#like imagine your partner or pet or friend or whatever hurt and theres jack shot

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Shout out to the max in my boyfriends system for not only watching thr first 3 episodes of 9-1-1 with me. But also for not asking me if I'm "okay" with what's happened to chuck. Because no I'm not okay. I am angry I can't do anything for him, I'm upset he's lost potentially one of the only things he loved more than me. I am mourning alongside him and I don't have the physical or emotional means to help because I'm fucking trapped in a body that isn't mine because of trauma. It's making me want to self harm and no I'm not taking this "too seriously" you wouldn't fucking say that to someone whose lost their husband to war or a fire or whatever, I'm feeling shotty because it's shitty. I watched a singular interview of chuck and spent most of it on thr verge of tears because maybe I am fucking allowed to be upset. Maybe just a fucking little because we're married. Is everyone happy now?

You will get you fanfics and your fanart and the moodboards. You'll get dumb posts and stuff still. Eventually but fuck let me feel things!