#like its fine if ur bi but gays stole my rainbow and theyre gonna go to hell for living in sin
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etherealskeletons · 2 years ago
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#💀.txt#i wanna change my name again#nothing too far from the name i picked tho - i liked cassian and caspian..#but.. sometimes i feel like its silly#like to even do any of it yknow#but i think thats jus internalized homophobia or smth..#idk being around my family and having them constantly say my birthname nd how im a girl#and them jus being.. typical Republican white trash intolerant of everythint that isnt a copy of them#kinda makes me spin out a lil bit#feel like im maybe not queer and that im jus confused#maybe its all in my head and maybe im jus lazy not ahdh or depressed#LIKE idk its kinda dumb im not near them atm and what they say doesnt matter#but sometimes.. idk i think they make me wanna go back in the closet or be in denial again#im prolly not making any sense - im sleepy and when im tired i tend to overthink everything and regret and e_e; hohf#but whatever!!! im never gonna see or hear from them again when i move out of their place so.. these feelings will pass#itll all work out in the end ill be alright#its mostly my cousins words tbh shes so intolerant of everything that isnt a carbon copy of her but acts like she isnt? intolerant?#like its fine if ur bi but gays stole my rainbow and theyre gonna go to hell for living in sin#and youd make an ugly transman so dont be transgender and id like for you to marry a christian white man#like.. h???????#anyway.. it doesnt matter#itll be like when i moved last time - we wont hear from them and itll jus be quiet..#ill havta unlearn some toxic feelings and shit but thats nothing new ive already been working on that#anyway.. maybe changing name again jus bc💕#also maybe prolly most likely will#delete later
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