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crawlingbetweenearthandheaven · 1 year ago

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angry at myself for not applying to oxford. i know so many thickos who got into oxford. i could have got in. need to let it go because it has been ten years since my open day but like. still feel inadequate for "only" going where i did go..

#someone help me. therapy. idek.#personal #like i got A* AB and full marks in english lit a level and that was with undiagnosed bipolar disorder.#i could have waited a year and re-took my spanish and got on meds....#also like i got 88 in my dissertation and i taught myself the entire third year syllabus because i was so fucking ill that i didn't go to #half my exams #like...#idek.#i do not want that life particularly. toff life i mean. god i have no idea what i am talking about #i hate myself wildly for not doing enough with this GIFT that i have you know ?

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