#like i said in that one post. if i find a way to like blorboify him enough that might change (give him enough weak spots??)
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#okay so i think i've got it#i think i have a weird thing about not being beholden to the same god/things as christians/other christians#like i can get behind pretty much any bible character EXCEPT god#very averse to that guy. very trepidatious#like i said in that one post. if i find a way to like blorboify him enough that might change (give him enough weak spots??)#but i like. DO NOT like that guy and i mean that purely emotionally/viscerally#he's essentially the villain in like every interpretation i have of the bible#maybe that's why clown bible makes me cry!#it's the only thing that's gotten me to sympathize with god#okay goodnight tumblr i think i've had enough for one day#karinyo.txt#like it's either this or i have some kind of fucked up not like other christians complex#like as much as i love bible interpretation i still cringe when i read stuff that's overtly like worshippy of god i just can't do it#the only way i can get close to it is if i desecrate it in some way#okay that's actually enough now goodnight i can't do this#im learning too much#OKAY BUT the thing is you desecrate it anyway. you do it because you still want it#and that all fits in really well with my whole 'sin is a natural part of being human' thing and my 'jesus died so you could sin as much as#you want' thing and my 'some blasphemy is a form of worship' thing#okay. cool cool cool#so that's just ALL desire then
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