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rateater69 · 3 months ago

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This is how I feel every time I write dude…..

The most frustrating experience as a writer is having a clear vision in your mind of the story you want to tell but being too afraid to put pen to paper for fear of failing to do the story justice. I’m so scared that my actual execution will fail to meet my expectations that I’m paralysed to even start.

#text post #personal #fave #like my biggest fear is that SOMEONE will go ‘nuh UHH you did THIS wrong and THIS wrong you TURRD’ and then I’ll have to shoot myself #/j #but like I’m never GOOD ENOUGH to execute it RIGHT and I never WILL BE because my visions develop faster than my skills ever will so #im stuck in this constant chasing loop of never finishing anything because my writing skill will never match my visions and it’s agonizing #because I just keep abandoning projects because I’m a fucking coward and I’m scared to fail or fuck up or hell even write a shitty first #draft of something because what if I can’t edit it??? what if I’m incapable??? what if it’s my last draft and I can’t fix the holes???#anyways rant over #happy mpreg Sunday everyone

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