#like literally sniffling as I took notes it was acc pathetic
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life’s falling apart except im being very howl pendragon about it in that im keeling over and becoming a giant goo monster and my hair changes colour and im sobbing inconsolably
#I hate my degree I’m this fucking close to transferring#just spent two hours crying and doing integrals#like literally sniffling as I took notes it was acc pathetic#if I fail these resits then that’s it im done i quit#im already shit compared to my sister and I’m already fulfilling every small town stereotype despite fighting it#which is almost worse than the people who didn’t fight it and just embraced it despite hating it#bc that means I literally just cannot escape this fucking town and it’s mediocrity#but I just actually don’t care anymore#I’ll be a drop out if I have to#I’ll do an english degree despite having no clear career path in mind#I’ll stay at the same uni if I can so I still have all my mates#and I’ll pretend the future is not a looming inevitable thing out to get me#im very aware that a lot of this thought process is coming from a place of immense dread and stress#and I’m also due on#so I probs WONT drop my course lmao#but omg I’ve never properly considered it the way I am rn im acc so miserable with it it’s killing me#hella goes to uni
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