#like my mental health is always in flux if im honest with myself im up and down and up and down and i always have been | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

usercelestial · 2 months ago

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okay this means nothing to anyone but every time i see an anti bucktommy girlie have a horrible take i have to take a step back and realize how genuinely small they feel. like imagine throwing a fit, drawing pictures of a person as a lizard, creating blogs and posts about how much you want to kill him all over a fictional relationship that may not even last the entire duration of a show about firefighters. like permanently altering relationships and rejecting friendships over things like this. like they have such a cesspit inside themselves, they are deeply unhappy with being online in these spaces, they are tormenting themselves over something that doesn't matter and i remember how much i can't let myself fall into that like oh my god please never let me be that kind of person

#i don't wanna sound too on my high horse but i mean this so sincerely please step away from the tumblr lol #these things don't matter that much and using extreme language and isolating yourself isnt good for you or your real life #like imagine your boss finds your twitter post about how much you want to kill a fictional character #or your friends who i hope to god arent that online for your own sake just to ground you back to reality see you act like that on instagram #or your coworkers or your family or anyone in your life who's life isn't dedicated to “fandom” and shit like that #like my mental health is always in flux if im honest with myself im up and down and up and down and i always have been #literally anything can send me into a suicidal spiral and sometimes i'm actually worried about the way other people go about online space #being online is something that i can only let myself have id im feeling good and its a struggle to keep a balance #if you feel small and fragile and constantly on edge #like you're constantly fighting with something you have no control over and it makes you feel helpless

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