#like imagine hugging my teddy bear helped me a lot thru hard times in my childhood. and then you hear that someones teddy bear was filled | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

boycannibal · 1 year ago

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its so sad/weird reading about catholic/christian guilt and shame and fear and etc because. i dont know what was different about my upbringing because it was in religion and in faith. but i never had anything like that. its still such a weird feeling

#i dont want to post like omg its so sad that other people have this issue :( not be though lol!#like i dont want to make it about me but its a weird feeling still and i suppose i still kind of exist beside it #like imagine hugging my teddy bear helped me a lot thru hard times in my childhood. and then you hear that someones teddy bear was filled #with nails and razors instead of plush. like of course my shock/sadness at this does not compare to hugging nails and razors but its so...#man. i wish you could have had a bear filled with plush like me? i wish i could share it with you that there are bears filled with plush #out here? you dont have to like my bear its understandable. but i wish you could know and understand because in my mind #a lot of people would love to have a soft plushie bear?#im not going to preach or anything but idk. the feelings of joy trust safety etc i have there. i wish other people could experience it too

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