse) to a year long genocide, shows so starkly the racist hierarchy of lives that, behind their sanctimonious moralising, fundamentally underpins their worldview.
I'm Black but not the descendant of chattel enslaved people, but bc I am Black/a colonial-affected and have already said what i said about the PoCs who voted fro Trump. I've come to realize that on the Black side, the jokes I've seen everywhere online about Palestine becoming a parking lot or glass or the clear-non-joke form this one Black woman about Palestine is now "done" bc 3rd party voters ruined it for themselves have the main goal of staying ahead in the capitalist race towards building equity and capital for themselves.
Here's the thing. Yes, producing money and capital for the Black community as well as supporting other Black businesses amongst themselves is very important since historically others never do. this is facts. Problem is that people are claiming that Palestinians deserve to be steamrolled and lose their homeland...when:
there are Black Palestinians, Black Muslims, mixed race Arabs and such....they don't matter? What about the Ethiopian women Israel sterilized...sound familiar? The children in West Africa, specifically Burkina Faso, the Republic of CĂ´te d'Ivoire, & Ghana, are working in cocoa factories for about 60% of the globe's chocolate supply. what about incarcerated Black American people forced to work--and definitely going to in California at the very least--as they also cannot vote while they earn false wages?
by going to McDon and Starbucks, you're essentially speedrunning the genocide that many of them weren't trying to offset i the first place, so this false sense of ungratefulness as if they were the ones who supported all along) is manipulative. It's still supporting companies that given the chance and years later, WILL have all the laws and means to go after Black people, so you're speedrunning your own demise and break down of community and use of capital. I realize that Black people have moved different and supported themselves through Jim Crow and all...why are you helping that to come sooner or guarantee its arrival? Funny, bc this is the logic they've used to argue for Kamala.
who, btw, doesn't really need the support she could have directed towards Palestinians or used to build a platform that was more aggressively anti-Republican.
some Black folks have gone out of their way to travel back to African countries and feel their "motherland" (this used to happen more often, it's slowed down now, but a sentiment is still there)
many African peoples and countries have very conservative and ult-Christian views while also facing colonial patterns of exploitation even years down their moment of independence...hello, Congo, Sudan?! Ghana, Nigeria, etc. do these populations have to be perfect in order to gain life-saving advocacy that sometimes doesn't even need you to join a protest or get out of bed?! Were they even fundraising for these Black people? I will answer, I have literally seen people say only descendant-of-chattel-enslaved-people-black-people, which with American Black people also coming from many religious Conservative backgrounds that are heavily homophobic, transphobic, sexist, etc., it shows that if they don't advocate for African black people like they refuse to do for Palestine anyway, that they simply want to play the capitalist game similar to how many Black people in history have only reached to be included in indigenous registries and tribes to obtain rights to certain lands...(yeah indigenous people have also been racist/antiBlack or engaged in such to try to protect their own identities under thee U.S. government....but all this is an example of that divisiveness that's killing everyone)
One creator said that they are leveraging their privilege to escape present genocide and complete erasure (bc Black Americans may have been literally bombed as well as killed and raped, too...but also Palestine is getting WIPED OUT without their original home...you'd think you'd find some similarity, commonality, solidarity if it's about land loss, but no). this doesn't mean that people shouldn't be looking side-eyed at every PoC Trump voter, nah, hold them to the fire (I expected nothing less from both white men and women). Which means start conversations, argue, berate, tell them about the consequences of their votes and the histories that mirror out own time. but I earnestly believe that just because Black people didn't vote for Trump, some right now expressing anger (rightly) are really helping white supremacy when they call for deportations and "jokingly" put up numbers for ICE. Biden may have fucked up for Kamala by being so late, but Kamala messed up by including Republicans...which ironically mirrors PoCs voting for Trump, right? some black people and many of Trump's PoC voters actually have something in common there.
It's so fucking crazy, bc rising xenophobia and racism basically speedrunned Germany and Italy towards fascism.
I remember thinking, like a lot of people before the elections, that the hate in the Black diaspora was twisted on both sides bec the whole point is that it's divisive.
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i'm getting the impression that radfems are getting more and more transphobic with each passing day, for example: i remember that every time a radfem got called transphobe, they would mention gc trans people like debbie hayton, fionne orlander, miranda yardley and etc as a defense, basically the "i'm not racist, i have a black friend" shit, but nowadays, all of those aforementioned transsexuals got lamfed and discarded by them, and radfems simply respond "yes, and?"
honestly things are getting more and more intense and it's annoying to see people's very extreme takes on trans issues. people are often initially peaking by going straight into the outright transphobic crowd, because they feel so relieved that people are talking about the misogyny & homophobia in mainstream trans activist spaces and being an excessive hater for a while feels cathartic. it really does worry me at times, and it's endlessly annoying, but i want you to know that i have been making progress! often people use the terf label and act in mocking ways that contradict the nuance they'll say in DMs etc. it's a way of saying "fuck you, you call be a dumb terfy cis cunt for calling shit out WELL I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TERFY I CAN BE!!!" to the general tra public, while internally having waayyy more nuance on these topics than they let on in their posts & replies.
it comes from a very hurt place, after years of facing bad stuff in tra spaces. and that isn't to totally excuse it either, bc at times they really do harm trans people and add to rightwing transphobia/gncphobia. i think your best bet is to follow detrans people, tirfs and nuancefems. but when you see someone call themselves a terf, remember that terfism as tras see it is usually a myth. the term is used by radfems as a way to mock how we are treated. even trans radfems sometimes use it as a joke, which is fucking hilarious to me ngl gskgdkj it's used in a kind of edgy way but often ends up being disrespectful and making dysphoric & detrans people on radblr uncomfortable. but many if not most radfems grow out of their excessive mockery of normie trans folks and lack of nuance. eventually they usually do get annoyed at transphobic radblr, often after actually having deep talks with non-inflammatory trans folks. many ppl in my server now cringe at their old trans-hating way of handling things in the past on radblr. they've grown from it and now seek out trans & detrans voices on radblr, and healthy criticisms of radical feminist spaces. they've finally realized how toxic deeply transphobic & gncphobic parts of radblr can be and it leaves a sour taste in their mouths when they see it around. we mock it among ourselves endlessly. apparently it's a billion times worse on radfem twitter and ovarit etc! i think radblr has big potential for more nuance in the future. yes, the trans hate is worsening in some corners, but in my conversations with those people i've usually been able to add nuance in their mind and we come out of it learning more about eachother's side. knowledge is power! and actually talking with terf-identified radfems can bring a lot of comfort that things aren't as dire as we may think, people are just seeing others in bad faith and don't realize the bigger picture. both sides, mainstream tras and radfems, have harmed each other and not taken accountability. each side has their own unique issues. nuanced radfems do exist, and radfem reform really is possible imo!
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Lack of Realization
Featured above you have 2 very prominent voices who used to be very much on the forefront of the Anti-SJW space. Now Heel in this clip raves like a lunatic. Probably partly annoyed but mostly probably playing it up a bit.
However what SBG and CRG have in common is the fact that they don't see the slow push. What do I mean by that? Well let's look back shall we.
In most games you could not chose your sex or anything else. You had and MC and you played as only that MC. Then when character creators came out, you could opt to be male or female. At some point it became "Transphobic" or "Sexist" to have "Male" and "Female" in games. SO NOW, we have "Body Type 1" and "Body Type 2" which serves the same exact purpose. So why change the language?
Now we have pronouns in games on top of "Body Type". Ok. So let me get this straight. You WANT to be the opposite sex as a trans person.....but when given the option, you want to ALSO make the character trans as well, rather than live out your dream with someone that LOOKS a lot like you but is the opposite sex? And there it is. There is the problem right there.
This has been a push over time to change games as we know it. What's more the game this is about, Star Field often actually misgenders your character which I think is hilarious. Not because I don't like trans people, but because it shows that it was ONLY put in as a virtue signal rather than something done out of principle. And it's really cheap as well. I don't want this crap in my games.
But Chris and Derek (some black guy) are so out of the loop, they don't see this put at all. And I get it. They have other stuff probably in their lives they care about and probably just don't really focus on content anymore, therefore don't care much to actually check what is going on with a lot of this stuff.
But it gets worse. Because it's not just in western games. It's also the fact that the ESG Brosâ˘Â have managed to get Japanese companies to start self censoring their games before they even push them over here. And one day, Japanese games will be the exact woke garbage that we have over here. We are basically exporting Neo Marxism overseas and I personally hate it. How long until it's in all media everywhere with the exception of the MOST hyper conservative cultures in the world. Which ironically enough are run by tyrants that want claim to want stability in their countries. And they eventually won't be able to keep it up economically and they will fail because communism always fails. As does tyranny.
But we need to understand what's going on here. Sure, taking "Male" and "Female" out of games is "Small" as it were. And now with this pronoun thing it's also "Small". But grains of sand make a heap. And how long until these people get kicked in the face "metaphorically" and realize that they are complacent in this. When "Moderate" lefties stop paying attention to what's going on things go south before they are ever able to react. And it makes me hope all media they love dies completely just so they can be like, "Wait what happened" just so I can rub it in their faces that they are morons.
Mind you, I don't want these assholes to win. At all. Even to prove a point. It's just a reminder that these people lost touch.
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Institutions for Failed Persons Part 4
*I don't normally put content warnings into my posting but just a heads up there are some transphobic and homophobic slurs in this story*
For the first time since you arrived you weren't awakened by a drone. A cacophony of shouting and banging jolted you awake. You smacked into the top of your cage from being so startled.
You could make out a few words even behind the closed door of your room. Words like "help" "get off me" "fuck you" and "sadistic bitch" in between pained yells and screaming. Then things became ominously quiet.
A new, androgynous voice rang out down the hall.
"If I have to deal with you again, you're going straight to the bad labs! If you think I'm mean, wait until you meet the researchers!" A few more agonized screams, that sounded as if they were now muffled, seemed to punctuate the threat, followed by the slamming of a heavy door.
You've fucked up pretty bad over the course of your life, but now you were truly terrified of the trouble you got yourself into.Â
As usual, you had no idea what time it was, but you were sure there was no way you were getting back to sleep after hearing all of that.
You sat curled up in your cramped cage and rocked yourself back and forth in a futile attempt to calm down.Â
You were in the middle of cataloging all the horrible choices in your life in an attempt to find a time you messed up worse than when you decided to come to this place.
Just as you reached the conclusion that this was indeed the worst mistake you ever made, the door to your room opened. Two drones entered with glowing red gas masks, followed by a slender, tall doctor with disheveled red hair, scratches on her face, and a crooked bow tie.
âI'm sorry you had to hear all that little pup, my name's doctor Blackwell, but you can call me Veronika." She chuckled in between deep breaths.Â
"Like, if you were allowed to talk. I guess you can think of me as Veronika!" She leaned against a wall and tried to catch her breath
You didn't think you could be more scared than you were a minute ago, but you managed to surprise yourself with how often you were wrong. Which is honestly saying something when you thought about it.Â
"I'm your new doctor! Animals like you are kinda my specialty."
Your brain struggled to decide if her cheery tone of voice and wild grin scared you or comforted you. It settled on both. "I'm good with animals that like to be useful, but just need a little more training. Disobedient pups, ponies, you know, things like that."
"That asshole 'DoCtOr klEin' transferred you to my care." Her mocking tone surprised you. Didn't all these doctors work as a team?Â
"Biting him has already ingratiated yourself to me. God he's such a prick. The drones had spoken highly of you in their reports. Which reminds me."
She took out a phone and tapped at its screen. Suddenly the two drones LED lights changed to green, and they became much more relaxed.Â
"These two are such a delight, and they seem to think you are as well. They requested to see you again, isn't that sweet?!"
You realized that you had started to shake in terror.Â
"Awe poor pup. There's no need to be scared! That is unless you plan on biting me. You wouldn't do that would you?" You let out a little whimper and tried in vain to make yourself smaller.Â
"You are just too adorable!"
The doctor came over and unlocked your cage.Â
"It's ok. Come here little pup." After a second you walked over to her on all fours and sat at her feet. She began scratching you behind your ears. With her other hand she beckoned for the two drones to come over.
The drones displayed a " : ) " and began petting you as well. This was almost scarier. What's the catch? Weren't you in trouble? Why are they being so kind?Â
The one drone cupped your face and tilted it up to get a better look at you. Before you could think you began sucking at its thumb.
The smiley on the drones face lit up into a rainbow. It shoved its thumb deeper in your mouth.Â
"See you don't bite. You'll be such a well behaved animal for me won't you?" You felt yourself getting turned on despite how scared you still were.
Without the paper scrubs you used to have, you couldn't hide your excitement.Â
"Awe what's this?" Veronika cooed. She began to stroke you, and your hips began to thrust involuntarily. Fuck, were you going to be punished? Why was this turning you on so much?
"Such a slutty little animal aren't you? Maybe you'll make a good breeding toy for the other pets. Would you like that?" You whimpered in affirmation. A loud crash came from down the hall. "YOU FUCKING TRANNY FAGGOT!" At once the two drones screens turned red and they ran out.
Veronika let out a long exacerbated sigh. "I fucking hate this ward." She stopped stroking you and pinched the bridge of her nose. After a second she lifted your chin and stared into your eyes with a warm smile. "At least I got to meet such a cute new pet."
The words "my pet" made you sheepishly smile and blush. "I'll see you get transferred to another unit soon, fuck knows I could use the excuse to spend less time on this god damn ward. Until then I'll see to it you get some nicer accommodations. It was SO nice to meet you pet."
She walked to the doorway and pulled out her phone.Â
"Hello its Dr. Blackwell, transfer me to the acute lab unit... Hey Dr. Kottin, do you have room for a very bad dog... Yup I'll sign all the paperwork... Could you remove its teeth for me... Yes all of them... Wonderful!"
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