#like lowkey i feel ostracized from my class and especially from my friend group

[goatboard]

sorry for venting so much on this blog recently but im not gonna stop

[musicallisto]

hi i was wondering if i could request a percy jackson, harry potter, & mcu ship? i am a gryffindor who strives to do the right thing & can tackle any given challenge; i am a child of apollo; i'm kind-hearted, supportive, & friendly - and very ambiverted. i like reading, daydreaming, & being with my friends; i tend to fall in love with my friends. my favorite classes are language ones & i hate math so much. if there's one thing i wish i could do forever, is travel & see the world. thanks!

I Ship You With...

Luke Castellan (Percy Jackson)

Luke is already pretty bold and reckless on his own, but his bravery gets multiplied when he’s with you. You have the kind of energy that gives him confidence to tackle anything, but at the same time you’re there to keep him grounded and rationalize his hubris. When he gets the idea of something too arrogant or stupid, like, I don’t know, bringing the Titans back to life as payback against the gods for being selfish divas, you advise him against it pretty adamantly. It’s true that he sometimes gets caught up in his grand ideas of revenge and glory, but you remind him that there’s no point in all of that, and that if he gets some funny ideas you’ll be there to pry them away from him in an instant.

Luke may be a charismatic leader, but that doesn’t mean he enjoys the company of others - he’s more of an introvert, actually. But he enjoys spending time with you, even when he’s drained, because you don’t feel like another presence, rather a comforting source of light, finally a beacon of hope sent by fate so he doesn’t go mad. Also, talking with you is a way for him not to wallow in his hatred and ire.

You help him open up to your friends, and to the rest of Camp Half-Blood. After ostracizing himself, turning his back on his former friends, and not dealing properly with his grief after Thalia’s disappearance, you’re able to help him reconcile with his past and his old wounds. You’re not here to heal him, and you make it clear, but he’s motivated to be more open and affable when you’re around. Your friendliness is inspiring, and he finds out that he actually wants to be a par of the warm dynamics inside your close-knit group of friends. It takes a litle while, but Luke is finally able to trust and love other people without fear of being abandoned, like his father did to him.

Still, there’s no one he’ll trust or love as much as you.

Sirius Black (Marauders Era)

Well, your relationship is not necessarily what most people would have bet on at Hogwarts. Actually, it took a few years after leaving school for you two to finally get together, although those with the keenest eyes had been able to decipher the strange tension between you two. Sure, you were friends, but your personalities so different - you so very sweet and kind, somewhat popular but far from cocky, hardworking student and bookworm; and him, not a bad apple by any means, but definitely much less well-behaved. You, pastel tones; him, neon hues. Well, turns out it worked, and much better than anyone anticipated - even his friends.

You notice a rise in your creativity when you start dating Sirius, especially when it comes to your poems and general writing. It’s as if you’ve finally found your muse, and you overflow with words to describe him, to elevate him, to love him in the best manner you can. Sirius reads and loves every single one of your poems, but he loves them even more when you slip them in his things in the morning without him noticing. Whenever he leaves your shared apartment to go to work or something and he finds the familiar parchment with your perfume still adorning it, he can’t stop the huge smile from spreading on his face.

When it’s his friends from Hogwarts he’s out to meet, they obviously tease him about how much of a softie he’s become, and at first he will try to defend himself because that’s what guys do when they’re with their friends, they become ten percent dumber, but at some point he’ll just admit with a chuckle that he doesn’t mind being a softie if he gets to be with you. To which James will pretend to gag, until Remus reminds him of all the scenes they had to suffer through - Lily this, Lily that -, and he eventually shuts up.

That’s alright - you can be softies together.

Peter Parker

Peter is so cute and sweet that it practically takes him half a million years to admit his feelings for you. By then, you had guessed them already, and it didn’t come as a surprise to you at all. To be fair, the boy isn’t especially subtle either... but it was a lot of fun to see him struggle to hide his true feelings and the blush that crept on his cheeks whenever you would cross paths in the hallways.

Needless to say, he’s more than relieved when you tell him that you share the feelings, and that you’re more than eager to go on a date with him. He thought he might have to do some convincing and that, he was definitely not ready for.

Your first date is simple and lowkey, merely grabbing milkshakes at a cute but still active place in SoHo, and talking about your common interests and your childhoods. Coincidentally, the spot you chose for your date happens to be on a street where a tremendous amount of dogs pass by. There may have been a lot more dog petting than actual deep conversation. Well, who said petting dogs together is not a bonding activity? At least you learned that Peter is a dog person - actually, he’s an animal person, and you couldn’t be happier about that.

You go on other dates with him, each more fun than the last, if it’s even possible. Your favorite remains the one where you went to a karaoke bar with him and discovered that he knew the lyrics to a lot more Ariana Grande songs than you imagined. Your rendition of Into You might have been horrible, but at least you had a lot of fun, and now you know what artist you’ll be desperately awaiting tickets for when she comes to Madison Square Garden.