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ureverygirltome · 2 months ago

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ughhhh lol. I'll have periods like a couple weeks at a time where I'm not thinking abt trauma I'm not getting flashbacks or ruminating and moving thru my life as normally as I can which is not really normal bc I feel like my brain is a hostile place to live in lol and I'm constantly living in my head but anyway. and then it'll all come back and hit me and its like falling into a sink hole. Yay <3

#itll pass ig. and then come back. guess thats how trauma works 😘#like thinking abt how so much of it is a blur to me now. like a distant memory that feels like a dream #and youre not sure if it happened or ur just making it up in ur head bc it feels so distorted and far away #but it did happen you just dont remember it now and its like good i dont bc i probably dont want to remember severe phys abuse and mental #abuse but like the remnants of it are still in my head i just cant piece them together cohesively and its in like flashes #or fragments when i recall certain things #like ik wed get into explosive arguments very quickly after i moved in w him. and i remember being thrown down into chairs or him yelling in #my face and not letting me move or how he threw me down hard and my head hit the wall #stuff like that. but it doesnt even feel real or like it happened but ik it did . idk #yayyyyy <3

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