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sanchoyo · 1 year

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ugh im so sad watching other ppl prep and announce theyll be doing art fight this year. bc i KNOW i dont have the mental energy/time I'd need.....I rly do love doing art trades tho. i just never do and its so sad to me that back in the dA hayday art trades were sooo common and now its like. i only ever see them around art fight time and i feel weird asking other artists to do them any other time and asking abt that in general. its so painful being awkward when I talk to ppl and busy at the same time </3 cries

maybe when im less busy ill make a more formal announcement/post asking who would like to do a trade, like on my insta or smth bc other artists seem to interact a bit more on there? 🤔

#i rly did wanna this year but its just not gonna happen. and itd be unfair to even try when i know i wanna focus my energy on irl projects #like my embroidery thing and painting ive been doing. and energy towards zines(plural perhaps) so...#the only art rn i can afford to do for others is paid bc i rly need the money and i hate it i wanna do free stuff and more trades feels bad #pain. agony even that i dnt have unlimited energy like wtf #sanchoyorambles #maybe..next year i say dragging my limp corpse thru the mud #summers just never a good time for me! they should host an art fight in the dead of winter when its cold and the heat isnt like #sucking my energy out. idk.

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