#like my dad stillndoesnt even knoewww. No one will ever know

[underlandangel]

Frustrated bexause i hate the wau one od my roommages communicates and it feels so humiliating so often . But like. Isnt it just me making me feel humiliated? Uiuknow? Ots jist been impossible to do anything because im ojt of the house for 12 hours so frequently and then i come home and i can hardly function but ots so difficult. To have the patience with myself that i need. When im wayching everytbing fall apart and i cant do anything about it . And then someone calls out my negligence publicly and i just want to hurt myself in front of them but like Thats not normal is it . At all . All of it just stems from this desire to have pepple know that im suffering in hopes that theullbe able to help me 😭 but nobody can help me.