#like even the secret wants i have that i can’t fairly say are standards yk they’re just things i crave in a person- she is all of those and
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yeah so anyways i’m falling in love with her
#do you know how hard it is for me to fall in love?? i’m DIFFICULT about it. god she is so caring and loving though- how could i not?#every single standard i’ve ever had feels extremely valid with her.#AND everything i want in a partner exists in her completely independent of me. that’s a huge deal. a really big deal to me actually#like even the secret wants i have that i can’t fairly say are standards yk they’re just things i crave in a person- she is all of those and#fucking naturally. she is all of those things. how does that happen???#and i hate that it happened after all the shit i’ve been through but honestly ya’ll (and i HATE saying this bc i don’t like the implication#that i wouldn’t be able to handle this on my own otherwise) but god maybe she entered my life at exactly the right moment i needed her. i#fought it SO hard too like wtf. the effort that i put in to NOT feel romantic feelings toward this woman- off the charts.#but god i’m grateful for her. i truly am. despite my efforts- falling in love with her is… easy.
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