#like i have my favourites obv but that makes them scary to draw

[jubileedeeznuts-posting]

“agoraphobia. it’s like you’re drowning.”

[iamgoodtobeart]

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL :

HERE WE ARE WITH A SPOOKY SCHEDULE well well well. On my Youtube channel, this week i plan to publish on Tuesday the redrawing of the 2 old thumbnails of Portal 1, on Halloween the second episode of the Portal 2 Gameplay PLUS the WIP of the thumbnail for it AND THE FINAL SURPRISE ON SATURDAY. The plan is: Making an illustration video about drawing a bunch of monster. ACTUALLY i'm curious about something. I love horror, and i also have in mind to make a little serie of mini horror stories one day, and i want to make that REAAAALLY REAAALLY Horror style. So, Halloween is also more chill than horror. I'm curious/want to give you all a little choise about HOW i will draw thoose monsters. In case the vote will not be enough in a couple of day i will choose by myself and, in the other case, you will affect the video on Youtube!

SO LET'S SEE

OBV, like i said before, whatever the choise for this video will be, i may also retake thoose monsters and make them with the real horror classic mood (well i'll put some scare in every of the choise up above in any case so), was just cause i'm curious of what you all desire for halloween :3.

OH ALSO i will go with more underground Monsters. I mean, i really want also to redesign some Vampire ass and some Werewolf fur (also it's my favourite monster close to the Wendygo) but for a next time. Now i want to start with some strange monsters cause i love strange things lol :D. I will post in the next.

OH ALSO, just cause i cited them before, let me know if you're interested in know already something about the first draft i have for the horror stories serie :3. I've started not so far ago to think about that, so , but i have some ideas.

[amlovelies]

15 questions for 15 mutuals

I was tagged by @grapecaseschoices in this a while ago, sorry for who I am as a person and taking forever 😬

I'll tag @roxaro @horchatabun @lightinger @not-sewell @ava-du-mortain @danielsullivan @wayhavenots @nerdferatum @griffin-wood @griever-receiver and whoever else would like to participate (no pressure obv)

1. are you named after anyone?

Yeah I share a first name with my mother and grandmother, and I actually went by my middle name growing up. I would like to legally change my name but that's like a whole stressful thing so I just live with it.

2. when was the last time you cried?

Yesterday. I cry almost everyday if I'm being honest

3. do you have kids?

No. 

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

yeah

5. what sports do you play/have you played?

I don't do any sports now, but growing up I played softball badly and soccer passionately. I also used to ski

6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people?

now days whether or not they are wearing a mask and how close they are standing to me

7. eye colour?

blue

8. scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings. I'm not a big horror fan

9. any special talents?

not really, I'm good at calming down angry customers and often can get them to apologize to me so I guess that counts for something

10. where were you born?

the middle of fucking nowhere in the california foothills

11. what are your hobbies?

reading, writing, thinking about characters, been trying to learn how to draw but I've plateaued and lost a bit of motivation with that but would like to get back to it. In theory I also do cross-stich but it's been a while

12. do you have any pets?

yes, my cat is my reason for living

13. how tall are you?

5′7 ish (170cm)

14. favourite subject in school?

probably history. I also enjoyed english. One of my favorite classes in high school was a combination english and history class where we would read books to give more context to the historical period we were learning about and it was really fun

15. dream job?

ugh I mean I always want to say writer but like I have such a hard time writing and the thought of trying to monetize my hobbies makes me break out in hives.

[whump-or-whatever]

Thanks @nyooom for the tag!

1. Are you named after anyone? Not that I know of.

2. When was the last time you cried? I shed a few tears watching the third episode of The Last of Us last night. If we’re talking full on crying tho, probably like two months ago.

3. Do you have kids? Nope.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Me? Use sarcasm? Never. (That’s a yes)

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people? I would say their tone of voice, but since you usually see someone before hearing them I suppose their clothing.

6. What’s your eye colour? Hazel I guess? Light brown but greenish in certain lights.

7. Scary movies or happy endings? I guess happy endings simply because I don’t watch scary movies cause they’re usually not actually scary and many have crappy plots.

8. Any special talents? I can make a lot of very strange noises with my voice. Like ones that other people can’t do even when I try to teach them. Also, I’m really good at identifying when someone looks like the love child of two other people. Weird but true.

9. Where were you born? Ontario, Canada.

10. What are your hobbies? I have many. Big ones are playing guitar/singing/writing songs, going snorkelling in rivers to pick up trash in the summer, and going on long walks in the winter (I love exploring). I also like writing poetry and stories (including whump obvs), colouring, drawing, solving Rubik’s cubes, reading (usually fanfic or stuff for uni but sometimes other books), taking pictures, and the typical watching YouTube and TV shows.

11. Have you any pets? Currently living with me, no. But I do have two orange cats named Wilbur (front) and Jasper (back) who live with my mother (she loves them and I could never take them from her).

12. What sports do you play/have you played? Soccer was always my favourite, I played for 12 years. I took swimming up until just before lifeguard training, but I high key hated swimming lessons. I love swimming, I just like doing my own thing. Other than that, I also did karate, ball hockey, and baseball at various points. And I always biked everywhere as a kid. Currently I mostly do walking and swimming, although my friends and I will sometimes shoot hoops or play catch.

13. How tall are you? Around 5’ 6”/167 cm.

14. Favourite subject in school? Hmm that’s difficult cause I love learning everything. My favourite class in high school was probably either guitar, outdoor education, or writers craft, but I loved all the academic subjects. I ended up in university for cultural anthropology though, so I guess that’s now my favourite subject?

15. Dream job? I don’t really have a dream job, never have. I suppose something that uses my degree would be nice, but I’m more of a take it as it comes type person. I’d like to be able to talk to people and make meaningful connections though. I also love being outside so something that combines the two would be great.

Tagging @whumpbump @sucker4whump @pigeonwhumps @whumpy-daydreams @whumpyourdamnpears

No pressure and sorry if y’all have already been tagged (:

[luthienebonyx]

Tagged by the lovely @slipsthrufingers​

Are you named after anyone? No. My brothers’ middle names both were, though, so I feel like I’m missing out. I’ve been told that one of my parents chose my first name and the other chose my middle name, but I can’t remember which one chose which.

When was the last time you cried? Because of something real, a few days back when I realised that the anniversary of my grandma’s death had passed without my noticing - because it really had been that many years. Just a few tears and a silent apology. Crying because of something someone wrote? That would be a week or two back and that would be @firesign23​‘s supposed fix-it fic. I swore at her. Repeatedly.

Do you have any kids? No.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Of course not. Why would I possibly do such a thing?

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Hair. Shoulders. Height. I’m okay at faces, but better at names. This is lucky, because my partner D is the world’s worst for remembering names, like, unbelievably terrible, but he’s really good at remembering faces. So between us, we manage to remember most people and, even more importantly, actors.

What’s your eye colour? Green, but with a blue ring around the outside. I accidentally gave Jaime and Brienne’s daughter my eyes in one of my fics.

Scary movie or happy ending? I can’t deal with suspense, so no scary movies for me. Which is not to say that I need a happy ending absolutely every time.

Any special talents? Not anything interesting. I’m a pretty damned good editor, but that’s more a carefully honed skill than a talent. And I know what I’m doing with historical research, but again, more skill than talent. I have a good eye for colours and design, even though I can’t draw at all. I can put words together fairly effectively? That’s about it, really.

Where were you born? In a small township next to the Pacific Ocean.

What are your hobbies? Writing, obvs. There are bursts of family history, which have uncovered some unexpected stuff, including four convicts, an English sea captain with a very German name, Danish agricultural labourers (who knows? I could be related to NCW. Denmark’s a small country!) and the Reuters correspondent in Peking just before and after WWI. I have fits of needlepoint from time to time. I did this one for @undun-duz​ months ago. 

I’m good at the embroidery but but terrible at getting around to doing the making-into-a-cushion-cover bit.

I used to collect Japanese porcelain from the first half of the 20th Century - mostly the inter-war period. It’s beautiful and over-the-top (and hard to photograph) with masses of gilding. 

11. Do you have any pets? D would probably say “too many”, but he also wouldn’t think of living without any of them. I have four cats - well, three and a half atm, since one of them hasn’t quite grown into a cat yet: Indy (huge grey burmese x oriental); Sasha (medium-sized cream/light ginger tabby); Bella (ridiculously beautiful and ridiculously tiny bengal); and Abby AKA The Beast, because she attacked D’s toes in the middle of the night and drew blood when she was only about four months old. She’s a ragdoll x burmese, and looks like a seal-point, blue-eyed ragdoll but with short fur. She’s eight months old, so she’s at that stage where she’s neither kitten nor cat. 

I also have a shetland sheepdog called Lufra, who is the first dog I’ve had since I was a toddler. He literally tries to herd cats. He’s two years old now, but D still sometimes sort of shakes his head in disbelief that we actually have a dog, because “we’re cat people!” (Don’t worry, he loves the dog, maybe even more than I do. ;)

12. How tall are you? 178cm (5′10 in the old money.) The same height as Princess Diana was!

13. Favourite subject in school? My two best subjects were English and history. I topped my form/year/whatever they call it these days in English, but history just edged it out as my favourite.

14. Dream job? The job I used to have before I became too unwell to work would be nice. It was a great job and I was good at it. Otherwise, being an author of novels would be good. I might actually achieve that one sometime soonish. You never know.

Tagging: @woodelf68, @intoni, @ophidiae @nire-the-mithridatist and anyone else who wants to play.

[spnskinnyballs]

15 Questions, 15 Mutuals

@bamby0304 tagged me in this game, thank you 😘

1) Are you named after anyone?

No, our names are all unisex just because our parents didn’t want to know the gender but that’s it ☺️

2) When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday, we were watching Wolf of Wall Street and one scene had me sobbing!

3) Do you have kids?

I have two angels

4) Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Sarcasm, me? Whatever do you mean?!

5) What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their kindness, how they treat others and view themselves around them

6) What’s your eye colour?

Hazel

7) Scary movie or happy ending?

It totally depends but I love a happy ending hehe break my heart and murder me with angst but I die when they get their hope after something tragic

8) Any special talents?

I‘m creative, I draw, write, cross stitch, bake, crochet, play musical instrument, things like that ☺️

9) Where were you born?

A little town in farmer country, UK

10) What are your hobbies?

Anything creative I put up above ☝️ and watching tv and reading fanfiction obvs

11) Have you any pets?

Sadly not but my in laws have a grumpy old cat who loves a cuddle

12) What sports do you play/have you played?

I did gymnastics competitively for like ten years so I did a lot to help that like ballet, trampolining, running, things like that ☺️

13) How tall are you?

About 5’5 and a half of you wanna get technical

14) Favourite subject in school?

God I don’t even know, psychology maybe?

15) Dream job?

Completely dream job would be a stay at home mum where I write on the side and I also want to have a creative business/ blog where I make and sell cross stitch patterns and post all my new recipes

Essentially something that will allow me to be around my family as much as I possibly can as well as being creative

@leatherandapplepies @waywardrose13 @supernatural-teamfreewillpage @curly-haired-disaster @purpleskiesandcherrypies @ravenangel33 and anyone else who wants to play!