#like its not a ‘waah i suck my writing sucks this is so bad i hate everything i write im so bad’ moment

[lunaticsandidiots]

rare vent post but i hate burnout so fucking much because every second i’m not burnt is spent feeling like like ‘oh yeah man, i’m so good at recognising the signs now, i know when to push myself and when not to, i’ve got it handled!’

cut to me unable to read, write, edit, talk, think or move trying to plan my entire day off around (1) task because i know it’s a 45 minute errand that will take me all day and may possibly even not get done because i’ve been so reliant on my meds they’ve stopped working as well so i’m stuck taking a break from them this weekend meaning i will get close to absolutely nothing done and all i want to do is write but i physically cannot tell if what i’ve written makes any sense because i feel that fried and i end up just deeply unsatisfied with the nonsense i spent hours on