#like i have these empty holes where some emotions and developmental milestones should be and idk if i can fill them

[valtsv]

i feel like i'm a better person than i give myself credit for but i'm also not the person other people seem to think i am and i don't know if it's because i'm unwilling to compromise and coexist with other human beings or if i just don't have the right parts to align with most other people's edges and never will except as a performance