#like laskfslkad i'm sure a lot of us feel this way who live with their families still or with roommates or whatever situation but......
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#i am like lasdkjflksadjfs so mad at myself for just watching ppl do things for so long#like i at some point had stopped participating in my own life n it was just so......... Sad.......#like you know how you don't realize how sad you were until later.........#gah alskjdfaskldjf#like im still not where i would like to be but im like........ making moves idk#like ive been making things n playing games n talking to friends n trying to try different things#n it feels so much better......#like god asldfkjsad even just cleaning my room and making it the way i want (tho im not done !!) has felt so good#like i love being in my room so much now#it really gives me a place to just be alone n vive#*vibe#like laskfslkad i'm sure a lot of us feel this way who live with their families still or with roommates or whatever situation but......#it;s so hard to like find alone time#n having my room as a place i can go now has been so nice......#like i just have my computer n my speaker n all of my cooky knick knacks but alskfjaslkdjf#yeah idk in a weird way i think i have replaced my like ............ tumblr space with my own room???#that just came to me now but alkjfsadlkf it's true#like my room n my blog....... the things on it......... exact same.....#so now i can kind of be in here rather than online to fill like....... my desire to be by myself n at peace#rather than like. Constantly scrolling through my dash or my own blog esp#like alskdfjsalkdfj god even when i went outside n i felt nervous id scroll through my own fuckin blog adlkfjasldkfjsalk#bc it has a lot of things that comfort me so...........#yeah idk what the point of this post is but.#im getting somehwere !!#i just need to get the confidence to initiate friendships n continue the ones i have#n not always feel like a bother or that i should just wait until they contact me bc that's more considerate......#i really don't know lmao !!!#if tumblr cuts any of this off i'll riot LMAO.#im trying to have a break through here like damn............... alksdjfaskld
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