#like i have my favourites obv but that makes them scary to draw

[jubileedeeznuts-posting]

“agoraphobia. it’s like you’re drowning.”

[iamgoodtobeart]

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL :

HERE WE ARE WITH A SPOOKY SCHEDULE well well well. On my Youtube channel, this week i plan to publish on Tuesday the redrawing of the 2 old thumbnails of Portal 1, on Halloween the second episode of the Portal 2 Gameplay PLUS the WIP of the thumbnail for it AND THE FINAL SURPRISE ON SATURDAY. The plan is: Making an illustration video about drawing a bunch of monster. ACTUALLY i'm curious about something. I love horror, and i also have in mind to make a little serie of mini horror stories one day, and i want to make that REAAAALLY REAAALLY Horror style. So, Halloween is also more chill than horror. I'm curious/want to give you all a little choise about HOW i will draw thoose monsters. In case the vote will not be enough in a couple of day i will choose by myself and, in the other case, you will affect the video on Youtube!

SO LET'S SEE

OBV, like i said before, whatever the choise for this video will be, i may also retake thoose monsters and make them with the real horror classic mood (well i'll put some scare in every of the choise up above in any case so), was just cause i'm curious of what you all desire for halloween :3.

OH ALSO i will go with more underground Monsters. I mean, i really want also to redesign some Vampire ass and some Werewolf fur (also it's my favourite monster close to the Wendygo) but for a next time. Now i want to start with some strange monsters cause i love strange things lol :D. I will post in the next.

OH ALSO, just cause i cited them before, let me know if you're interested in know already something about the first draft i have for the horror stories serie :3. I've started not so far ago to think about that, so , but i have some ideas.

[amlovelies]

15 questions for 15 mutuals

I was tagged by @grapecaseschoices in this a while ago, sorry for who I am as a person and taking forever 😬

I'll tag @roxaro @horchatabun @lightinger @not-sewell @ava-du-mortain @danielsullivan @wayhavenots @nerdferatum @griffin-wood @griever-receiver and whoever else would like to participate (no pressure obv)

1. are you named after anyone?

Yeah I share a first name with my mother and grandmother, and I actually went by my middle name growing up. I would like to legally change my name but that's like a whole stressful thing so I just live with it.

2. when was the last time you cried?

Yesterday. I cry almost everyday if I'm being honest

3. do you have kids?

No. 

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

yeah

5. what sports do you play/have you played?

I don't do any sports now, but growing up I played softball badly and soccer passionately. I also used to ski

6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people?

now days whether or not they are wearing a mask and how close they are standing to me

7. eye colour?

blue

8. scary movies or happy endings?

happy endings. I'm not a big horror fan

9. any special talents?

not really, I'm good at calming down angry customers and often can get them to apologize to me so I guess that counts for something

10. where were you born?

the middle of fucking nowhere in the california foothills

11. what are your hobbies?

reading, writing, thinking about characters, been trying to learn how to draw but I've plateaued and lost a bit of motivation with that but would like to get back to it. In theory I also do cross-stich but it's been a while

12. do you have any pets?

yes, my cat is my reason for living

13. how tall are you?

5′7 ish (170cm)

14. favourite subject in school?

probably history. I also enjoyed english. One of my favorite classes in high school was a combination english and history class where we would read books to give more context to the historical period we were learning about and it was really fun

15. dream job?

ugh I mean I always want to say writer but like I have such a hard time writing and the thought of trying to monetize my hobbies makes me break out in hives.

[whump-or-whatever]

Thanks @nyooom for the tag!

1. Are you named after anyone? Not that I know of.

2. When was the last time you cried? I shed a few tears watching the third episode of The Last of Us last night. If we’re talking full on crying tho, probably like two months ago.

3. Do you have kids? Nope.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Me? Use sarcasm? Never. (That’s a yes)

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people? I would say their tone of voice, but since you usually see someone before hearing them I suppose their clothing.

6. What’s your eye colour? Hazel I guess? Light brown but greenish in certain lights.

7. Scary movies or happy endings? I guess happy endings simply because I don’t watch scary movies cause they’re usually not actually scary and many have crappy plots.

8. Any special talents? I can make a lot of very strange noises with my voice. Like ones that other people can’t do even when I try to teach them. Also, I’m really good at identifying when someone looks like the love child of two other people. Weird but true.

9. Where were you born? Ontario, Canada.

10. What are your hobbies? I have many. Big ones are playing guitar/singing/writing songs, going snorkelling in rivers to pick up trash in the summer, and going on long walks in the winter (I love exploring). I also like writing poetry and stories (including whump obvs), colouring, drawing, solving Rubik’s cubes, reading (usually fanfic or stuff for uni but sometimes other books), taking pictures, and the typical watching YouTube and TV shows.

11. Have you any pets? Currently living with me, no. But I do have two orange cats named Wilbur (front) and Jasper (back) who live with my mother (she loves them and I could never take them from her).

12. What sports do you play/have you played? Soccer was always my favourite, I played for 12 years. I took swimming up until just before lifeguard training, but I high key hated swimming lessons. I love swimming, I just like doing my own thing. Other than that, I also did karate, ball hockey, and baseball at various points. And I always biked everywhere as a kid. Currently I mostly do walking and swimming, although my friends and I will sometimes shoot hoops or play catch.

13. How tall are you? Around 5’ 6”/167 cm.

14. Favourite subject in school? Hmm that’s difficult cause I love learning everything. My favourite class in high school was probably either guitar, outdoor education, or writers craft, but I loved all the academic subjects. I ended up in university for cultural anthropology though, so I guess that’s now my favourite subject?

15. Dream job? I don’t really have a dream job, never have. I suppose something that uses my degree would be nice, but I’m more of a take it as it comes type person. I’d like to be able to talk to people and make meaningful connections though. I also love being outside so something that combines the two would be great.

Tagging @whumpbump @sucker4whump @pigeonwhumps @whumpy-daydreams @whumpyourdamnpears

No pressure and sorry if y’all have already been tagged (:

[rooksnooks]

@anxiousotters IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T NOTICE THIS FOR EIGHT DAYS AAAAAAA IM GETTING A BAD GRADE IN TUMBLR MUTUAL

Are you named after anyone?

Nope! But a sibling and I share a character in our names!

When was the last time you cried?

A couple nights ago, worked myself into a quiet panic over an imaginary scenario in my bed at 3am. Woops!

Do you have kids?

I work with them but no thank you!

What sports do you play/have you played?

I swam for a while when I was little but more recently I've done a little taekwondo and I'm still actively doing muay Thai! (I'm no good tho XD)

Do you use sarcasm?

I think I do when I'm angry but otherwise I'm slightly too dense for it. I was one of those kids who rolled their eyes in circles bc I didn't know 'rolling your eyes' meant 'to look up in an exasperated motion'

What's the first thing I notice about people?

Whatever their left eye looks like or whatever lies slightly above their left ear. I'm rather eye contact averse but one eye/above the ear has worked fine for me so far!

Eye colour?

Pretty normal brown, though I've had some reports of black (they couldn't tell where my pupils sat) and amber-ish in strong light

Scary Movies or Happy Endings?

Happy endings, generally can't read or write anything without them (with obv exceptions). Scary movies make me incredibly paranoid

Any talents?

I have recently learned that I am not bad at trivia!

Where were you born?

Australia born and raised! My parents are Chinese tho

What are your hobbies?

Cosplay, propmaking, running production/stage crew for any performance I can get my grubby hands on, writing (begrudgingly), going comatose on youtube for 6 hours straight, drawing, lamenting my lack of digital art access, procrastinating my studies, reading, putting off reading by reading fanfiction, clothes shopping by admiring beautiful garments and never buying any bc the price made me grimace til my teeth hurt

Do you have pets?

Yes!!!! A big doofus labrador who just turned three last month!!! He's my little silly <3333

How tall are you?

1.5 m :_((

Favourite subject in school?

T'was a humanities kid, english and art for me!

Dream Job?

Just like prev lmao, I wanna be a prof or lecturer XD. Either that or the psychology version of Bill Nye bc scientific communication is amazing

Everyone is welcome to play but popping this off to @pranparakul-siridechawat @flameeagleheart75 @ginger-ale-fiend @ominouspuff @kartaylirnaak @starwarjotta @des8pudels8kern beloved mutuals!!!

Thanks for the tag @storkmuffin :)

Are you named after anyone? Not my first name, which I just chose because I liked it, but one of my middle names is Bowie (as in David Bowie).

When was the last time you cried? A couple of weeks ago, when I was feeling completely overwhelmed by the state of trans rights globally and especially in the UK (where I live) and the ongoing tragedies happening as a result. (Sidenote: it's weird to me how little I've cried since starting T, I used to cry multiple times a week and now it's every few months)

Do you have kids? No.

What sports do you play/have you played? I swam for about 6-8 years as a kid but always kinda hated it, and eventually quit when the dysphoria became too much. I did football and badminton on and off too, but was never really good at anything (asthma & possible dyspraxia & hypermobility etc.). Now I'm trying to run and work out mostly just to stay healthy. I'd like to get back into swimming but can't really afford to go to a pool regularly and I'm scared to go by myself. I also go to a lgbtq+ football club weekly when I'm in my hometown (my friend started an under-18s one which I used to do too and it was pretty much my only positive experience of sports).

Do you use sarcasm? Rarely, and only with close friends where we mutually joke like that with each other.

What's the first thing you notice about people? I actually don't know. I think most of the time I'm too caught up in the anxiety of meeting someone new that I'm more focussed on myself.

What's your eye colour? Bluey grey.

Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings. I'll watch some scary movies but sometimes they just make me too anxious to enjoy them.

Any talents? I can read pretty quickly with good comprehension (I like to take my time when reading for fun, but as an english lit student who always has a fuck ton of essays and shit to read, it's handy), I can bake really good gingerbread, and I'm weirdly good at immitating people's walks (the same way some people can do voice impressions).

Where were you born? A small city in south west england (not saying more than that for safety/privacy).

What are your hobbies? I read (a lot); I write fiction, poetry, book reviews & TV show reviews (see pinned post on where to find some of these); I embroider and sew; I enjoy baking and cooking but don't do it much atm because I don't like my flatmates so I spend as little time as possible in our kitchen where I might see them; I like going for walks but it can be difficult to get out into nature without a car (ironically) and sometimes I just solve number puzzles/do maths for fun.

Do you have any pets? Yes, this idiot (affectionate). Technically she lives with my parents, but still. Her name's Pepper and she's a generic black cat (it's hard to work out breeds of cats and she's an adopted former stray so there's no breeding history or whatever).

How tall are you? 1.72m

Favourite subject in school? It alternated between english literature and maths.

Dream job? Author/forest wizard/please don't make me enter the workforce (I'm a uni student atm)/I don't know what I want to do with my life.

@yourlocalcorvidcryptid @autisticfordprefect @feral-enfield-with-wifi sorry if any of y'all have already done this and I missed it.

[luthienebonyx]

Tagged by the lovely @slipsthrufingers​

Are you named after anyone? No. My brothers’ middle names both were, though, so I feel like I’m missing out. I’ve been told that one of my parents chose my first name and the other chose my middle name, but I can’t remember which one chose which.

When was the last time you cried? Because of something real, a few days back when I realised that the anniversary of my grandma’s death had passed without my noticing - because it really had been that many years. Just a few tears and a silent apology. Crying because of something someone wrote? That would be a week or two back and that would be @firesign23​‘s supposed fix-it fic. I swore at her. Repeatedly.

Do you have any kids? No.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Of course not. Why would I possibly do such a thing?

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Hair. Shoulders. Height. I’m okay at faces, but better at names. This is lucky, because my partner D is the world’s worst for remembering names, like, unbelievably terrible, but he’s really good at remembering faces. So between us, we manage to remember most people and, even more importantly, actors.

What’s your eye colour? Green, but with a blue ring around the outside. I accidentally gave Jaime and Brienne’s daughter my eyes in one of my fics.

Scary movie or happy ending? I can’t deal with suspense, so no scary movies for me. Which is not to say that I need a happy ending absolutely every time.

Any special talents? Not anything interesting. I’m a pretty damned good editor, but that’s more a carefully honed skill than a talent. And I know what I’m doing with historical research, but again, more skill than talent. I have a good eye for colours and design, even though I can’t draw at all. I can put words together fairly effectively? That’s about it, really.

Where were you born? In a small township next to the Pacific Ocean.

What are your hobbies? Writing, obvs. There are bursts of family history, which have uncovered some unexpected stuff, including four convicts, an English sea captain with a very German name, Danish agricultural labourers (who knows? I could be related to NCW. Denmark’s a small country!) and the Reuters correspondent in Peking just before and after WWI. I have fits of needlepoint from time to time. I did this one for @undun-duz​ months ago. 

I’m good at the embroidery but but terrible at getting around to doing the making-into-a-cushion-cover bit.

I used to collect Japanese porcelain from the first half of the 20th Century - mostly the inter-war period. It’s beautiful and over-the-top (and hard to photograph) with masses of gilding. 

11. Do you have any pets? D would probably say “too many”, but he also wouldn’t think of living without any of them. I have four cats - well, three and a half atm, since one of them hasn’t quite grown into a cat yet: Indy (huge grey burmese x oriental); Sasha (medium-sized cream/light ginger tabby); Bella (ridiculously beautiful and ridiculously tiny bengal); and Abby AKA The Beast, because she attacked D’s toes in the middle of the night and drew blood when she was only about four months old. She’s a ragdoll x burmese, and looks like a seal-point, blue-eyed ragdoll but with short fur. She’s eight months old, so she’s at that stage where she’s neither kitten nor cat. 

I also have a shetland sheepdog called Lufra, who is the first dog I’ve had since I was a toddler. He literally tries to herd cats. He’s two years old now, but D still sometimes sort of shakes his head in disbelief that we actually have a dog, because “we’re cat people!” (Don’t worry, he loves the dog, maybe even more than I do. ;)

12. How tall are you? 178cm (5′10 in the old money.) The same height as Princess Diana was!

13. Favourite subject in school? My two best subjects were English and history. I topped my form/year/whatever they call it these days in English, but history just edged it out as my favourite.

14. Dream job? The job I used to have before I became too unwell to work would be nice. It was a great job and I was good at it. Otherwise, being an author of novels would be good. I might actually achieve that one sometime soonish. You never know.

Tagging: @woodelf68, @intoni, @ophidiae @nire-the-mithridatist and anyone else who wants to play.

[spnskinnyballs]

15 Questions, 15 Mutuals

@bamby0304 tagged me in this game, thank you 😘

1) Are you named after anyone?

No, our names are all unisex just because our parents didn’t want to know the gender but that’s it ☺️

2) When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday, we were watching Wolf of Wall Street and one scene had me sobbing!

3) Do you have kids?

I have two angels

4) Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Sarcasm, me? Whatever do you mean?!

5) What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Their kindness, how they treat others and view themselves around them

6) What’s your eye colour?

Hazel

7) Scary movie or happy ending?

It totally depends but I love a happy ending hehe break my heart and murder me with angst but I die when they get their hope after something tragic

8) Any special talents?

I‘m creative, I draw, write, cross stitch, bake, crochet, play musical instrument, things like that ☺️

9) Where were you born?

A little town in farmer country, UK

10) What are your hobbies?

Anything creative I put up above ☝️ and watching tv and reading fanfiction obvs

11) Have you any pets?

Sadly not but my in laws have a grumpy old cat who loves a cuddle

12) What sports do you play/have you played?

I did gymnastics competitively for like ten years so I did a lot to help that like ballet, trampolining, running, things like that ☺️

13) How tall are you?

About 5’5 and a half of you wanna get technical

14) Favourite subject in school?

God I don’t even know, psychology maybe?

15) Dream job?

Completely dream job would be a stay at home mum where I write on the side and I also want to have a creative business/ blog where I make and sell cross stitch patterns and post all my new recipes

Essentially something that will allow me to be around my family as much as I possibly can as well as being creative

@leatherandapplepies @waywardrose13 @supernatural-teamfreewillpage @curly-haired-disaster @purpleskiesandcherrypies @ravenangel33 and anyone else who wants to play!