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Hotel California | Track 8: Obvious
Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader
Summary: Natasha Romanoff, frontwoman of the punk rock band Velvet Rebellion, falls hard for a woman she believes is too good for her. Their intense relationship unfolds in the chaotic world of rock 'n' roll, where they struggle to balance fame, personal demons, and their undeniable passion for each other.
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Note: Another week of y'all reading my mediocre song lyrics. Let's wrap this up by the new year.
18+ Minors DNI (mature)
Themes: love, fame, sex, drugs
Saturdays were for tennis. Every weekend, if your dad were in town, heâd send a message inviting you and Isabella for your weekly tennis match, followed by tea on the patio with your mom. It had been this way ever since Isabella was a tiny girl, a tradition that had endured through the years.
Youâd grown up watching your father maintain his high-profile careerâmanaging bands, launching artists, orchestrating dealsâbut when he was home, he always made time for this simple ritual. Tennis and tea. Just the four of you. You smiled as you stepped onto the courts, the early morning sun casting a soft golden glow over everything. He was already on the court, wearing his usual pair of black sunglasses and his signature calm, calculating demeanor. His presence alone was enough to put most people on edge. But not you. You knew your father better than anyone. He had always been a man of few words, but his actions spoke volumes.
The sound of the tennis ball bouncing off the court snapped you back to the present. Isabella was sitting off to the side with your mother and a cup of tea, chatting away like a little grown-up. You couldn't help but smile at the sight of them together. Isabella was growing into her own person, and you felt lucky to have witnessed all of it. Especially now, when she would listen to your conversations, paying half attention but always absorbing every detail. Then she'd offer her advice as if you weren't the parent.
âSo,â Nick said, casually hitting the ball back over the net. âHowâs this Natasha girl?â
You blinked, caught off guard by the question. You had expected it, sure. Your father had been strangely quiet about your dating life up until now. Heâd asked about Sam before, mostly because he liked the guy, and you were married to him, but Natasha? That was a different story.
You took a deep breath, trying to keep your tone light. âSheâs good, Dad. Really good. Weâve been seeing each other for a while now.â
Nick nodded, but you could see the gears turning in his head. The intensity in his eyes never wavered, and he returned the ball with more force than usual, almost like he was using tennis as an excuse to let out his frustration.
âYouâre serious about her?â he asked, his voice more guarded than you were used to.
âYeah, I am,â you replied, meeting his gaze. âSheâs someone special.â
Nick didnât say anything at first. He just watched you for a moment as if waiting for more. His next words came slowly, weighed down with skepticism. âI still donât know about this whole rockstar thing. Are you sure about her? Where did you meet her?"
You knew this would come up. The idea of you dating someone in that worldâespecially Natashaâwasnât exactly sitting well with him.
"Harley's birthday party," You glanced at Isabella, who was pretending to sip her tea but clearly eavesdropping. You softened your tone, mindful of her presence. âDad, Natashaâs not just a rockstar. Sheâs more than that. We connect in ways that I havenât felt before. Sheâs not like the others.â
Nickâs gaze didnât soften. âI know the type. They can be... unpredictable.â
You let out a small sigh, feeling the weight of his words. âSheâs different. I promise. She makes me happy.â
His expression remained neutral, but you could tell he wasnât convinced. He jogged to the other side of the court, sending the ball flying back toward you. âIâm sure sheâs got her charms. But you're my daughter. I need to know you're with someone who will treat you right. Someone who can handle all this,â he gestured to the life he'd essentially built for you.
You caught the ball and paused momentarily, considering your fatherâs words. âI know youâre just looking out for me, but this is my decision. And I really think Natashaâs someone worth taking a chance on.â
Nick set his racket down, his arms crossing in a familiar stance. âAlright, Iâll meet her.â
âReally?â you asked, raising an eyebrow. You hadnât expected that so soon.
âYeah,â he said with a nod. âIf sheâs serious about you, I want to see it myself. Iâve got to meet this Natasha.â
You felt a sense of relief, but that underlying tension was still over you. It wasnât just about Natasha proving herself to your father; it was about you figuring out where your relationship was headed. You hadnât even begun to put all the pieces together in your mind, but now, with your dadâs approval, it felt like things were moving faster than you could keep up with.
âWell, looks like youâre going to have to start warming up to the idea,â you teased, trying to lighten the mood.
Nick just grunted, grabbing his racket again. âWeâll see how this plays out.â
"She's really nice, Papa Nick," Isabella joined in. "We went to the movies last week, and she bought me the biggest-sized popcorn."
"Is that so?" Nick raised a brow. "Have you met her, Jen?" He looked to your mom for her answer.
"I have not,"
"Hmm," Nick hummed. "I suppose we'll just have to wait and see. When is she free?"
"Tomorrow," You replied.
"Perfect. Tomorrow then," He decided.
Good luck to both of you.
***
To say that this brunch was awkward was an understatement. Your father, ever the master of subtle intimidation, had given Natasha the cold shoulder despite your repeated pleas for him to ease up. He wasnât outright rude or cruelâNick Fury didnât operate that wayâbut his protective instincts were dialed up to eleven. A quiet comment here, a lingering stare thereâit was enough to make even you, a mid-twenties divorcee with a sharp tongue, squirm.
Natasha, for her part, seemed unfazed. She sat next to you at the long dining table, her posture relaxed, her green eyes scanning the room with genuine interest. Sheâd earlier complimented the houseâs mid-century charm, admiring the collection of vinyl records your dad kept in pristine condition. Now, she was nursing her coffee, her fingers lightly tracing the rim of the cup, looking every bit the calm rockstar youâd come to admire.
âSo, Natasha,â your dadâs voice broke the silence, his tone casual but carrying an edge, you knew all too well. He leaned back in his chair, studying her like she was one of his clients sitting across the negotiation table. âDid you go to college?â
Natasha glanced at you briefly, a small, reassuring smile tugging at her lips before she turned to your dad. âI didnât,â she admitted, her voice steady. âI was already touring in small venues with the band by the time I finished high school. It was a different path, but one Iâm proud of.â
Nick raised an eyebrow, his expression unreadable. âNo regrets about that?â
Natasha shook her head, her eyes meeting your dad's. She didn't shy away from the challenge.
"I'm not a person who regrets. Not if it means I'm doing what I love."
Your dad hummed, seeming to consider her words. You held your breath, watching the exchange closely. For a moment, it was silent, save for the clinging of your mom's fork against her plate.
"Do you value education?" He questioned.
"I do,"
"Good. Then you'll understand when I say I want the best for my daughter and granddaughter. They deserve nothing less than that."
Natasha nodded, her gaze unwavering. "With all due respect, sir, I believe the same."
"Hmm." Your dad hummed. "You're very direct." Your father nodded slowly, clearly weighing her words. âThe music industryâs not exactly a walk in the park. A lot of people get chewed up and spit out.â
Natasha met his gaze without flinching. âThatâs true. But Iâve got good people around me and learned how to stay grounded. Iâve also learned how to be better as an artist and person.â
You couldnât help but smile. Natasha had a way of handling the pressure that you envied, and seeing her hold her own with your father was impressive.
Your dad didn't look away, but you could tell he was contemplating her words.
"What are your intentions with my daughter?" He asked bluntly.
Natasha didn't even flinch. "I care deeply about your daughter, sir. She's one of the most genuine people I've met, and I value her input. Her opinion matters to me. I enjoy spending time with her."
Nick's face softened, but only slightly. "I'm glad to hear that. So you understand my hesitation."
Natasha nodded. "Of course. And I'd never disrespect or disregard your family."
"Daddy, do you have to ask her so many questions?" You sighed.
"I'm just trying to get to know the person who's going to spend a lot of time with my grandbaby," He shrugged. "You understand."
"Yes," Natasha responded.
"What are your parents like?" Your father inquired, changing the topic.
"My mother is a science teacher," Natasha said. "She lives in Jersey. I call her twice a week."
"And your father?"
Natasha's jaw tightened. "I haven't spoken to my father since I was sixteen,"
"Why is that?" Your father asked.
Natasha shifted slightly in her chair, her gaze lowering for the first time. "He and my mom got divorced when I was younger. After the divorce, he didn't want anything to do with me."
"Oh," Nick's brow furrowed.
"He wasn't the best man," Natasha's tone was firm, her gaze returning to meet your dad's. "But my mom did a great job raising my sister and me. She always made sure I had a roof over our heads and food in the fridge, and she instilled good morals in us. She taught me how to be a strong woman, and I'm thankful for her every day."
Natashaâs words seemed to strike a chord with Nick. He leaned back in his chair, his expression softening slightly as he considered her answer. You could tell he wasnât expecting that level of candor or the quiet pride with which Natasha spoke about her mom.
âSounds like your mom did right by you,â he finally said, a hint of approval in his tone.
âShe did,â Natasha replied with a small, genuine smile. âSheâs one of the strongest people I know.â
The room seemed to settle momentarily, the tension loosening just enough for your mom to jump in. She had been quietly observing up to this point, sipping her tea with a soft smile. Now, her curiosity sparked.
âYou mentioned you have a sister?â Jen asked, her tone warm and inviting.
Natasha turned her attention to her, her shoulders relaxing slightly. âYelena. Sheâs studying at the University of Cambridge right now. International Relations major. Sheâs brilliant, honestly. Way smarter than I ever was at her age.â
âCambridge,â Jen echoed, clearly impressed. âThatâs no small accomplishment. You must be proud.â
âI am,â Natasha said with a nod. âShe worked really hard to get there. Weâre close, so I always cheer her on from here.â
Jen smiled, clearly charmed, and even Nick seemed to appreciate the answer. He tapped his fingers on the edge of his coffee cup before leveling his gaze at Natasha again.
âSo, youâve got a smart sister, a strong mom,â he said. âWhat about you? You know good music?â
You groaned inwardly, recognizing the shift in his tone. Nick Furyâs âtestâ voice was unmistakable, and you braced yourself for the next question.
Natasha, however, didnât miss a beat. She tilted her head slightly, a hint of amusement in her eyes. âIâd like to think so. Musicâs kind of my whole life.â
Nick raised an eyebrow, leaning forward slightly. âAlright then. Whoâs your favorite artist?â
It was a direct, deceptively simple Nick Fury question designed to put someone on the spot.
Natasha didnât flinch. She smiled, considering her answer momentarily before replying, âIt depends on the day. Fleetwood Macâs Rumours is one of my all-time favorites, but I also love modern stuff. Brandi Carlile, Hozier... sometimes even Billie Eilish when Iâm in the right mood.â
Nick nodded slowly, clearly evaluating her response. "What about people that look like me?"
"Dad," you warned, feeling your temper flare.
Natasha's smile didn't fade; she took his question in stride.
"Muddy Waters," Natasha replied, her voice filled with confidence. "Aretha Franklin. Nina Simone."
"Ahh," Nick nodded approvingly, a hint of surprise registering on his face. "I like that. When's your next album coming out?"
"Well, we have a few tracks in the worse. Should be done in the next few months," Natasha wiped her mouth. Discussing music put her at ease. This was her territory. "We have a couple of songs we're still debating about. Actually, we're looking at y/n for the vocals. I was going to mention it to you when we had a moment alone."
"Wanda already did," You nodded.
"You talked to Wanda?" She looked at you.
"Yes, we exchanged numbers at the party," You shrugged. "We talk all the time."
"Of course you do," She muttered.
"Well, how do you feel about the song y/n? "Jen asked.
"I'm a little nervous," You admitted.
"She's got a great voice," Natasha praised. "She's a natural. The song's a perfect fit."
"That's not the issue," You sighed.
"Oh?" Nick perked up.
You sighed, glancing at your parents, who were waiting expectantly. Natashaâs praise was sweet but didnât erase the knot of hesitation tightening in your chest.
âItâs not that I donât like the song,â you started, fiddling with your napkin. âOr that I donât think itâs a great opportunity.â
âThen what is it?â Natasha asked, her voice soft but curious.
âItâs...â You hesitated, glancing at your dad, who was watching you closely now. âIâve put singing behind me for a reason. I worked hard to separate myself from that world, to build something on my own. And I donât want anyone thinkingââ
âThinking what?â Natasha leaned in, her tone patient but firm.
âThat weâre together because I want to boost my career,â you admitted, the words spilling out before you could stop them. âIâve seen those kinds of PR stunts a million times. Theyâre transparent and cheap, and I donât want to look like... that.â
"That's completely understandable," Natasha said. She was content to leave it there. She knew firsthand how to handle this topic for you.
"Well, let's hear the song." Your dad suggested.
"Dad..." You began.
"Before you say no to it, at least hear it," He shrugged. "I have a studio in the guest house. Surely Natasha has her music loaded and ready." You knew what this was. He was testing the both of you. He was mostly trying to push you but also gauge Natasha's knowledge of music. This would be interesting.
****
An hour later, Natasha sat at the mixing board, her fingers flipping switches and turning knobs. A laptop propped up nearby displayed Wandaâs face over FaceTime, her expression focused as she listened intently. Nick sat off to the side, arms crossed but intrigued as Natasha played the first track. He didnât say much, but the way his brows furrowed in thought spoke volumes.
You sat on a low couch a few feet away, curled up with a notebook. Mostly, youâd stayed quiet, content to watch the interplay between your dad and Natasha. It was rare to see him this interested in someone elseâs craftârarer still for him to keep his opinions to himself for more than five minutes.
As the song wound down, Natasha leaned back in her chair and glanced at Wanda on the screen. âWhat do you think? Too much reverb on the bridge?â
Wanda shook her head. âNo, I like it. It gives the vocals more weight. What about layering the guitar riff in the second verse, though? Feels like it could use a little more punch there.â
âGood call,â Natasha nodded, making a note on a pad beside her.
Nick leaned forward, his gaze sharp. âYouâre not a producer, are you?â
Natasha chuckled. âNot officially, no. But Iâve spent enough time in studios to pick up a thing or two.â
Nick didn't look impressed.
"I'm the creative force," She smirked. "If we want it, I can do it."
He grunted.
You glanced at your dad, wondering if he would bring up the song you were supposed to record. The question was evident on his face, but he hesitated to voice it.
Wanda, however, didn't have the same reservations. She was always the one to ask the hard questions, especially if the answers mattered.
"Are you going to record the song, or what?"
You let out a heavy sigh, running a hand through your hair.
"I might have written down a few lyrics that fit me better," You acknowledged. You stood to be given the camera. "I'm not saying no, but I want the song to represent me as well. That's all."
"That's fair," Wanda nodded.
"We can try it out right now if you want?" Nick suggested. "Let's see how good your pen actually is."
"It's certainly improved since you last heard it, old man." You jested. Natasha began to play the music and offered you the floor to give constructive criticism. "Well, if you're going to lean into the whole crossover thing, it should feel more R&B. Subtle."
Natasha immediately adjusted the track, tweaking the tempo and softening the guitar riff. The harder punk elements faded into a smoother, almost sensual melody aligned more with an R&B vibe. She glanced at you as she worked, her expression open and eager for feedback.
âLike this?â she asked, her fingers moving expertly across the board.
âCloser,â you said, stepping further into the room. âThe drumline should be heavier but not overpowering. Something you feel in your chest, you know?â
Nick raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. âYouâve got an ear for this.â
âShe does,â Natasha agreed, her voice carrying a note of pride. âShe hears music differently. Itâs why I wanted her on this track.â
Your cheeks warmed at the compliment, but you focused on the task. âAnd the bridgeâit needs to soar. It's like a release before the last chorus. Build up, then let it break down smooth.â
Natasha adjusted the track again, layering in a subtle drumbeat and tweaking the synths to give the bridge the lift you described. She played it back, and the room filled with the revised sound.
âYeah, thatâs it,â you said, nodding. âThat feels more like it.â
âDamn,â Wanda said through the camera, a grin spreading across her face. âSheâs good.â
You opened your notebook to the page you'd scribbled on. You sat next to Natasha, showing her the lyrics. "I think we should be more of a duet. Obviously, Wanda will be there, but..."
Natasha looked at the lyrics, then at you.
"We're already a duo,"
"Is that a problem?"
"Not for me," She winked.
"Perfect," Wanda chimed in.
"This is the new bridge," You hummed along with the music, letting Natasha play the music.
"I don't want to make it obvious,
Caught in the midst and can't lie.
Every touch, you make it harder for me, baby,
Go ahead and look me in my eyes."
Your voice laced each line with a hint of vulnerability, and Natasha watched intently, her fingers lightly tapping against her chair to the beat as she mouthed the lyrics along with you.
The pre-chorus was next, soft but building:
"I can admit when I'm hiding from you,
But you see right through my disguise."
The music swelled, and your voice dropped to a raspy, sultry whisper.
"Baby, when I'm with you, I can't hide."
You glanced up at Natasha, meeting her gaze. Her green eyes were intense, and there was a familiar intensity in the way her jaw flexed. She seemed lost, but her lips parted ever so slightly.
"I think that's great," Wanda's voice boomed through your reverie as the music faded.
"It's certainly something," Your dad smirked from his spot in the corner.
"Natasha, what do you think?" You asked. "Does it seem too r&b for you guys?"
"Are you kidding me? You nailed it. It's perfect." Natasha gave you a thumbs-up. "We need to record this, babe. That was really great."
Natasha leaned forward, her elbows resting on her knees, still tapping a rhythm on her thigh. "So, are you in?" she asked, her tone casual but her eyes betraying her anticipation.
You hesitated for a beat, not because you doubted the song but because of what it representedâa step into the spotlight you'd carefully avoided for years. Of course, this could all go the opposite way. You could fade back into oblivion, and the song wouldn't even chart. Somehow, you knew you had a hit on your hands. Your gaze flickered to your dad, sitting back in his chair with a knowing smirk.
"You knew this would happen, didnât you?" you asked him, crossing your arms playfully.
Nick shrugged, his grin widening. "I knew the moment you heard the track, you couldnât walk away. Youâve got the itch, kid. Itâs in your blood."
You rolled your eyes but couldnât stop the small smile tugging at your lips. Turning back to Natasha, you said, "Yeah, Iâm in. Letâs do it."
Natashaâs face lit up with a grin, and she stood. "You wonât regret it," she said, her voice brimming with excitement.
"I better not," you teased, though your excitement started to bubble beneath the surface.
From the corner of the room, Wandaâs voice came through the speaker. "Finally! This is going to be amazing."
Natasha chuckled, sliding an arm around your waist. "Sheâs right. This is just the beginning."
Nick clapped his hands together, drawing everyoneâs attention. "Well, now that weâre all on the same page, letâs record this before you second-guess yourself."
You rolled your eyes again but nodded. "Fine. But if this blows up and Iâm on the cover of People next month, Iâm blaming all of you."
"Deal," Natasha said, her arm still around you as she leaned in close. Her voice dropped to a murmur, just for you. "But something tells me youâll love every second of it."Â
*****
Later that evening, after the studio session and brunch with your parents, you invited Natasha back to your place. You weren't ready to let her go, reveling in her presence and warmth. You and Natasha found yourselves alone in the dimly lit living room. The air was still charged with the session's energy, and you couldn't shake your feelings.
Natasha handed you a cup of tea, her fingers brushing yours briefly. "For the nerves," she said with a small smile.
You laughed softly, taking the mug and curling up on the plush couch. "Iâm not nervous. Just... processing."
She sat beside you, close but not too close, her arm draped casually along the back of the couch. "Processing what?"
"Everything. I donât know," you said, sighing. "I thought I was done with all this, you know? But, here I am."
Natasha nodded, sipping her tea and letting the silence hang.
You continued, "I mean, I have a good life. I have a good job, friends, my own place."
"And now a kick-ass duet," Natasha added.
"Yeah, it is really great," You nodded. "Without me. You and Wanda are great songwriters."
"You're not so bad yourself." She grinned. "You have to meet our new manager. Mitch Lester."
"Mitch Lester," You tried it on your tongue. You narrowed your eyes.
"What?"
"Nothing," You shook your head. "She manages a couple of my clients."
"Is that good or bad for us?" Natasha tilted her head.
"It's great. She's great," You nodded.
You smiled softly, leaning back into the couch, letting the warmth of Natashaâs presence settle around you. The way she talked to you and never hesitated to share or ask questions were things you didnât take for granted. In the past, you had been with people who avoided the deeper conversations and let things fester instead of speaking up. But Natasha was different. She didnât shy away from the difficult topics. In fact, it seemed like she embraced them.
"Iâm glad you came to meet my parents," you said, quiet but sincere. "I know it wasnât easy, but you didnât flinch."
Natashaâs gaze softened, and she leaned forward, elbows on her knees, her fingers intertwined as she considered your words. "You mean a lot to me, Y/N. Your family means something to me because you mean something to me."
Your heart skipped a beat at the sincerity in her voice. The fact that Natasha didnât just show up out of obligation but because she wanted to connect with you on a deeper level was something you hadnât expected but needed. You never thought that kind of honesty would feel so right.
"I think thatâs why I like us," you said, your voice a little more confident now. "You always let me in. You communicate with me. You never make me guess or wonder what you're thinking."
Her lips twitched into a smile, a small chuckle escaping her. "I try to keep it simple," she said with a wink. "No games."
You laughed, feeling your nerves ease even more. How she looked at you and made you feel seen was a feeling you hadnât experienced in a long time.
"You really donât hold back, do you?" you teased, feeling lighter and more at ease than you had in weeks.
"No reason to," Natasha replied. She moved a little closer, her knee brushing against yours. "Iâve always been more straightforward. With you... itâs easy."
It was easy. That was the truth of it. You didnât have to question Natashaâs intentions, and that made everything feel smoother and more natural than you couldâve anticipated.
"You know, Iâm happy," you said, your voice softening. "Like, genuinely happy. I donât think Iâve felt this way in a while."
Natashaâs expression softened, her hand subtly brushing against yours. "Iâm happy too, Y/N. Itâs just... easy, isnât it?"
You nodded, eyes meeting hers. "Yeah. It is."
A comfortable silence stretched between you both, but it wasnât awkward. It was the kind of silence that came from mutual understanding, from a connection that didnât need words. For the first time in a long time, you let yourself just feelâletting the moment unfold, enjoying the simplicity of being with someone who saw you, truly saw you, and accepted you as you were.
"I love you," Natasha said smoothly. Your eyes widened as you tried to process what she'd said. She leaned closer to you, her lips ghosting over yours, the tension palpable.
"I...I love you too." You said with such sincerity Natasha almost swooned. This felt right. You didn't want to think about how long you'd been dating or whether or not things would go bad. Here, in this moment, you were comfortable with each other. You loved her.
Natasha captured your lips with her arms wrapping around your waist, pulling you close. The kiss was passionate and fierce, and you couldnât help the moan that escaped your lips. Her hands were everywhere, tracing the lines of your body, leaving goosebumps in their wake. She was fire, and you were drawn to her like a moth.
"You said it back," Natasha said her voice husky. She pushed you to lie gently on the couch.
"I said it back," You giggled. "I do love you."
Natasha groaned softly, her lips trailing a path down your neck, leaving a trail of heat in their wake. You arched into her touch, feeling your body responding to her. You were two magnets drawn to each other and couldn't resist the pull.
Natasha's hand slid beneath your shirt, her fingertips tracing patterns on your skin, leaving a tingling sensation in their wake.
"This is real for me," She whispered. "You and me. It's real."
"I know," You murmured, your eyes locked on hers. You could feel her emotions in how her hands roamed your body, how her lips sought yours, and how her breath hitched when your fingertips brushed her skin.
She kissed you again, this time with an intensity that left you breathless.
"It's real for me too."Â
This is the part where we gear up for some real rockstar Hollywood shit to go on in the next chapters. ---> next part
#black widow x female reader#black widow x reader#black reader#natasha romanoff#natasha x reader#natasha romanov#natasha x you
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2024 TF Reverse Mini Bang Memories Part 2
Link to Part 1! I am sharing just a few of my favorite memories of the @tf-bigbang
Let's keep going!
DREAM TEAM 66
The moment I saw @spashahoney's sketch, Team 66 LAUNCHED to the top of my list. I am so lucky to have been matched up with her as my partner!! She is funny, creative, encouraging, and I loved when we fed off each other's energy! I am truly proud of what we created and sincerely hope we continue to work together in the future <3
It was very fun knowing I wanted to partner with her even when I wasn't allowed to say XD
We were a dream team from the start and I'm not afraid to brag about this fact.
We were so chaotic and I had so much fun bouncing around with her talking transformers and about her concept for our collab!
I was also so, so very wrong about how much I planned to write for this fic XD
Either way, we adored what we both had made!
It's also SO TERRIFYING to even think about someone watching you while you write a fic based off of their art XD
It was VERY FUN and I adore my artist <3
Do I completely blame her for my new Optimus/Rodimus obsession? YES.
#BOBACULT
I bought...so much more boba than I usually do because of these people XD Boba Bthursdays and Bubble Tea Fridays birthed an ongoing boba addiction in me that I'm not trying all that hard to fix XD
RP
Getting back into rping! Most importantly starting to rp transformers! I've always been a big fan of collaborative storytelling through roleplay, so am always DELIGHTED to find rp partners to play with <3
I had to pause because of vacations and the bang deadline, but I can't wait to get back into it!
500 Word Writer Awards
We were challenged to write 500 words for a secret prize and suddenly every last block I felt that was preventing me from starting to write DISAPPEARED. I wrote 632 words and suddenly felt like I could do thisđ
I'm very proud of this reward and am keeping it forever.
I'm Easily Baited with Prizes
That was the start of something I kinda knew but FULLY REALIZED over the past few months...that I am so, so, so easily motivated with prizes. It takes minimal effort on the prize giver's part. All it has to be is something you took the time to provide for me and say its mine and suddenly I DRIVEN to complete whatever task is set before me XD
It's pathetic really. But also here are my prizes look at them I worked so hard for them be proud of meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
DO YOU LIKE THEM I WORKED SO HARD FOR THEM! *bright eyes and wags tail*
Friends <3
I made so many friends! Friends to brainstorm with, an ao3 moot, a friend I've entered into a blood pact with, friends I've written together with a sprinting bot, friends to rp with, friends to talk about space robots with and anything under the sun :) I cherish them all so so so much <3
The Great Cicada War
But my friends bullied me :( They witnessed me dealing with probably the most harrowing part of the year...cicada season.
Time of My Life
I hadn't had this much fun in an online community...in a while. The past four months contain precious memories and friendships made that I'll treasure forever.
To the mods, thank you so much for hosting such a fun event! You all put so much work into making this special for us and I couldn't be more grateful to have been a part of this.
To all my new friends, thank you for welcoming me into this space and making me feel like I'm a real part of this fandom! Thank you for being kind and encouraging me when I was down and struggling, and thank you for uplifting and cheering me on when I was proud and succeeding. May inspiration always come easily to you.
Thanks for all the memories! I'll see you soon :)
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First thoughts TTPD:
What a lana x folklore girlie win this issss!
1.Fortnight is about matty?? HAHAHAHA also why did this make me think of when holt was going running with the ladies when he was in witness protection??? Crying. Fav line has to be they were supposed to take me away but they forgot to come and get me. So sad but also so cool in relation to her cancellation/return. 10/10
2. TTPD- not so hahahaha anymore IS THIS ACTUALLY A FUCKING MATTY HEALY ALBUM??? There was a typewriter at the 1975 show she performed anti-hero at? Unless its somehow about harry? Who else is tattooed on her roster??? Or is this about herself? Kinda feel like modern idiots/whoâs going to decode is directed at us lolđ 9/10?
3.My boy only breaks his favourite toys- went in expecting mad woman rage. Pleasantly surprised. king of my heart to queen of sandcastles he destroysâŠ.DESTROYED ME. Are you fucking kidding me rn? Im caling it. Best song. Im crying at 7.30 am this is not funny anymore. Also THANK YOU FOR NOT SLANDERING DAD. I knew you wouldnt let us down like that. Also the chorus sounds like long story shortđ oh this is so sad. Once i fix me hes going to miss me? He was my best friend?đ he runs because he loves me? Stoppđđ 1000000/10
4.Down bad- âŠ.aaaand weâre back to MATTY AGAIN? He does not deserve this spotlight but why are all the song so gooodđđđ is this why artists love to date problematic men? It unlocks some extraordinary potential? Crazy crazy girlđ also stay down (bad) đ€đŸ shes done it again 10/10 also for personal reasons i will be believing this is about joe in that Tom/Joe/met gala overlap period when she was photographed going to the gym a lot and that this is about all that yearning please let it be about that plesplesplesplesplesples also down bad waking up in blood staring at the skyâŠlike i lost a twin is giving bigger than the whole skyđ„ș
5. So long, london- so so long long, lon-don DONE? ok miss girlđ the hoax parallelsđ dont be undoing the song i was going to play at my weddddding what is wrong with youđ my only one my smoking gun to two graves one gun youll find someone??? Also reminds me of la la land :/ how much sad did you think I had in me? You wrote hoax so a lot ok leave us alone. crying again. 10000000000000000/10 oh lol its a track 5 ofc it isđ
6. But daddy I love him- she really said if you ever liked, shared or even LOOKED at the âvivaa las vegasâ memes you cant come to the wedding and shes so real for it. Lfgggg. Ubothered unhinged uhmazing. Growing up precocious sometimes means you still hold on to that princess/quarterback wattpad fantasy AS IS YOUR RIGHT QUEEN GO THE FUCK OFFđ„ł 100000/10 calling out toxic fandom for the first time and we love to see itđ«Ą this is suchhhh a happy songggg you deserve ALL the chaos and revelry.
7. Fresh out the slammer- god she gets it. Like sure he was great and he is still my biological father and everything but as a decidedly melancholy person myself who has constantly had atleast one close friend in a deep depression I can see how all that heavy lifting can just get heavy at some point especially when youre a partner and their sole lighthouse in wtv storms be out there buffeting their mental health. Its not for everyone and thats so fair and so valid but so sad as well. 10/10 for the honesty.
8. Florida- she really said girlrot summerđ«Ą this is the lanaest song ever. So lucky one/nothing new coded. This will be the First song I repeat and then so long london. Aaaghhh how i love a self aware melancholic anxious little superstar. 90283749292/10 thank you for giving florence an entire verse whew. Little did you know your homeâs really only a town youâre just a guest in is soooo going on my body forever
9. Guilty as sin?- honestly just fuck if it means we dont have to hear about how desirable ratty healy is man ffs. IThe only reason he looks so hot is bc hes forbidden. You have to trust me on this. Heâs sooo mid JESUS. U cant be writing hozier lyrics about a man that hasnât met a showerđ 1000000/10 writing. -16392992/10 content. Unrequited love/lust truly is the greatest weapon in a poets arsenal bc where is this energy in the joe songs binch?đ this is such a teen in love with a 26 yo creep who called me so mature for my age mom you just dont get ittt anthemđđ
10. Whoâs afraid of little old me?- is a warning đ im so here for it. Like yes I still hate matty with all my heart and soul but yes I agree fans should not be allowed so much of an opinion on another persons life and yes I should be afraid (I am). She said aight love letter era over I AM WRITING YOU ALL HATE MAIL AND IâM HAND DELIVERING IT. Shes sooo done pretending to be the relatable girl next door when sheâs anything but and is now reminding us of it and yes yes yessss girl OWN ITTTTTTTT. Iâve been saying for agesssss that there is a darkness under all that sunshine from where she clawed her way to the top and this is sooo vindicating. 10000000000000/10 favourite song ever. Mad woman wishes she was whoâs afraid of little old me. I am unwell. I am in love. This is the Taylor Swift i stan. The marketing genius the calculating business woman the puppet master with narcotics in her songs thats why we sing alongđ«Ą she so can handle a dangerous man
11. I can fix him (no really I can)- you cant.
12. loml- ofc. OFC. Its the saddest song of all time. OFC. Fuck offf ughhhh. đđđđđ its giving happiness. Its giving divorce. i am a child of a broken home now and my parents still love each other and hold so much regret still. What do i do with thissss? Im just a little girl taylorrr! 1002380292011010101/10 soo so gooood.
13. I can do it with a broken heart- first of all track 13. Love it. Second of all the upbeat barbieness of it all. Third of all I FINALLY PLACED IT. Shes in her unrelatable era. She is not your girl next door. You will never understand her life. She is as much a phenomenon as a person and we literally only see as much as she allows us to and honestly if i have to get put in my place theres noooo better way to have it done. Im having such a great time actually. 10 BILLION TRILLION OUT OF 10 you tellll em girl you FUCKING TELL EM.
14. Smallest man who ever lived- not going to speculate on who it is bc they clearly had a serious problem and its not a joke but damn :/ thats so sad :/ hope they get help? Didnt expect this to be what the song was about at all?
15. The alchemy- she said TRAVIS IS MY BOY WITH HER WHOLE CHESTđ 10/10
16. Clara bow- did she just name drop herself ? I was so right about unrelatable era. Also the Subtle nod to olivia/sabrina noted and appreciated. Lucky one/castles crumbling (mature version) fr fr. Solid legacy song.
17. The black dog- shared your secrets with and location is the same whiplash as a red rose grew up out of ice frozen ground with no one around to tweet itđ€đŸ joe songs hit so so different đđđ 1000000000/10
18. imgonnagetyouback- the valiant roar was not so valiant and more of a mew i guess. 7/10
19. The albatross- oh this is the ONE. The album defining song for sureeee. Mad woman on coke. A rose by any other name is a scandal???? Thats my religion right there. Little last great American dynasty twist there at the end! Fuck yea. She does reallly try to warn the men in her life have to give her that. One gazillion/10
20. Clearly god has favourites and they are the ppl called chloe or sam or sophia or marcusđ ALSO this song is about joe for sure. The internet starlet hasss to be delaney rowe!!!! It HAS TO BE. 10/10
21. How did it end?- shes back for the fansđ plot twist the breakup is with yallđ€đŸ but yesss say it louder! One gasp and then how did it end. So good. 100/10
22. So high school- lmao aristotle grand theft auto ONLYY taylor swift manđđ you know what you want and boy you got herđ«Ąđ«Ą 11/10
23. I hate it here- motherâs having a mental breakdown kids yk the drillđ€đŸ 10/10
24. ThanK you aIMiee- what better way to say fuck you to a hater than to thank her for jumpstarting your legacy my god!!! She is insane for this. The capitalisation is a bit petty tho ngl. 8/10
25. I look in peoples windows- once again I thank you for the kindness and respect shown to joe. Never doubted you but thank you nevertheless. 10/10 short as nice to have a friend but it didnt need to be longer.
26. The prophecy- its so sad and humbling to see even a woman at where she is having to beg for love bc that literally is the nature of love. Something humiliating, to have to beg for đ€·ââïž cards playing out like fools in a fable cursed like eve got bitten. No one writes like her damn. 10/10
27. Cassandra- very madeline miller on this one. Love love loveee modern takes on tragic greek women. 100/10
28. Peter- ah fuck. This one is going to hurt (it did). 1000000/10 my ribs get the feeling she didđ all her joe related aches are so bone deeeep ugh. Promises oceans deep but never to keepđđđđđđđđđ oh god it hurtsss it hurts it hurtss
29. The bolter- curious child ever reviled except by her father wow.
30. Robin- OMG! I needed this song growing up sooo bad. That way to go tiger felt so so warm like running into a kitchen after a day of being in the mud and u tell ur mum the silly things u did and shes genuinely interested and impressed by your smol victories. A bajillion/10
31. The manuscript- postmortem of every ex everđ€đŸ love it.
#taylor swift#anatrik#ttpd#fortnight#clara bow#but daddy i love him#the smallest man who ever lived#loml#my boy only breaks his favourite toys#down bad#so long london#fresh out the slammer#florida#guilty as sin?#whoâs afraid of little old me#the alchemy#i can do it with a broken heart#first thoughts#the tortured poets department#my writing#the black dog#the albatross#chloe or sam or sophia or marcus#how did it end?#i hate it here#thanK you aIMee#i look in people's windows#peter#cassandra#robin
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Sometimes I get overwhelmed by how ephemeral most art is. Even outside willful capitalist greed that pulls shows and films from streaming (or refuses to even release them in the first place) and refuses to make video game consoles backwards compatibleâeven with the best will and effort to preservation in the worldâpaints and dyes and fabrics fade and degrade over time. Stone and metal statues get worn down. Colors arenât perfectly replicable on new monitors or with new ingredients. DVDs and CDs and records get scratched. Files lose data. Film gets worn out. Things canât be copied with complete fidelity to their original â brushstrokes or colors or sound quality will have shifted, even with the most careful effort, even if you are using the same medium (and if you canât use the same medium, eg digitizing something originally on film, you will inevitably lose some things you canât get back. Fuzziness and timbre and color quality that artists knew they were working with and whether they leaned into it or worked around it they expected it to be there and their absence will inevitably be felt). Plain text is essentially the only thing that can at least theoretically be copied without any loss of information, but even that is only in theory! Typos and misprints and errors plague any copy. Debates rage over whether something in an older version was an error corrected in a later edition or an intentional choice that got revised for whatever multitude of possible reasons. I havenât even touched art that is by its very nature ephemeral from the start â live performance and installations made of living plants and art where the whole purpose is watching something fall apart.
Idk. I am desperately and fiercely in favor of all efforts at preservation of art while also being painfully aware of how impossible it is to preserve anything forever. Go to the theatre and feel with your whole heart how incredible it is to witness something that will only be done exactly like this just once, just today, just right this moment, and then it will be gone forever, whether its alterations are obvious or almost imperceptible they will be there. Then expand that feeling to everything you touch and feel at once lucky and heartbroken.
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Today is March 28th, 2024.
It marks exactly one year since, on a whim, I joined a Discord call. I've referred to it as "Robocop Day" since discovering the date because I joined the call after watching Robocop for homework and decided "Fuck it, if they're still on call, why not join?"
Words cannot properly capture/express how that was one of the best decisions I could've made.
To sit and think about all the ways I have changed for the better in this year is absolutely insane sometimes. I was so nervous to join that night, I barely knew anyone in the Redacted fandom and had barely gotten to know anyone outside of Angie (shoutout to thefablefoxart, go check her out /gen). But in that moment, for whatever reason, my brain was like "Do it. Go join this call. At least give it a try." So I didâ And promptly got roped into a multi-hour ramble about one of many Darlin OCs (/lh /pos).
This account would not be what it is without these people. Neither would my art, my writing, my channel, and more. There are so many ways I have grown and so many things I've been able to try in this year of knowing this group of people, and I cannot wait for all that's to come still. So, without further ado, I'm gonna put the people in this group chat on blast (lovingly /lh):
@latenightsleeper: Sleeper Beeper, as Cupid calls you, you are such a force to be reckoned with. You are elusive but nonetheless loved and cherished. You are an incredible storyteller, even if 99% of the time you're simply finding new ways to rip my heart to shreds. I know life kicks your ass more often than not (which is should stop doing, frankly /lh), but I hope you know how important you are to me and how I would rain hellfire at the drop of a hat for you. I've been very lucky to get to know someone like you, and I hope I get to continue gaining your lore, as you put it.
@cashandprizes: Miss Alexis Moonlight, it is no secret how much you have improved my quality of life. Even when you're fussing at me, I know it's out of love and it simply makes me a better person in the long run. Any time spent with you, be it online or face to face, is truly a blessing in more ways than one. I've said before and I'll say it again, you are someone who makes me feel incredibly safe and secured, especially on my harder days. And that is something I will never take for granted. You are such a visionary, even when you don't always give yourself credit for it. I'm always in awe of the things you manage to cook up, regardless of the form they take. I hope that someday I can repay you even a fraction of everything you've done for me.
@mr-laveau: Veau, candidate for the leader of the PK fanclub (alongside Frenchie and Lexi Moon if I'm not mistaken? /lh), it's no secret that I am one of your biggest cheerleaders. And I intend to maintain that title because you are incredible. You are an insanely talented artist, voice actor, and writer, and I don't care anyone else tries to convince you. You are also one of the kindest people I have met when it comes to people you care about/look out for. It's insane for me to think that this singular extended invitation could have allowed me a chance to get to know so many amazing people in the long run. I am so happy to have met you. You have helped me be self-indulgent with the things I make and have pushed me to not only go after the things I want, but be kinder to myself along the way. No amount of words I could give to you will ever encompass all that you mean to me.
And one bonus party:
@wingless-cupid: Cupid, you may not have been there for the creation of this group chat, but you are absolutely a core member of it now. You've been stuck with me for far longer than the rest of these guys, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna pass up on the opportunity to appreciate you and our friendship as well. Life is a bitch to you, but you keep pushing on and I'm so happy to have witnessed it all on the sidelines. Your creativity and execution of such is insane to see in the best way possible. Even if we're threatening each other with violence every other minute, I know that you have my back. And I hope you know I have yours as well.
So yeah. Who is this post for? Mostly me. But I also think everyone I've mentioned is amazing and worth checking out. Thanks for being in my life, guys /pos
#I'm typing this up days ahead of the 28th#And scheduling it as we speak#So if you're gonna fuss oh well /lh /pos#PK Rambles#No but real talk I love y'all and would burn the world down for you#I'm very glad something as strange as Robocop and audio roleplay brought us together /gen
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Bear with me as I try to put into words what The Eras Tour has meant to me, not just the 7 shows I was lucky enough to see live, but the 142 shows I experienced with the community Iâve been a part of for so long. Eras healed parts of me that I didnât know needed healing. Iâve never felt so connected with every past version of myself as I have during the past two years. To witness this person that Iâve loved for 18 years now, bring her artistry to life on stage, to experience each era as it intertwines with my own memories and growth, has been nothing short of magical. Every performance felt like a piece of my own story being sung back to me. The Eras Tour has been a celebration not just of Taylorâs evolution, but of my own journey, and thinking about all the versions of myself that have seen Taylor live since 2007, reminds me of how she has been a constant in all of my experiences, good and bad. I havenât just grown up with her, Iâve grown up BECAUSE of her (shoutout to EOAS). Her lyrics have a way of speaking directly to my soul, capturing the emotions I often couldnât express myself. Each song feels personal, as though sheâs been there with me, understanding my pain, joy, love, and heartache. Her music has taught me about resilience, self-empowerment, and the beauty of vulnerability. Through her voice, Iâve learned to embrace my own emotions, and her evolution as an artist has inspired me to grow and change with grace. Taylorâs music isnât just something I listen to - itâs something I live, breathe, and hold close to my heart. She has been there for me whenever Iâve needed her, and I couldnât have become the person I am today without her. Eras has been more than just a concert - itâs been a celebration of and testament to how music can shape a life.
Eras Tour FOREVER - I love you forever @taylorswift đđđâ€ïžđ©”đ€đ©·đ©¶đ€đđ€@taylornation
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to my everything: âŁïž
hyunjin is like earth, he brings colors to my life just like fields full of blooming flowers. he is like the greens of forests that provide us with something fresh and new when they keep growing. in my heart i am so grateful to being able to keep witnessing what kind of artist he has bloomed into and i only fill up with excitement when i think what he will show us in the future. im sure it will only be things beyond greatness.
hyunjin is like fire. just like when you light a candle and the heat of it keeps u warm. how the fire can be so powerful it heats and lights up cities. just how hyunjin sets the stage to flames when he steps on it. just like how hyunjin is so passionate and hard working on the things he loves to do. the warmth hyunjin brings to me cant be replicated and that warmth that comes off of hyunjin paints a smile on my face even if the day has been long and painful.
hyunjin is like water & air, he is necessity to people around him and the artistry in his veins will never stop flowing just like water. he is always there for you even if u canât always see him. just knowing there is someone out there who is caring and shaped like love brings me so much comfort that sometimes just looking at him feels like i received the most nicest hug anyone has ever gotten.
i hope that there is only happy and love filled things in hyunjinâs future and i hope to be able to keep walking along him and supporting him and his adventures. happiness is never granted but with hyunjin i know the world will listen and the sun will shine on his path and show only the best things in this world to him and if not then i have a bone to pick with the universe. hyunjin often wonders if heâs deserving enough of the love he gets and that why people love him? i wish that hyunjin would feel loved every day because with a tender and full heart like his, he only deserves to get the same amount if not multiple times more love he puts out. i would also like to ask hyunjin the same question why does hyunjin think we are any of that more deserving of the love than you feel like he isnât? we love hyunjin unconditionally just like hyunjin is and hyunjin love us just like we are and i donât think thereâs anything that can come between us all. and with all these years going by staying with hyunjin, hyunjin just keeps solidifying himself as this constant force of happiness and inspiration in my life and i feel so lucky to love and have someone like him as my good luck clover đ
i have nothing but endless love for hyunjin and my whole world feels complete ever since i found him. so happy birthday to the dearest of them all âŁïž
#hyunjin#skz#video#letter from me to him cause the vibes with the other vid and my words wouldnât of have matched heh
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vogue: âKarlie Kloss and Tabria Majors Discuss the Physical Toll (and Joy) of Motherhoodâ by Audrey Noble
âAre you by chance part of the mom tribe?â Karlie Kloss asks me over the phone. Itâs a naturalâeven expectedâstart to our conversation about the model and entrepreneurâs latest campaign for diaper brand Coterie, which is all about celebrating the physical journey of motherhood.
Though I am very much in my single, child-free era, motherhood is something that I hope is in the cards for me. And it is Klossâs and fellow model and Coterie campaign costar Tabria Majorsâs palpable excitement on my respective phone calls with each where they gushed about their little ones that strengthened my resolve to have a family of my own one day. (So much so, that I may or may not have enlisted their help to manifest it for me). Simply put: They love beings moms.
âItâs the greatest experience in my life,â Kloss tells Vogue. âI mean, maybe itâs the hormones, but it just gives me the greatest joy every single day to wake up and have these two little delicious humans whom I just love so much.â
âItâs just crazy to see how much sheâs changed and seeing her little personality developing,â Majors says of her six-month-old daughter. âJust seeing her laugh all the time, it just warms my heart.â
The campaign, which debuted in early February, features Kloss (who invested in the Coterie late last year); Majors; board-certified pediatrician Dr. Mona Amin, MD; celebrity nail artist Mei Kawajiri; and influencer Reese Blutstein, sharing their pregnancy stories in hopes of inspiring others who might be struggling with the changes to their bodiesâwhich is a topic that isnât often spoken about.
Studies show that the rib cage can expand two to three inches and ligaments can stretch between the second and third trimester. According to the Mayo Clinic, the heart pumps 50 percent more blood to nourish the baby, while the American Academy of Dermatology notes that hair loss is prevalent in new moms. When you pair systemic failures in proper reproductive education with societal expectations to look âperfectâ 24/7, many might feel confused and discouraged when witnessing their bodies go through major changes.
âYou kind of just have to trust the process. I have learned to love and respect my body through this process, and with that comes changes,â says Kloss. âOf course, I have all the things like stretch marks and all the fun post-baby body things that Iâm not mad at. They make me who I am, and Iâm so grateful for that.â
Pre- and post-pregnancy can be a lonely experience, even if you are lucky enough to have a full support system. Which is why Majors says sharing pregnancy stories is important to help people feel less alone. She tells me about the outpour of love and support from fans over her birthing story has been an emotional, yet beautiful experience. She even recalls one woman messaging her and saying that her story encouraged her to proceed with her own home birthingâsomething that Majors says she will never forget. âI just thought that was really powerful and inspiring for me,â she says. âThat just makes me feel really good that my story could impact somebody in such a way.â
It would be remiss to not acknowledge that the launch of Coterieâs campaign coincidently coincides with news of the Alabama Supreme Court ruling that embryos created through in vitro fertilization (IVF) are considered people, putting the legality of the procedure into question and further harming reproductive health care. The fight to protect reproductive rights is at the forefront during what is shaping to be a contentious presidential election year. These issues are not lost on either Kloss or Majors, who both intentionally pick brand partnerships that not only align with their personal beliefs but can also help make a difference. Both credit Coterie for creating a safe space for women to advocate for themselves.
â[I] hate that our bodies are being policed; I donât understand how thatâs even a thing. It makes no sense,â says Majors. âI think thatâs why it's important for these partnerships to happen. [But] even outside of partnerships, you donât have to be paid to speak up. You should just want to speak up naturally because this affects everybody on such a macro level.â
âItâs an individual's choice if and when theyâre ready to become a parent. This is such a profound life change in every way and I think it should be an individualâs choice if and when theyâre ready for that,â adds Kloss. âIt [has] only reconfirmed my passion and commitment to fighting for reproductive rights, certainly in every state in this country.â
I ask them whatâs the best mom advice theyâve received, and both give two truths that could be applied to all facets of life: Trust the timing of the universe and trust yourself. âYou just have to learn to roll with the punches,â says Kloss. âMotherhood is messy and amazing. I think [it has] actually been so important for me to be more comfortable with not being able to control everything because thatâs just the way it goes.â
âTrust your gut, trust your instinct,â adds Majors. âEspecially as a first-time parent, you think that you donât know anything (and you donât), but you figure it out as you go along. And even if you didnât research yourself to death, which I know everybody does nowadays, you will know what to do. You will figure out what to do. Your instincts will kick in, and itâs just a crazy feeling.â
Noted for my future self.
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Ooh, here's a fun request. Nath of Hearts inviting all his friends to witness hero and neutral kids fight to the death for their amusement and singing "Give the People What They Want".
The arena fell deathly silent, save for the occasional coughs and lingering cheers when the white rabbit came into view. He hopped onto the ledge of the marble balcony that overlooked the arena and hastily unfurled a scroll. Unbeknownst to him, Kim, sitting with his classmates in the row of seats adjacent from the balcony sneakily pulled out his crossbow. Alix promptly smacked it out his hand with her tail.
A bird native to the strange land with a megaphone-like beak perched itself on the ledge, just in front of the white rabbit. âPresenting, His Royal Highness!â The double doors just behind him opened at several card guards trotted through, all adorned with hearts. If the arena wasnât silent before, it definitely was now. âHis Eminence, his Majesty, The Mad King of Wonderland! Kind Nathaniel Wild-Card Hearts, and his esteemed boyfriend, the Fairest of All Lands, Poison King Marc Anciel!â
The Card Guards parted in perfect symmetry to reveal the villainous couple with their arms linked. No one, other than a few of the villains, dared to make a sound as Nathaniel strolled up to the ledge. Giving the Heroic and Neutral students a quick taunting look, he speaks through the megaphone-beaked bird. âYou may clap.â The arena burst into cheers and applause as the redhead soaked up the praise. âOkay, thatâs enough.â The cheering continued, and he began to get annoyed when no one listened to him. âEnough!â Everyone still cheered. â⊠CEASE THIS OR I WILL BEHEAD EVERYONE IN MY LINE OF SIGHT!â
That time, he didnât need to use the bird as his voice naturally projected itself all throughout the arena. It was deathly silent once again.
âMuch better,â he chirps before glancing down at the students. âWell, well, itâs true what they say. Heroes truly are idiots!â He and a few others cackle. âYou morons should know better than to trust any drinks Alya and my dear bandersnatch serve to you. For all you know, that could have been poison. But! Lucky for you all, Iâm a decapitation-type of guy.â
âYouâre a demented creep!â Roared a student Jean knew all too well. The crab hybrid stroked the stone-carved hook in his claws and smirked, flaunting the slight chip in his tooth.
Nathaniel countered, âAnd you have fake tattoos.â He didnât care to listen to them yell about how no tattoo artist would give a minor tattoos and continued, âOh, you!â He points to a male student in casual attire with a slight ballet theme. âI almost forgot to even invite you. Who are you again?â
âYour worst nightmare!â He snarled.
The Mad King only laughed. âYouâre not a porcupine disguised as a hedgehog!â Thatâs when his gaze zeroes in on Xavier, trying to go unnoticed along with Lila and FĂ©lix. âAnd, you. Mr. âOh, Iâm gonna paint some WHITE roses RED!ââ With that, he slammed his fist against the ledge, making cracks form along the surface.
âDearest, remember your blood pressure,â Marc reminded him as he began seething through his teeth.
He sucked in a breath and retained his regal composure once again.
âLet us go, now!â Louis snarled and bared his teeth. Though, due to him being a poodle hybrid, he didnât look the least bit intimidating. âYou bloody bastard tyrant!â
âYou kiss your mother with that mouth?â Nathaniel rolled his eyes, his impatience showing.
âWhy are you doing this?!â All eyes eerily zeroed in on Xavier. Everyone knew of his history with the Mad King, so it was strange to see him boldly speak out against him. Many expected the redhead to lash out and order for his beheading⊠But instead, he just smiled.
He smiled, and said, âWhy, Xavier⊠I thought youâd never ask...â
You're probably wondering what you're doing here!
I bet you're dying to know!
Oops, bad choice of words!
Who's this stylish lad with the regal King gear?
Let me explain before the show, eyes on me!
I am ruler of these masses!
My dead mommy and my dear dead daddy were unfit- Rest their souls, NOT!
The card guards brought out framed portraits of the deceased King and Queen of Wonderland, Maison and Aya. Nathaniel gazed at them fondly for a moment before punching holes right through the canvases.
So, Iâve taken up the mantle!- Prepare to clap!
Invented a game, it keeps me sane!
And allows me to stay on top!
I give the people what they want!
And what they want's a little shocking!
The hero students had the faint suspicion he wasnât talking about his subjects. Many of them looked like they didnât even want to be here, no doubt they were forced to attend as react however the king pleased with the threat of decapitation.
The bigger the knife, brings light to their life!
And much to their delight!
I give the people what they want!
And what they want's a fight, HA!
The villains, meanwhile, watched in anticipation as the redhead taunted their schoolmates in a lavish and slightly demented musical number. Perfect for the Mad King of Wonderland. While Jean could appreciate such theatrics, he really wanted to watch his nemesis get what was coming to them.
Kim let out a long groan. âI wanted to see some action!â
âHe really likes to hear himself sing,â Alix snarked and eyed the white rabbit with hunger in her eyes, making him scamper away.
Lacey quirked an eyebrow with a faint smile. âYeah, but he has talent, Iâll give him that.â
âVoice of an angel with the heart of a devil,â Marc cooed.
You see the way the screaming hordes demand it?
This spectacle says, "Disobey me, or perish!"
As I recall, I caught one of you red-handed!
Doing something very bad
Xavier pales as the Mad King locks eyes with him. They were only children at the time, yet he still held that grudge. Suddenly, the audience comes to life once again as the iron gates leading into the arena begin to open. Emerging from the dark depths came a talon-like hand that swiped at the unsuspecting students.
Itâs I who shelter them from evil!
Unlike my daddy and my daddy's daddy -it shows which King is best!
Nothing here is even illegal!
Weâre entertained, no one complains!
If they want to keep their head!
The heroic students searched in all of their hidden pockets for their weapons, but it seems that the Mad King thought ahead. None of them found themselves prepared for the massive chimera-like monster and hurried to get the students without fighting experience to safety.
I give the people what they want!
And what they want is to feel safe here
The world is dull outside my walls, within is such bliss!
I give the people what they want!
And what they want is this!
I give the people what they want!
I give the people what they want
They obey my crown, my parents are proud, they worship, I provide
I give the people what they want
And they⊠want you⊠to DIE!
Buh-bye!
Without warning, the Jabberwock captured on of the students in its gaping maw. It took a moment for that to settle in before the students ran all around the arena, knowing it was fruitless as the Mad King had the whole thing rigged against them.
âHey, what gives?â Alya asked with a slight pout. âI wanted to see the losers tear at each others throats!â
âOh, just a little pre-show entertainment,â Nathaniel beamed as he sat at his throne. Marc leaned over from the one he had custom-made for him and kissed his cheek. âBesides, I havenât fed that thing in weeks.â His lips curled into a smk with each scream of anguish.
@msweebyness @imsparky2002
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#nathaniel kurtzberg#marc anciel#answered ask#ask me stuff#class of villainy#mlb au#Disney villains#Queen of hearts#songfic
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This is a FirstKhao appreciation ask!
cuz they are my beloved I adore them as I never did with anybody else and probably no actors or actresses will ever top them in my mind!
So I just wanted to thank Aof to decide to cast them as AkkAyan cuz no other actors would have be able to be them
And thenk the audience that loved the show so much that they made them an official couple
AndnI just wanna conclude with the fact that they paired up 2 of the most talented actors of GMMTV! how lucky could we be? like objectivly First and Khaotung are 2 of the best the company has, like not to take away to others but they are kinda op together!
they have a talent that is just gonna grow and I cannot wait to see them develop both together but also as individual but I cannot deny that the 2 together are incredible!
that's it thank you for listening to my Ted Talk kiss kiss/jub jubđ
aww this made me smile so much đ„ș thank you for this anon!!!
and obviously I couldn't agree more. they're peaking right now and as a fan, so am I lmao. they deserve it all so much.
I'm so glad they decided to fix them which I think no one was really expecting but yeah. they saw their potential and the fans' overwhelming reactions and said now or never and I appreciate that lmao. they're definitely both in the top-tier category of gmm so to pair them was the power move of the century and whoever was in charge, may you have a long and healthy life dfjkghfl. they've always been amazing individually and in their respective shows but to see them evolve even further as a pair after getting so much recognition has been incredible to witness. they work so well together and even though they're coupled up, it's still amazing to see them shine individually like in MLC which still has me shook to the core because their performance in this show solidifies what truly incredible artists they really are.
and aside from the acting I mean,,,, I don't wanna make this too cheesy lmao but yeah they're just adorable humans and good souls through and through and they're just the type of people I adore and look up to honestly. they're kind hearted and genuine in everything they do and it warms my heart to see that they're getting so much love from all sides because after being in this company for so long, this is finally their time to shine and they couldn't be more deserving đ„ș
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#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#gmmtv#not me getting emotional writing this dkljgfdk#love my boys so much đ„ș#i wanna give them the world and then put them in my pocket djkhgfd
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Break Time
RinneShu
đ Warnings: nothing severe. Shu is called princess as a joke once or twice, Rinne is a disaster, slight mention of skipping meals. probably ooc
đ Note: RinneShu has upsettingly small amounts of content. they're so silly. i hate this fic ngl but i love RinneShu.. i'll probably rewrite it or write a new one later
đ Summary: Rinne makes sure Shu takes a break from his sewing
Shu was quiet, peaceful. He was sewing small beads and embroidery onto Mademoiselle's newest dress. It matched his and Mika's outfits they wore for their song Acanthe. Graceful, elegant, and artistic.
He had been working for hours, losing track of time. He didn't have anything planned that day, and he hadn't skipped a meal, so he saw nothing wrong with working for four hours straight.
He was in the zone, and he refused to let anything he gave to Mademoiselle be anything less than perfect.
He had classical music he had heard in France playing softly, and the room was quiet other than that. Mika was off at a Pretty 5 meeting, and Kuro was with the karate club, so it was just him in the arts and crafts room.
Shu was too in the zone to notice the door opening, and was only pulled out of his thoughts when a loud voice rang through the room, approaching him.
"Kyahahaha!~ Shu-kun! I've been looking for you!" Rinne grinned, coming over and resting his elbow on Shu's head, much to his disdain.
Shu set the needle and dress down, and pushed Rinne's arm off his head. "Amagi, must you be so loud?"
Rinne put his hands on his hips, grinning. "Why so mean, princess? I thought you would be glad to see me!"
Shu stood up and brushed off his clothes before looking at Rinne. "Don't call me that. Why are you here? Aren't you usually gambling at this time?"
Rinne smiled wide and leaned forward to peck Shu's lips. He made a loud and obnoxious "mwah!" sound as he did, and Shu flicked him. "I decided to spend time with you instead!"
"How lucky I am." Shu sounded sarcastic, but he's happy to spend time with Rinne, even if he wont admit it.
"Yep! You're the luckiest man in the world! Now, i'm sure Mademoiselle wont mind waiting a bit longer for her dress!" Rinne laughed again.
Shu wasn't able to reply, as Rinne scooped him up princess style and ran out of the room.
"Amagi!?" Shu cried out as he held onto Rinne so he didn't get dropped. Despite the two being similar sizes, Rinne carried Shu as if he didn't weigh a thing.
"Don't worry, Shu-kun! I wont drop you!" he said as he carried him back to their dorms.
Rinne kicked open his own door, and Shu was glad that Kanata and Hiyori weren't there to witness him being carried like a stuffed animal.
"Amagi, you're a fiend." Shu said as Rinne set him on his bed and sat next to him.
"You love it, kyahahaha!~" he pulled Shu so they were hip to hip and hugged him, glad that Shu was taking a break.
Shu was glad to spend time resting like this. Even if he was rude to his disaster of a boyfriend, he cared for him a lot.
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Hiyori and Kanata returned to see Rinne quietly petting Shu's hair as the artist slept.
Shu was unhappy to see the picture Kanata took the next day.
#rinneshu#shurinne#fanfiction#ensemble stars#ensemble stars!!#enstars#fanfic#shu itsuki#itsuki shu#rinne amagi#amagi rinne
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bewitched listening party (i<3laufey)
I found Laufey while on tiktok a long time ago before she released music, I knew her because she was a singer/cellist and so was I so I ate up her content. She now has literally the most incredible discography of any newer artist, she has such a unique and beautiful sound like the jazz and orchestral sounds she uses tickles my brain and feeds the part of me that has always loved all jazz/orchestral/choral pieces and performances. As I'm writing this little blurb I'm listening to her new album "Bewitched" and holy shit like seriously I feel like I am ascending while listening to this. I just finished with "While you were sleeping" and it's just indescribable how angelic it sounds. The opening song "Dreamer" started and I just fell over. I was sitting on my floor so it was totally fine but just don't have any perception of what the song will be and then prepare to listen to the entire album (approx. 49 minutes) and you're just going to transform. If you don't like jazz or more classical style singing then gtfo but also come back because Laufey is so amazing that she'll change your opinion. She's always mentioning sunset and that kills me. Love some California representation though but the song "California and Me" just came on and its time for my heart to just fall out of my chest I guess. I know this song very well already as it was released in an EP before the album release. Maybe I am overly emotional about this song because my ex posted it after I talked about how much I love Laufey... but I digress, this song is absolutely stunning. If you have ever felt immense heartbreak hold onto that feeling. If you have ever been on the ride "Soarin" at Disneyworld, imagine the feeling of being on that ride but its like your life X California and Me playing in the background. Now bring back that heartbreak feeling and add it into the mix and that's just like how this song makes me feel just sitting in bed. So I am halfway through the album and I think the most heartbreaking thing she could have possibly done is put the Nocturne (Interlude) right in between "California and Me" and "Promise" (Promise absolutely wrecks me and makes me cry every time its longing for someone you can't have anymore and knowing you shouldn't reach out, you promised, but time moves so much slower without them. How can you distance yourself from someone you love so much, someone you want to spend your life with. "how we didn't say goodbye, just see you very soon" "it hurts to be something its worse to be nothing with you". Like please. Give me a chance to breathe before giving me another gut-wrenching line. She says she'll always lose the temptation of you. "Well never last". She's done the math. WHO HURT HER. Like hello relatable but LORDY. Then we go light bossa nova careless fun song like the variation and just damn TALENT from this girl is insane. Laufey stan for life when can I see her in concert I am itching for a wintertime concert from her. Until then, I'll be daydreaming to her music and living in my delulu world or crying my broken heart out to her sadder songs. Either way, this album is a really beautiful piece of art to the world. Like we are all so lucky to be alive at the same time as music like this (currently listening to serendipity) is being created. "Letter to my 13 year self" is the trifecta perfect addition to this years aim at healing and understanding self and girlhood and life like this song X Barbie X Eras Tour really has made me feel like a human being again. This song would absolutely kill me if I were listening at 13, that age is so horrible and vulnerable and formative like this song would have been such a comfort knowing that it's all going to be ok and not even knowing what "it" is. There so much to learn and to lose and at 13 there's no way to even fathom what on earth will change . Ending this album with Bewitched is beautiful and sick and twisted. Such a heartbreaking album and ending it with a love song pains me but being the title track, shows there's always love at the end.
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Agust D - Day 1 - Chicago - 5/3
Okay okay okay, so itâs been 4 days since I saw Yoongi live in Chicago and Iâm finally ready to begin processing the experience. No one asked for this or probably even cares, but I needed to divulge all my thoughts.Â
Iâve been going to concerts since I was 13; thatâs 17 years of concerts. Iâve seen more bands than I can remember, between the random Friday night club shows and the music festivals and the arenas. I have never, in my entire life, been to a concert like this. I donât think I will ever experience something like it again, even if Iâm lucky enough to see BTS in their entirety in 2025. It wonât be like this. This was so wildly intimate, in not just the scale (Okay, an arena isnât âintimateâ but compared to the stadiums they usually play, I felt lucky to see Yoongi so close), but also the content.Â
Where to begin? Iâm bursting with pride and love for this man. Chances are you already know his story, so I wonât dwell on that, but I canât imagine how it must feel for him to stand on that stage and hear thousands of people screaming his name back to him. The smile he had on his face as he held his hands in the air and basked in our shouts of âA to the G to the U to the STD,â felt so triumphant, so pure, so honest. Iâve never seen him look more confident than he did on that stage. Every time he pointed to us and we sang the words back to him, I felt like I too was filled with power, with confidence. Usually, when I go to a show I am in a crowd of strangers who all like the same music, but that night I felt like I was part of a family. I felt like we were all one, one being all there to support and praise Yoongi and to heal from all the things that burdened us.Â
I think above all else, that was what this concert was - healing. Not just for us, but Iâd like to think for Yoongi as well. I keep describing the way he performs as, as if he were pulling every single syllable out from the core of his being and reliving all those memories, all those moments, that he poured into these songs, and laying it bare on the stage in its raw form for us to see. He raps and sings and moves like he is feeling it all over again, like he has no control, like heâs got this fire inside and if he doesnât let it out then itâs going to burn him alive. I donât know how to describe it. Sometimes you see a performer, an artist, a musician, an athlete, and when you watch them partake in their passion it feels like watching someone be consumed by it. They embody it. They were born for this. I like to think with each time he sings Amgydala he is also building new memories, happy, joyful memories of hearing us sing his words back to him, overshadowing the trauma. The way he looked at the crowd as he sang...I canât explain it. I felt like he was proud of us too. I am proud of us. I am honored for having been able to be part of something that put a smile on his face. Every time he laughed or was shocked or impressed by our cheers, every time he looked around the stadium and let us sing in his place and just watched us, he seemed so happy.Â
Iâm sure youâve heard about how the stage is lifted away, how by the end heâs on the ground floor, surrounded by ARMY on the same level as him, or looking down on him from above. How all the close up angles and video effects are no longer, replaced with every single angle presented as raw, unedited footage. Iâm sure youâve heard about how the lights turn on, the music cuts off, and he walks off stage without a single word or look behind him. Honestly, I heard all these things too, even before I got to witness them. But witnessing it was different. The way we all watched him walk away and cheered as long as it took him to leave the stage, so there was not a second where he did not feel our amazement, our happiness, our pride, our gratitude. The way you go on this journey, from the energetic, powerful songs like Ddaeng and UGH and Daechwita and Cypher, to the soft sways of Life Goes On (I cried, you cried, we all cried), to the joys and playful nature of SDL (a song that I wake up playing in my head every day now, thinking about Yoongi smiling and pointing at all of us), to the soulful rendition of Snooze, to the heartbreak of Amygdala...watching him get carried off stage. Coming back out with D-Day, with fire of every color, with passion and power in his eyes, like heâd just conquered everything the world had to offer. To Intro: Never Mind, which Iâll never be able to get over being privileged enough to hear live. To The Last...
Itâs one thing to say he strips away Suga and Agust D and is left pure and honest and unapologetically himself, nothing but Min Yoongi stood in the center of this arena under all those spotlights, singing into the mic with his eyes closed like we arenât even there. Itâs another thing to watch it. Usually I leave a concert filled with excitement and an adrenaline high. I feel giddy and jumpy and like Iâm about to burst at the seams. For Yoongi, I left feeling thankful. I left feeling privileged. Iâve never been to a concert so honest and beautiful, that made me want to go home and sit down and write 100 books, that made my job feel meaningless because itâs not my passion, itâ wasnât my dream, that made me want to fight the world and heal it at the same time. This is inspiration. Motivation. I keep describing D-Day, the album, as feeling like this...I donât know...message? Not just to Yoongi, but to us, to other creators, to the younger generation, to everyone out there who has ever felt the things heâs felt or has this same burning flame thatâs threatening to consume them. Itâs just, âLook, I did it, I survived, you will too.â
Itâs not so scary on the other side.Â
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I know this is kinda depressing but I get so envious of the boys. They had such a encouraged upbringing, with parents who embraced what made them them even if it wasnât their niche or interest. They had encouragement at such a pivotal point that they were able to flourish and grow as artists to gain the skills to get where they have today.
Iâm not trying to complain or say âwoe is meâ but I just had a vastly different life and I didnât have the same opportunities they did in my adolescence. I dreamt of playing guitar but by the time I was allowed to, I was suffering from untreated mental illness and external environmental issues that led to me giving up early on. I decided at the worst time (pandemic 2020) to form a creative project with a friend. When I was attempting to work on this my family was less than supportive. I experienced a lot of things that have affected me long term and donât have the familial support behind me like the boys did and still do. Now I am still trying to figure my life out on a basic level and have had to again abandon my musical aspirations and projects. I know it probably wasnât easy for them at all but I just get so envious because I wish I could have had the support they did and the freedom to create and express themselves through their art. I feel like now that Iâve just kept hitting walls and experiencing failures everywhere that it must be a sign to just throw in the towel. Iâm sorry to dump on you, I guess it just gets hard. Some days I feel like I canât even watch videos of the band onstage or listen to certain songs because I wish I could be in their place and itâs just a stupid pipe dream. I donât know. Please donât feel obligated to answer this, hope youâre well â„ïž
Oh babes I wish I could give you a hug! I've had this same conversation with my friends. Trust me you aren't the only one feeling melancholy about it. I grew up very similarly to you. I wanted to play softball so bad but my Mom wouldn't let me because I had braces, I was bullied relentlessly and didn't have any support from my family till my Mom witnessed me getting harassed one night on the phone.
I hope the boys know how lucky they are. Karen, Kelly, Lori, and Dan raised some amazing kids. I dream of marrying into a family like that and I think that's one of the reasons I feel so drawn to them. They embraced the mistakes their kids made and encouraged them to do their best. I remember watching a video interview with Karen and Melissa and they talked about how Karen forced Jake and Josh to get jobs and they would tell people "Yeah, I'm only here cause my Mom made me.", so while she believed in their dreams, she did want them to have a back up which is a good mama in my eyes.
It's totally fine to be envious of that in my opinion. You're not wrong for wanting support and validation from those who's approval you desire the most. Also, no matter what age you are, you can still achieve your dreams. Don't give up on them! It will happen for you when the timing is perfect!!!!
#tea time with shelly#greta van fleet#gvf#josh kiszka#josh gvf#jake kiszka#jake gvf#sam kiszka#sam gvf#danny wagner#danny gvf
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This made me so emotional I don't even know why. Everything in GO is so special. Everybody involved is greatly invested in their art, work and it's so very moving to me. To actors being excited about their character, to author being so open to share with us, to every crew members researching and crafting meticulousely.
To me, this absolute attention to detail is a pure declaration of Love. It must be so much fun and rewarding to see people notice these subtle but so important items or understand those references. Everytime I read something like that, my inside world just expand like a web of new possible interests.
Sometimes I think of the past. Legendary artists that existed before I was born and I ask myself if, for example, people in the crowd of the Queen Live Aid show realized how utterly extraordinary it was. Did people just stop for a moment and tell themselves " I am living History right now " ? Are we really aware of good times before they only becomes good old times ? I really think that this fandom makes its best to be aware. How lucky are we to be able to witness this moment in time where people join their best efforts to create such amazing art ? I'm sure they do that for themselves and the love of a work well done, but they do that for us too ! I do hope they know that we see them and how much we appreciate worship their work.
I truly believe that in 30years Good Omens will still be a example of a high quality TV series that brought people together as a community, that sparked so much inspiration in other artists minds and simply put delicious spice into our daily lives. I cannot wait to read the book and watch the show with my niece, when she's old enough to learn english though.
SFX Magazine Issue 372 - Designing Good Omens †đ
PRODUCTION DESIGNER MICHAEL RALPH REVEALS HOW THE SHOWâS CENTREPIECE SET, WHICKBER STREET, WAS GIVEN A DEVILISHLY CLEVER UPGRADE FOR THE SECOND SEASON
WORDS: DAVE GOLDER
Invisible Columns And Thin Walls âThe new studio is Pyramid Studios in Bathgate â it used to be a furniture warehouse. And unfortunately â or fortunately, because I accept these things as not challenges but gifts â right down the middle of that studio are a series of upright columns. But youâll never spot them on screen. I had to build them in and integrate them into the walls and still get the streets between them. And it worked.
âThereâs all sorts of cheeky design values to those sets. Normally a set like this is double-skin. In other words, you do an interior wall and an exterior wall, with an airspace in between. But really, the only time a viewer notices that thereâs that width is at the doors and the windows. So I cheated all that. I ended up with single walls everywhere. So the exterior wall is the interior wall, just painted. All I did was make the sash windows and entrances wider to give it some depth as you walked in.â
GOOD OMENS HAD A CHANGE of location for its second season, but hopefully you didnât notice. Because Whickber Street in Soho upped sticks from an airfield in Hertfordshire to a furniture warehouse in Bathgate, Edinburgh. Itâs the kind of nonsensical geographical shenanigans that could only make sense in the crazy world of film and TV, and production designer Michael Ralph was the man in charge of rebuilding and expanding the showâs vast central set. âI wish we could have built more in season one than we did,â says Ralph, whose previous work has included Primeval and Dickensian. âWe built the ground floor of everything and the facades of all the shops. But we didnât build anything higher than that, because we were out on an airfield in a very, very difficult terrain and weather conditions, so we really couldnât go much higher. Visual effects created the upper levels.â
But with season two the set has gone to a whole other level⊠literally. âWhat happened was that the rest of the street became integrated into the seriesâs storyline,â explains Ralph. âSo we needed a record shop, we needed a coffee shop that actually had an inside, we needed a magic shop, we needed the pub. To introduce those meant we had to change the street with a layout that works from a storylines point of view. In other words, things like someone standing at the counter in the record shop had to be able to eyeball somebody standing at the counter in the coffee shop. They had to be able to eyeball Aziraphale sitting in his office in the window of the bookshop. But the rest of it was a pleasure to do inside, because we could expand it and I could go up two storeys.â
For most of the set, which is around 80 metres long and 60 metres wide, the two storeys only applied to the shop frontages, but in the case of Aziraphaleâs bookshop, it allowed Ralph to build the mezzanine level for real this time. According to Ralph it became one of the cast and crewsâ favourite places to hang out during down time.
But while AZ Fell & Co has grown in height, it actually has a slightly smaller footprint because of the logistics of adapting it to the new studio.
âEverybody swore to me that no one would notice,â says Ralph wryly. âI walked onto it and instinctively knew there was a difference immediately, and they hated me for that. I have this innate sense about spatial awareness and an eye like a spirit level.
âItâs not a lot, though â I think weâve lost maybe two and a half feet on the front wall internally. I think that thereâs a couple of other smaller areas, but only Iâd notice. So I can be really annoying to my guys, but only on those levels. Not on any other. They actually quite like meâŠâ
Populating The Bookshop âThe props in the new bookshop set were a flawless reproduction from the set decorator Bronwyn Franklin [who is also Ralphâs wife]. It was really the worst-case scenario after season one. She works off the concept art that I produce, but what she does is she adds so much more to the character of the set. She doesnât buy anything she doesnât love, or doesnât fit the character.
âBut the things she put a lot of work into finding for season one, they were pretty much one-offs. When we burnt the set down in the sixth episode, we lost a lot of props, many of which had been spotted and appreciated by the fans. So Bronwyn had to discover a new set decorating technique: forensic buying.
âShe found it all â duplicates and replicas. It took ages. In that respect, the Covid delay was very helpful for Bron. Thereâs 7,000 books in there and thereâs not one fake book. Thatâs mainly because⊠itâs a weird thing to say, but we wanted it to smell and feel like a bookshop to everybody that was in it, all the time.
âIt affects everybody subliminally; it affects everybodyâs performance â actors and crew â it raises the bar 15 to 20%. And the detail, you know⊠We love a lot of detail.â
(look at the description under this, they called him 'Azi' hehehehe :D <3)
Aziraphaleâs Inspirational Correspondence âThereâs not one single scrap of paper on Aziraphaleâs desk that isnât written specifically for Aziraphale. Every single piece is not just fodder thatâs been shoved there, it has a purpose; itâs a letter of thanks, or an enquiry about a book or something.
âMichael Sheen is so submerged in his character he would get lost sitting at his own desk, reading his own correspondence between takes. I believe wholeheartedly that if you put that much care into every single piece of detail, on that desk and in that room, that everybody feels it, including the crew, and then they give that set the same respect it deserves.
âThey also lift their game because they believe that theyâre doing something of so much care and value. Really, itâs a domino effect of passion and care for what youâre producing.â
Alternative Music âMy daughter Mickey is lead graphic designer [two of Ralphâs sons worked on the series too, one as a concept artist, the other in props]. Theyâre the ones that produced all of that handwritten work on the desk. Sheâs the one that took on the record shop and made up 80 band names so that we didnât have to get copyright clearance from real bands. Then she produced records and sleeves that spanned 50, 60 years of their recordings, and all of the graphics on the walls.
âI remember Michael and Neil [Gaiman] getting lost following one bandâs history on the wall, looking at their posters and albums desperately trying to find out whether they survived that emo period.â
Itâs A Kind Of Magic One of the new shops in Whickber Street for season two was Will Goldstoneâs Magic Shop, which is full of as many Easter eggs as off-the-shelf conjuring tricks, including a Matt Smith Doctor Who-style fez and a toy orang-utan thatâs a nod to Discworldâs The Librarian. Ralph says that while the series is full of references to Gaiman, Pratchett and Doctor Who, Michael Sheen never complained about a lack of Masters Of Sex in-jokes. âHeâd be the last person to make that sort of comment!â
Ralph also reveals that the magic shop counter was another one of his wifeâs purchases, bought at a Glasgow reclamation yard.
The Anansi Boys Connection Ralph reveals that Good Omens season two used the state-of-the-art special effects tech Volume (famous for its use in The Mandalorian to create virtual backdrops) for just one sequence, but he will be using it extensively elsewhere on another Gaiman TV series being made for Prime Video.
âWe used Volume on the opening sequence to create the creation of the universe. I was designing Anansi Boys in duality with this project, which seems an outrageously suicidal thing to do. But it was fantastic and Anansi Boys was all on Volume. So I designed for Volume on one show and not Volume on the other. The complexities and the psychology of both is different.â
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