#like even if i'm shy n ngl my face wld be heating up n my heart wld be.. YEAH bcs anxiety i dont want to fuck up
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#๐.rambles#random but i rlly wna make that priv twt soon but#i still have my old account from like 2019 i think n that ffxiv one i still haven't used yet#n my current main one#I DONT HAVE ENOUGH EMAILS FOR THIS#i'll.. make more ? ๐#IM. YK TODAY ONE OF MY COURSES#we had to do smth related to like. idk how to explain but anyways for that the site we picked was spotify#my classmate brought up n remembered that i have like 600 playlists..#im so embarrassed it's like 800 now too actually#my voice is so soft in convos n i probably seem so sleep-deprived#funny bcs when i'm eating n like my friends go to my class i'll be this weird kid fr or smth#random but fuuta's voice is so nice.. his va did so well w his songs oh my god#aghskfjsjs sometimes i get shy w reciting. my voice is still soft but#when it comes to attendance lmfao or#i find it rather amusing how i speak louder when i'm in front of the class than in my seat#idk i think i'm used to speaking Facing an audience. i'm good with that#like even if i'm shy n ngl my face wld be heating up n my heart wld be.. YEAH bcs anxiety i dont want to fuck up#but. talking in front like that i usually do well. my voice is usually. idk loud compared to what most ppl see me as bcs rlly im so. quiet#i'm shy but idk i have confidence w ^^#it's so funny though.. i probably seem intimidating ngl w being quiet but when someone talks to me i'm Shy. or whatever#yk when it comes to friends i rlly wonder how they're all like outside what i'm most used to#like. yk their other sides n all. it makes me. idk what word is best but >< yk when you realize you know these aspects of someone that most#don't? like. loving someone's music taste. or the way they help or listen or write. their talents n voice or wtvr n#you realize that. oh my god. you're so happy you're close w this beautiful person in your life.#i'm rambling idk i cld say so much more :<< when i love i really Love n i wna. show it to yk my family n friends n all#i'm so sleepy.. i think i always get even more like this when i'm sleepy wtf!#thinking of. i rlly just wna be myself but i end up subconsciously restraining some aspects of myself i think bcs of some fears#being Completely alone or unwanted? on the other hand i rlly do love unconditionally n wholly hfsjgsk i'll try to be kinder to myself .#IM RAMBLING I SWEAR IM SO SLEEPY BYE ILL NAP OR SMTH
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