#like oh my godd yearning bad

[spinecurlingmice]

thinking of this Really Really specific cuddle pose im losing my mind i think. guff

[limetameta]

the funniest established lore as to why everyone lived until 1999 in Retired Prometheus that otherwise in canon shouldn't have being the fact that Death was just SO pissed off at Voldemort for being American in Montenegro that she put her entire job on pause to talk shit about him with Alexio . to date i don't think i'd be able to think of a funnier reason

Alexio, in the 50s: I have a proposition - let's just stab the shit out of him and beat him? You can possess me and punch him through me.

Death, in the 50s: That's just not GOOD enough, you know - I'm a perfectionist! (double funny when you realise that I HAVE TO METICULOUSLY PLAN EVERYTHING OUT GRANGER is this AU's Death)

Death in the 90s, not leaving Montgomery's sight and thus making him chronically cold: *glaring at him like that dog glaring at its reflection* I am going to kill you so bad. I am going to make you kill yourself, just you wait. Bastard. Cunt. Fucker. Irreverent asshole thinks he can split his soul so many times and NOT DIE?? YOU SLIGHT ME, FOOL? YOU THINK TO SLIGHT DEATH, DO YOU???

Alexio, in the 90s, whenever Death visits him: Can we please just stab the shit out of him?

Death, perfectionist,: Absolutely not. Something's fucking personal here and I'm going to kill him slowly. I am going to have his precious Abraxas kill him - he's already being prepped to unite all three of the hallows, lmao, that bitch ass is going to be so easy to manipulate.

Alexio: You're being convoluted for no reason. I know you're ageless and bored - but this can go simpler. We jump him. I dissolve his soul - fuck the horcruxes - and we stab the shit out of him with this shiv I've been making for fun since 1945. *shows shiv* *it's not a shiv* *it's a basilisk corpse he's been sharpening with another basilisk corpse*

Death: Pffft, noo. You're just not thinking about the BIG picture, Alexio!

Alexio: Are you doing your job? You know, taking the people you're supposed to take?

Death: I have an automated system that sorts the ones who die. *the system is broken as fuck - walburga tampered with it*

cut to when abraxas dies and when death offers him that like super obviously fake deal that oh NO NO SIR, TIS EVERYONE OF FAIRY BLOOD WITH A CHANCE TO RETURN - YOU JUST GOTTA SAY SO *abraxas refuses the deal, he's like sweet release of death i yearn for thee*

death: holy fuck holy shit my entire plan my entire meticulously crafted plan is in shambles!! he was supposed to return and end tom riddle wtf wtf wtf wtf !!!

alexio: again - again - i will keep bringing this up for as many times -

death: YOU THINK A STABBING IS ENOUGH??? FOR WHAT HE DID TO ME?!

alexio: there have been other people who have made horcruxes - take me for example-

death: OH BUT IT'S PERSONAL - OOOH BUT WHEN I LOOK UPON HIM I SEETHE I HATE I LOATHE I WISH TO DESTROY (when you're an ageless being who's lived from the beginning of the realm you kind of forget that you were once human and had actually MET tom riddle and gotten so attached to him and gotten SO FUCKED over by him while you were young once and impressionable - but my godd it must be the horcruxes, yesss, you seethe, you loathe, you hate him)

cut to death seeing walburga trying YET AGAIN to escape the after life : BITCH GO! GO! GO AND TAKE ABRAXAS WITH YOU!!!

abraxas is now a hallow holder - abraxas is now death's pawn

death's entire get tom riddle to fucking commit die hinges on abraxas malfoy being there to goad him on and guilt trip him into it OR kill him! it's poetic!

death: HE MAY HAVE RETIRED FROM HIS PUNISHMENT FROM THE GODS, OH BUT I AM NO GOD! I AM LIMITLESS POTENTIAL, ALEXIO, I AM BEYOND THE GODS!! PROMETHEUS, YOUR FATE IS MINE!

alexio: i fear this shit is going to go so badly for you my love

cut to abraxas almost dying on the island

death: FUCK'S SAKE! *grants him immortality as long as tom riddle lives*

narcissa kills alexio

alexio sees death for the first time, really sees her: o death how beautiful you are

death: *takes a milisecond to actually fluster* THE CHIPS ARE IN PLACE, ALEXIO, WE MUST MAKE HASTE I MUST HAVE ABRAXAS KILL HIM

alexio in the after life: babe what the fuck is this shit *looking at the broken system* you have so many people you haven't picked up??

death: fine! *arranges the grimmauld place battle* they'll do my job for ME!

i par down the cast from like 30 characters to 10 during that fucking arc

hermione dies

alexio sees hermione, sees that she's death, and just goes: oh yeah, no fuck, no, you can't die now *sends her on her quest* *hermione is like I AM SO PISSED OF RIGHT NOW AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT'S GOING TO STOP ME FROM RETURNING *SEES HARRY IS DUELLING VOLDEMORT* FUCKING SHITTTTTT NOO, IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO HARRY I AM GOING TO ABSOLUTELY LOSE IT - THIS IS IT - THIS IS GONNA BE THE TRIGGER FOR ME GOING INSANE

death meanwhile is still very blinded by hatred of tom riddle, but now she's also possessing abraxas and it's a REALLY COMPLICATED PLAN AND SHE WISHES MAYBE IT WASN'T LIKE SO BUT SHE'S CLOSE - OKAY - SHE'S CLOSE - LOOK AT TOM RIDDLE HE'S SO FUCKING GUILTY THE BITCH THE CUNT HE DESERVES TO BE AFTER WHAT HE DID TO HER!! BOTH OF THEM DO!!

abraxas kills harry. tom riddle didn't stop him. hermione unites the hallows and frees death, frees herself eheheheeh. death, now free and unblinded from her shackles, takes a big ol look at hermione - whom up until this point was just some random girl to her: oh wow. oh my. would you look at that! this shit is getting cyclical! *takes out a note that she made all the way back in the day when she began being death, sees it's a giant circle* yeah, i finally get what this means! look at this shit! ha! and to think i almost had you killed for good because you're a time traveller and I DON'T fuck with those because what are you trying to do, huh, fucker, trying to go back so far in time that you become the creator of a whole ass realm? really bucko, you think i'm just gonna let you do that? oh wait i did that. ha!

hermione, meanwhile, fucking GRIEVING, for harry. that whole ass ending happening. her dedicating her entire life to trying to travel back in time, building up her tolerance for it. experiment after experiment dedicated to going farther and farther back in time until she finally does that thing and goes so far back that there's nothing there except for her. so she starts making her own world. and when the time comes that she meets tom riddle again, she's going to be so pissed off at him - and she's going to conclude it's because this punk ass bitch made so many horcruxes - because by that point harry potter and hermione granger will be names she won't even remember. plus i mean harry's eyes are killing curse green and that's a whole ass death motif so i imagine one of the first things deathmione did was craft death to be in the colour of her best friend's eyes.

[kusundei]

wanna text him but i wont rn cuz its like 5 almost 6am and he just texted me goodnight like 2 hrs ago and i will not interrupt him and his sleep. however chat. oh god im seriously about to start tweaking i barely spoke to him today cuz i was busy and now i regret it i am YEARNING.

thinking ab that slideshow rn and letting go by duster is playing (the slideshow song) and im afraid i will start tweaking a little too much if i continue but good god. chat???? this is not okay????

no because why do i miss you so bad. why do i miss you all the time and why do i want to be with you 24/7 and why do i keep yearning for more and more and more. i should be happy where i am and i AM happy where i am but at the same time i cant shake the feeling of how badly i want more. is that selfish? am i insane for losing it over someone again chat?? no because i SWORE to myself after the things w ayden id chill out. no more yearning. no more being led on. no more unavailable people. no i cant. chat.

i genuinely canf explain like. how badly i need him. not even in like a sexual way where im like “ohhh godd i need him so baddd 💗” its a. i need you. i need to be surrounded by you all the time. i need your smell to stick onto my clothes. i need to lay on you and listen to the sound of your heartbeat till its matching mine. i need to hold your hand till my hand recognize the shape of yours . till they meld together. till it feels wrong to be without you.

no chat bcuz tbh. that dream was literally like what?? i was at school walking with ayden (god forbid) and then he turns around and says ajax js behind us and i turn around and he is there. and i dramatically run ober and hug him and spin him around in a circle saying how much i missed him and he hugged me back. goodness gracious. i must be sedated chat.

woke up in a cold sweat bcuz i had a dream ab him. its so over chat i miss him so bad oh god.

[atherix0]

hello :3 nothing better than waking up to a new midnight series update. and coming back from work to another update, i get so happy whenever you post something new<3

also . grian and mumbo in the previous one<3 grian got his homoerotic wing preening yess that's what he deserves!! god they're both so possessive and fucked up in the head and completely in love with each other<3 and it's soo grian that he didn't just straight up said he wants mumbo but decided to use bird language instead to show him .

they went to visit scar in his shop!! AND TUBBO IS HEREEE MY BOY!!! :D SCAR IS HAVING MORE DAD MOMENTS YESSSS. they make me so happy, dad scar is everything to me fr. but poor mumbo, i felt so bad for him in that scene:( hope he gets the chance to co-parent tubbo in the future . hehehe

grian and mumbo saw scar with his hair braided and thought "i sure hope this doesn't awaken anything in me" LMAO. who can blame them though, scar is really pretty and he deserves to be complimented all the time<3 and scar's reaction was so cute, it's probably a very high praise to compliment an elf on their hair because it's so important to them. also i'm so happy they got to see dad scar in action. tubbo and grian are so silly together hehe. grian is the type of guy who would always side with tubbo just to annoy scar lmaoo

scar let them into his home…. it means so much especially considering scar is a rather private person and he likes to keep his personal life to himself. plus he's super protective of tubbo. but he trusts grian and mumbo enough to let them into his home when he's not ever there

MUMBO IS DOING RESEARCH ABOUT THE FAE HE'S SO SWEET AHHH he tries so hard to understand scar. the mental image of mumbo sitting in his room and reading long ass books about the fae just so he can know more about scar and avoid possibly offending him…. he's so dear to me . i don't think scar is the only one obsessed hehe

they went on another date<3 and scar rambling about history and architecture??? he's just like me oh my godd i'm a big history nerd, i would listen to him anytime .

the woman who touched grian's wing made me so mad . and she hates scar too, like, pick a struggle. but protective scar<3 i'm obsessed with scar being all serious and scary because it's such a contrast to his usual personality. like you see him being all nice and silly but once you hurt the people he cares about, he will murder you in cold blood. feral little elf

JOEL AND LIZZY ARE HEREE!! i love how scar just gives people these silly nicknames. and cleo mention ahh she used to babysit scar?? that's. definitely interesting. plus mumbo being sooo petty HELP he takes his ties very seriously, don't insult them Ever

scar invited them to a sleepover at his place this time<3 he invited them to sleep in his home, in his own bed… yeah i'm normal about this . they are so domestic already and they aren't even dating yet

ohhh and if you would ever want more song recs that remind me of your series, i have some<3 you mentioned a playlist and i like making character playlists smile. it will come back by hozier is a very midnight!scar song. likeee your scar has the energy of a feral animal that's desperate for affection and once he gets some, he will always yearn for more. and that song has that kind of vibe. it's like saying "don't give me affection, don't care for me 'cause if you do, i might just stay with you forever and it will be the worst thing that happens to you. i'll keep coming back and i'll always want more so it's better not to love me at all". so very scar vibes. sorry i love talking about music :3

aand this ask got really long, i'm physically incapable of Not Rambling. gotta live up to the name essay anon huh .

Hii welcome back <3 I love coming home to your asks so in joy we are equally matched!

Yessss <3 Grian be like "how to ask him to be mine. Oh I know, I'll be Bird." Luckily Mumbo's sharp and noticed because a certain someone else definitely would not have picked up on that wrecking ball of a hint lmao. They are so possessive and I love it, they're equally matched in that regard and absolutely love that about each other <3 This possessive/jealous tendency of both of theirs might come back to bite them later on when they realize they love another person and don't know how to bring this up buuut <3 (Grian and Mumbo have one possessive partner, Scar gets two lmao but Scar loves it, he loves feeling wanted and seeing them get all weird possessive/jealous just absolutely is so- hh hjkkgdfslk)

I NEED MORE DAD!SCAR. Their relationship to each other is either chaotic and hilarious or tender and sweet, lemme tell ya there's a scene in my head with them that WILL make you cry. I know because I haven't even written it yet and it gets me tearing up <3 Mumbo </3 It might be a little late to coparent Tubbo, being that Tubbo's 19 now, but he will absolutely be an amazing second/third dad <3 And he may or may not become a dad to other kids later hjgfdkj

They took one look at his outfit and realized he's REALLY PRETTY when he's NOT wearing THAT, but you know the braid is nice, keep the braid- Oh gods yes, complimenting an Elf's hair is <3 <3 Also helps who the compliments came from ofc but <3 There are many compliments in Scar's future, he'll just have to get used to them <3 He absolutely is. They bring out the worst in each other but in the best way <3 they're both chaos gremlins and they double the chaos when they're together <3 Now accepting prayers for Mumbo and Scar <3

YES it's an extension of trust, a little contrast to a few stories ago when he divided his life in two and basically said they weren't part of this side of his life <3 He's letting them in to THIS SIDE of his life, the side of his life that has his magic shop and his son and his house full of plants and photographs and all the soft moments he's never let them see before and just AGH-

HE IS. He was serious when he said they'd start over, and he doesn't want to take any steps back because he cares so much <3 It's even better when you consider the fact that I insinuated in Midnight Ambush that accurate books about the Fae is hard to come by.... <3 He put EFFORT into finding the right books, like <3 Haha oh no, he certainly isn't <3 And he won't be the more obvious one for long-

YESSS I love history too I could listen to someone ramble passionately about the city they call home for hours <3 Grian and Mumbo can too but only because it's Scar speaking hjfdskj

She is the worst kind of Human smh, just a little reminder that the non-Supernatural world still exists and is just as full of bad as the Supernatural one <3 One of my favorite writing/movie tropes is OOC is Serious, I love when people switch gears and go dangerous scary when someone they care about is in danger <3 And that was just over someone grabbing Grian's wing, imagine if someone frikkin stabs him haha not like that's gonna happen right-

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH <3 Lizzie is a Chaos Gremlin too, she has absolutely embraced being Mrs. Beans <3 Scar will give everyone a nickname, no exceptions. Well, except Cleo, because reasons lmao. YEAH the Cleo thing will be explained more in the future but Cleo is like a reeaallly old Vampire, like she's older than Mumbo. I can't explain much more than that ofc without spoilers but haha I like irony- MUMBO IS PETTY he's wonderful lmaooo hjfd

More than that HE INVITED THEM IN HIS ROOM. After Mumbo had already told Grian how the Fae feel about their private spaces- Scar invited them to stay in his room <3 That's like one step away from just cuddling like- (jk jk BUT)

Send me any songs that make you think of Midnight Series in any way, shape or form, even if it's just one character in the tiniest bridge of the song <3 HJFSJKS Scar is absolutely affection-starved and has so many issues, he tried pushing Grian away at first but after he started accepting Grian's friendship/affection he couldn't stand to lose it <3 bbyy (this fact also going in hand with the fact that Scar loves feeling wanted by his partners and their jealousy/possessiveness/tendency to leave marks makes him way too happy for any healthily-adjusted adult. He doesn't even do it on purpose they're just Like That <3 they're all a little messed up but jhgfdkj)

It's okay I love the rambles~! <3 It gives me a chance to ramble, too, so! Haha <3 I love to read your essays, Anon <3