#like i dont . i dont jnow anymore

[greenytiger]

Guys don't ever fucking associate your crush with your fav rockstar or that shit will haunt you forever

[sparrowmoss]

hey everyone. cool update on the mental illness. i have watched the mandalorian three times in the past three weeks. i am on my fourth run. im feeling entirely new emotions. i cried like 15 times (mostly because of just overwhelming emotions of love). this shit is crazy. i need him carnally

[globodamorte]

what the fuuuuuuck I don't exiiisttttt

[cherry-shipping]

I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS. I DONT JNOW HOW TO DRAW ANYMORE. I CANT FUCKING DO IT IVE COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN HOW TO DRAW. IM GOING TO ABSOLUTELY KILL MYSELFFFFF and yes im posting this here even though its not selfship related. because i dont post things like this on main im afraid

[quackitytheduck]

four three two fuck you listen up yall this shit is ironic striders beats are best suited for trolls hooked on phonics karkalicious definition makes terezi loco she wants to know the secrets that she cant taste in my photo dying just to jnow the flavot i aint doinf her no favors no reasons why i tease her flush just comes and goes like seasons four three two fuck you im karkalicious so delicious no i dont do kismesis and kf you read any fanfivs all thst shit is ficticious im karkalicious i blow kisses mwahhhh dont matter kf were just moirails trolls be linimg down the veil for a chance tl fill a pail so delicious SUPER SWEET so delicious FUCKING ADORABLOODTHIRSTY so delicious EVEN EGBERT WANTS A PIECE OF ME im karkalicious C C C C CANDY CANDY karkalicious def karkalicious def goddamnit doc scratch stop fucking arounf with my mic karkalicious definition makes the shippers crazy nepetas always squeal8ng cutest petnsmes likr karkitty im the K to the A R K the A the T and the majority of pairings had vetter kn clude me im karkalicious so delicious my body stays vicious all the highbloods feeling nervous cause im doing some fitness zahhaks my witness bet that ship curls nepetas tail and hell be needing all the towels cause imma make him sweat pail so delicous SUPRR SWEET so delicious FUCKING ADORABLOODTHIRTSY so delicious EVEN EGBERT WSNTS A PIECE OG ME im karkalicious now you nooksuclers hold the fuck up check it out BABY BABY BA BY if u really want me honey get some patience maybe then youll get a taste ill be tasty tasty ill be laced with lacy its so tasty tasy itll make you crazy t to the a to the s t e y fucking tasty t to the a to the s t e y fuxking tasty d to the e to the l i c i o u s to the d to the e to the tl the to the ill just spekl it out for you all the time i turn around trolls gather round always sniffing st me wanna guess the color of my blood i just wanna say it now i aint tryna round up drama lil fucker i judt dont wsnt you to know and i guess im coming off as just a little insecure although i keep on repeating how the secrets fucking awesome but im tryna tell its a secret i just dont wsnna tell terezi says i smell delicious so delicious no i dont do kismesis and if you read any fanfics all that shit is ficticious i blow kisses mmmwsh dont matter if were just moirails trolls be lining down the veil for the chance to fill a pail my body stays vicious zahhaks been feeling nervous cause i got down to business nepetas my witness MEEEOW ill even let her first ship sail just watch that kitten be the first in line to fill a pail so delicious eridan see so delicious you can trust me so delicious ill help you be im karkalicious C C C C CANDY CANDY its so delicious so delicious so delicious im karkalicious says my blood is like CANDY CANDY t to the a to the s t e y fucking tasty t to the a to the s t e y fuxking tasty d to the e to the l i c i o u s t to the a to the s t e y fucking tasty t to the a to the to the to the to the d to the e to the l i c i o u s d to the e to the l i c i o u s d to the e to the l i c i o u s d to the e to the now wsit just a motherfuckin second do i seriously have to spell this shit to the end of the fuxkng song i mwan whoever wrote the original never haf access to spellcheck i guess because t a s t e y does not spell TASTY was this fergie douchemuffin illiterate or something whst do you mean human rap artists are the only ones brave enough to write their own grammatical trainwrecks and call it music whst the fuck even is will smith doing he doesnt throw down sick fires anymore fuck this shit i quit

[hmshermitcraft]

Continuing the Scar+Mumbo+Grian train surfer AU!!

(Im so sorry for these being so long, its hust .. hhehsuHJFHFHDHGDEHRHGHEERGHH…)

YES I AGREE !! Grian starts feeling as if they DONT actually care about him, hes been away for such a long time… they couldn’t care about him! They’ve probably forgotten him!

So he does what he thinks is reasonable, he doesnt come around the next time, he doesnt know how to act, he’s never loved until now ! He doesnt know how to act ! And so, when the time comes that he’d be home, he isnt. Hes traveling through the Balkan countries as a frenzy of worried messages from his boyfriend reach him. He does not want to think about, he doesnt want to think about what’s going on, he’s trying to give them the time to realize that they DONT need him (its all in Grians brain though, trust me, Scar and Mumbo love him FAR TOO MUCH to sometimes even let him go.) He doesnt pay with his card anymore so that they cant track him down, missing person posters pop up around land, even in TV, even after months of him being ‘missing’ , he realizes that the two love him still, despite being far away. And so he sets his direction back to America, swiftly flying over the Atlantic sea with his peregrine falcon form, and landing in their yard. Grian does not have the heart to tell them hes been “ghosting” them because of his insecurity and tells them he almost got caught in the alps and had to have a low profile for a long while.

Except.. he couldn’t lie to them, so he decides to tell them the truth.

Thats when he expected them both to stop loving him , but no. The two cry and hug Grian the tightest they’ve ever hugged. Grian sheds tears back and cries with them. The only things they were mad about was that Grian made them worried and HE HADNT PAID WITH HIS CARD. Meaning that man lived off of money he found on the ground and ate cat food.. AGAIN. And so they bring him inside and ensure him they love him, they give him space and ensure that everything’s alright,

In his next expedition Grian gets injured when riding a train in the alps, Scar and Mumbo thinks Grian is ghosting them again when he doesnt come back home, but when Grian calls them, they are filled with joy, although that is replaced with terror as someone else picks up the phone, Doc, as he called himself called from Grians phone to inform them that he had found Grian on the side of the train tracks injured.

Of course, Mumbo and Scar are.. TERRIFIED. I mean their boyfriend is injured in the alps, FAR FAR away with some unknown German guy !! Long story short, Grian recovers, makes friends with this ‘Doc’ guy, they become like brothers and its until then that Grian HAS to leave so that he can meet his boyfriends, arrives to America where the two TACKLE Grian to the ground.

AAAND doc ensures Grian that if hes ever travelling along the alps, he has a place to stay in,, Doc is this,, hermit. Like an actual hermit. His cabin is deep in the woods and doesnt have any friends because hes “scary”, but once he met Grian, his ‘little brother’ maybe his heart softened a bit!

GRIAN KEEPS GETTING IN TROUBLE AND FOR WHAT ??

-forgot my emoji, just jnow im the ask who wrote the last part of this AU 🤝💥

He calls Scar and Mumbo and promise them that he’ll keep Grian safe until he can get him back into their arms, maybe they can find a way to tame Grian’s wanderlust by having him travel between Scar and Mumbo’s home and Doc’s home

[azlovesem]

Sometimes i never know. Therecwas a car sitn the other morning and i was thonk g shoukd i go down. But i didnt. I dont care snymore. I cantvwatch tv read enjoy shit. Why stay is a better question than why not go. Ill feel wsy better right away. I wont have to wake up like that anymore. I dont jnow ask some of uou arupid punk ass bitch citizens down in wherever wherever the fuck theuy came from. Their work got old cause they did so they borrowed other peoples. Cause they are old boring n stuffy and have no real artists bones yo bwgin with. With them it was the fame n money and when that went nothing was left. So vacuum up writing off the internet like its yours and vmcall it legal. Then with God it isnt legal so Ventura counties mountsins go up in smoke suddenly lkke an unstoppable curse. Dont blame God blame yoursrlelves.

MEGAN THEE STALLION — as Trish Una (Hottieween '24)

[nullnobodynothingnowhere]

I can't do this anymore I really fucking can't and I'm sitting here freskijg out and I'm just going to get up in like five minutes and keep acting fucking "normal" and im going to go home andnkeep being numb and a sstupid freak and probably upset everyone and go to bed feeling like shit anf wake up feeling like shitnanf i dont even fucking JNOW WHAT TO DO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I CANT KEEP LIVING LIKENTHIS I AM THE PROBLEM!!!!!! I AM THE PROBLEM I AM THE FUCKING PROBLEM I WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL MY THROAT IS A BLOODY RAW MESS I WANT TO SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM I AM IN AGONY!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS!!!!!!!! I AM THE PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM IN FUCKING AGONY. I WANT TO BE FUCKING DEAD.

[illusion-of-sea-axes]

hi i dont know you but you posted about something i was interested in once in 2017 and youre cool still btw. i font jnow any of the fandoms you like anymore soa ll your posts are giberish to me but youre cool and i enjoy you . thats it oh also heres a photo of a dog

this is milky he is from instagram. say hi to milky please

I would die for this dog. His lil brown orbs have captured me heart and soul. He looks like he would be supremely soft to pet.

Also lol sorry my posts are gibberish now but at least you enjoy it. I have no clue which fandom you're talkin bout from 2017 but thank you nonetheless! Have a cool day!

[blackvail22]

she was in my dream last night.

i havent dreamt about her in a really long time... i havent really thought about her either

it was quite odd. in real life, shes an asshole. she has the loudest voice in the room, saying something self-deprecating 90% of the time, and the other 10% is full of her talking shit about someone. in my dream, though... something makes me miss her.

she showed up at my doorstep with a bag full of stuff. it was full of all the art i made her, all of the letters i wrote her. i finally have got it back... i was always afraid that she threw them out or ruined them in a fit of rage. even though i dont really like many of my paintings, the ones i gave her, i was the most proud of them. i also made her a collage, and i even created a book-safe for her. i would spend hours at night writing letters for her, pouring out my heart and soul. when i saw all the sutff, i started crying. in the dream, i never once looked at her. the only thing i remember looking at is her long, frizzy, curly brown hair. thats all i really remember of the dream besides walking on the side of a highway and knowing how to drive (but not knowing how to park?).

anyway i love this song

on another side note, im wishhh i healed from my surgery already. im so fucking tired of my throat hurting, it hurting when i yawn (and feel weird afterwards bcos of my stitches), not being able to eat properly, not being able to talk, my ears hurting!!!!!

im so tired of complaining about this!!! i want everything yo be normal and to never need another surgery for this again but ooo ill be surprised in 9 DAYS when he tells me all about the disease i had (AND DIDNT FUCKING JNOW ABOUT)!

im exhausted. im tired. i dont want to spend another minute more than i need to in my moms room. im tired of how my dad is talking to me (makes me sick) and honestly, im losing my goddamn mind.

i dont really want to go to work anymore. my new coworker makes me dread my job now. and theres something about my recovery that makes me feel like i wont be able to go back to work when i told her i could (happens every surgery ive had, even my knee scope) and shes obviously gonna schedule me that week BUT HOW AM I GONNA CALL OFF IF SHE SCHEDULES ME 7-8 HOUR DAYS 4 DAYS IN A ROW? HOW IS SHE GONNA FIND SOMEONE TO COVER THAT????? AND IM DREADING THE PHONE CALL ILL HAVE TO MAKE ESP IF I CANT FUCKING TALK STILL (i can its just very tense and i choke on every word lmao) BECAUSE HOW AM I GONNA BE LIKE (strained) "hey! its *cough* [my name]. i *cough*--exuse me--am una- unable to come in .... for another f-*cough* few days. i cant talk.... and my doc...tor told me to rest...for a few days...." LIKE HELL THE FUCK NO

i feel like i constantly have acid in my throat. the smell of certain foods makes me sick, the smell of my moms cigarette smoke gives me a headache and nausea that doesnt go away (its 1am, my mom went to sleep at 9 and smoked before then. i still feel like i just inhaled the smoke) i have sharp pains in my side constantly, as well as the right side of my chest. I DONT FEEL GOOD AT ALL. all of my problems could be because i havent really been eating but its because i really cant? i drink water... yeah, i drink water when i remember to. (my body is probably in shock because i usually eat a lot and now im not/barely eating now LOL idek if that can happen but yeah.)

imma stop ranting now. i just wish this next week could fly by and i had a wfh job

[koqabear]

OHSBDJEJFBWNFNEB YOU EVEN JNOW THE CLUB NAMES I CANT BREATHE you're so in deep it's actually funny but im an america fan because omfg. THEYRE JUST SO MUCH BETTER like you can't argue with the statistics i dont know

what's funny is that my mom is the chivas fan and she's the one who got me into soccer so i grew up as a fan of them. she actually used to work for a company that sold tickets and stuff so i got to go to the games a lot as a kid and i even went to the world cup in russia and qatar bc. That's just how serious it is, but anyways once i was kind of older like maybe 7-9, i kind of turned on her because of my aunt who's an america fan and it was just like... i couldn't deny their slay anymore – ml

Yes…. I’m afraid I’m in too deep— I have yet to pick a side tho bc I’m not trying to get in the beef 🙅❗️but that’s so cool that you got to go to world cups!!

It’s so funny bc my chivas friend is kinda the opposite, like both them and their father like chivas, but the rest of their family is into america 😭😭 (and their partner too, it’s rough for them)

[maddestmewmew]

1, 27 & 31 for the ask game !

OK SO i had ocs before this for sure bc ive always been a writer and i wrote my first “book” in kindergarten but i Dont Have Them Anymore. so the first oc that i still jnow of would be Shadowkit, my warriors oc!!

UM. YEAH. music is a big big part of my life and im listening to it almost constantly. i Do Not Know which of my ocs have been influenced majorly/inspired by a song bc i have the memory of an acorn ❤️

i think ava would be a shitpost blog w like a million followers. would she be actually funny No. itd be meme reposts and dumb shit. 0 effort put into the quality of the blog also. the only coding done is to make everything in some weird font. the icon is the snoop dog homestuck art.

ask game

[azlovesem]

Youre very regal Regal just like Grandma. Oh well screw tampa. The queen or you ever go thete. Ha ha ha of course not who hoes there??? Ha ha ha i dont care screw thise smericans too. Theyre pathetic laughing stocks at worst and dangerpus idiits at worst. Obviously VmCayherine i fewr none of them and beat them do mercilessly senseless look at tgem. Stupipd assholes looks good in em. I hope i didnt hurt Rachels farm forgrt anuone rlse from florida. Stupud ass state. Ooo people are ge ouses down there younshpuld go everyones so fuckn dnarr youll be hapoy youbdid. Tampa up. Orlandos sier of nit bad. Tampaas goifvilke i dmoked a few people from thag beat up rat hole. Pure whiny rats pive there. Whhhaaannnnnn is sll the rver say. Ill laugh at them drowning. I forget how many smericans ive killed.in from Michigan myself not smerica. I send assassibs to america to jill ky enemies. Kill i said. I think yiy nniw a few nsjes who are on our list. Theyll be goin to their own funerals thwts it. Their agencies ate terrified of ne they know who i am. Injust dontvthink theyre cery good people and nor dies snykne else in earth. Oh i killed a bunch uiu sas and i kaugh in their faces. Dont waste your time in the sates theres nowhere to go ivd vern weverywhere. Sedona Arizona was nice. Many towns around it csn go ahead and fall in a sink hole but that place was cute. Theyrecsll fucon far as fuck it wasnt hard chasing a few of em doen. Stupud as yhe day is long. Hey dabid letterman how ya doin bud. Lookn for young hitks ya nonce. Im just telling Kate how your country is mostly nothing byf pueces of shit you got a pronlem with that i hope nog for your soms sake. Ahhh hes not so bad if you dont mind nonces. Ha ha ga ya know? Anyway do mind them. Daves not ygef bad i just bugging ygst day all the time. Fuck ifiot thats the best ‘ thisd people’ have. Are theg sll dumb loke tgaf??? Ha ha ha probably. They fired that giy gor insappropriaye behavior towards women. Now he has to stat ten feet assy ftom yyem court order. Thays why only nen go on his show anymore. His felliw nonces like to go over and talk ship like they arent all stupid with him. Ha ha ha id fuckn anihilate thart moton onstage hes fucon dcared of lge. He better be we ll yhriw his son off Bridge. That giy is nothing and jnows no ones. No one owes him favors like theg owe me. I wslk right up to his face in my new city of new york and have a chat woth him. Hed turn whiter that white man. No i rule everythinv put of detroit. I was aske to help out. They also yook something ftom a friends daughter in finslnd i burned cali i forget how many times that. I gog operatives there. Winds pick up goobye city ors easy those idiots are surrounded. I was adked in to kick done asz and i did thet. I slso had to have word with their baby seal tesms. Yash i dkn tv respect them do ill talk about yhem like theyre chesp assassins all i want. Hey i hot a bu ch of uours for uourcactions. Dont embarass us anymote acting like meecinaries ir their will ve more discipline kyle. Now off ya go. I released Chriss soul. Hes fibally free. Hes been helping me. Now he can go home. Im done fighting and writing. Ill nevef write much again. Maybe ill finish driftwood. Probsbly not. Im tired. Ill go to sllrerpp now ive been up itoi long. I feel better naybe later.

[hellfire--hearts]

it really feels like ill end up killing myself within a month. before a month passes. it doesnt feel like a decision. it feels like just a fact of the universe. and if im honest I dont really want to fight it. nothing brings me pleasure anymore, literally nothing at all. not food, not drugs, not games, not friends, not love, not hobbies, not cooking, not writing, not sleep, not sex, not masturbation, literally. no pleasure. none. nothing. nothing at all. its just. gone. I dont jnow if im even capable of being happy anymore. and im so fucking scared and it hurts and I don't want to do this. not even in my dreams didanything feel good. I dont even have my dreams anymore theres nothing there's no joy no matter where I look no pleasure no hope no happiness no kindness no light nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing theres just nothing anymore theres just nothing

[witchydani]

Am I non binary or do I just have a complicated relationship with what a female is because I dont fit the societal norms of what being a female is supposed to be.

[myownprivatcidaho]

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