#like she just went ONNNNN and ONNNNNN about how i need to be taking the next steps and figuring out what i wanna do
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it is wayyyyyy too early for my mom to lecture me on and on about preparing for my future
#I HAVE NO PASSIONS NO SKILLS NO PROSPECTS. THERES FUCKING NOTHING IN THIS SHITHOLE OF A TOWN AND IM AFRAID TO DRIVE#like she just went ONNNNN and ONNNNNN about how i need to be taking the next steps and figuring out what i wanna do#and about how im an adult and need to act like it like um. i dont fucking know how to do that.#like ik logically i need actually just force myself to get into something better eventually but like#ive been at this job for only 3 months and i barely have any freetime#and its just so fucking overwhelming to think about#especially when my mom wont stop basically telling me im pathetic and need to get my life in order#when all i want to do is just SIT DOWNNNNNN for a second#like i dont know what to do and where to start and its all too fucking much. its too much#like mom i more than anyone dont wanna be 40 and still living at home. i dont even want to be 20 and living at home#but i make minimum wage and everything out here is stupid expensive and i dont know how to do anything#im jusy tired and so angry at myself for not just forcing myself to go to college when i had a counselor right there to tell me what to do#ik i still could go but. i dont have time and i cant afford to risk getting a degree ill never use#i jusy wish i wasnt like this.#vent#lovely.txt
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