#like fr guys we live in this crap from the day of our birth abd ur trying to tell us that we're brainwashed

[beastblade69]

I remember once I mentioned sarah kane to my mother who is a toxic positivity typo person (and ussr defo had a huge impact on her values, but she's in denial). and of course among all I've also mentioned that she's ended her life and my mother straight up went like "she wouldn't have killed herself if she came to Ukraine" like girl what??? wdym?? england is fr more progressive than ukraine therefore people in ukraine are more likely to be depressed because of how conservative many ukrainians are and the government too, tho the situation is slowly improving rn. like I don't mean that brits can't be depressed because fr no matter how good quality of life in a certain country is, people are still living in society therefore are exposed to violence and abuse. you get me. BUT what I didn't get is my mother's logic. like if she came to ukraine she'd be the same depressed. I was literally diagnosed w depression several years ago (my doctor was an ass who told my mother that my depression was not severe at all, it's like a lite version of depression so my mother has never taken it seriously) and due to her being too sceptical towards my diagnosis because "you can't possibly have any issues, you have a home and food at home therefore you can't struggle fr and you made it all up for attention" and my father being like "tjose pills are narcotics, you're gonna end up w an addiction" I was forced to act as if I got better and guess what?? yeah, I got worse because of their inability to understand the nature of mental disorders. ussr was fucking lame, we're like 30 years outta that crap but still facing the consequences. many of them, not only in a mental health topic. and that's exactly why I hate american commies. like y'all haven't lived though the consequences of that crap and tryna be cool or smth by being an ass towards ppl from post ussr countries who actually still live in this crap and tryna gaslight us that all those hatecrimes and genocides which russia has committed never happened. let me tell you SHUT TF UP. you have no idea what ur talking about and I'd like to see how y'all would actually b living w parents who are literally prejudiced towards basic human rights because ussr has brainwashed them. not too liberal, huh?? watch out for who you're idolising and which political ideology ur praising